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How does ths make you feel?
#22365366 - 10/11/15 08:33 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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People avoid these delikit subjects but what do you think of natures ruthless indifference to our suffering? Nature has accumulated billions if not trillions of gruesome, heart wrenching killing like no other. I don't just mean putting someone to death with aa sedative but i'm talking full out decapitated and burned alive, not to mention these attrocious crimes are performed in the middle of the day w/o anyone questioning it, like when u kill a fly u think u aren't doing anything bu that bug was crushed, it felt that, it underwent an experience all because of you.
I don't get people. They live in denial. Constantly turning away from the truth. The truth, the ugly truth is noone ever loved you. Noone ever will because love doesn't exist. Hate fear anxiety, these things are real, these are things that effect us on a daily basis. Why pretend any longer? Those fish were gutted. Their eyes WERE pierced by us naive humans fishing for fun. Who do I blame? My father for making me fish. Yeah hooks and things like that, keep away from me please. What retard created them anyways? Noone. You were an accident, a natural disaster that happended to be spiraled into the chaos of existence. I hate how you all just stand there while mass murders are occuring on a daily basis.
That fish had its EYES CUT out of the sockets and throw into the water. How can you just look at me that way and expect me to keep my compaigns going w/o doing somehing on your own?!? Look, I'm just telling it how it is. In the wild its over heated and animals generally live in discomfort, pain, stress and anxiety w/o hope for a cure. First of all I'll have you know nature has no authority.
Yes it lovse to wave its big red cock around and stick it up any hole it cna get to but it truly has no intelligence to it. I have yet to see any evidence that life has any cleverness underneath it. What I mean is there is no management, no settings for life that something or someone has.
No there is just random particles floating around, obv a reason to give doubt to it all "working" correctly. Perhaps thats why we're all in this shitty mess anyways? Its like someone took the biggest shit in all of history & forgot to wipe his ass. Dude~ Next time do us the favor and flush your shit! I for one hate being alive. I don't want to be stuck on this planet any longer.
0So fucking sick of being alive. But who do I file my complaint to? There is noone that will hear me out lol.
Life is kind of like when you have a substitute and u can do anything except the kids are running the school and the adults are all drunk on power so yeah either there is a god that is a giant ass or there is really nothing and we're all screwed. I'm going with the latter. We deserve much better treatment but we'll never receive it due to this lifes dullness.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#22365383 - 10/11/15 08:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Love exists. Just because the world can be cruel, doesn't mean it isn't caring aswell. Do you not realize you've lived on this earth for years and years.
Life can not exist without some sort of suffering or hardships. These things fuel us to do better and keep living. Eventually burning out, but not before we make a new spark of life.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: Achillita]
#22365404 - 10/11/15 08:43 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I have yet to see any amount of care from nature. It seems cold stand offish and evil, pure evil. No it stands that life is a tragedy, a sad excuse for something. I was hit on the head with a rock when I was 8 abused when I wasw a kid bullied in school and rarely ever do I enjoy life except when I smoke. Hold on a second though. Why should my casual happiness somehow make nature suddenly a suitable compainion? It doesnt. That was just my own rotten luck getting the better of life. My free will ot me weed not someone rooting for me. Its like if u win the lottery and say "thank god"" its a load of crock because if u never walked there u'd never have gotten shit.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365409 - 10/11/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365422 - 10/11/15 08:48 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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So nature draws a line right? My going without weed for instance, and sending me to hellish places like schools for instance. But wait wait wait. When it comes to that nature turns a blind eye correct? Yet some people will say that fish is safe, that something or some force must be guiding it. No, fuck that. Whats difference is my case from the fishes? Violence & malnutrition go hand in hand. I don't see the difference between my not being able to smoke and something being killed because there both rooted in caring and if u don't care for one case then technically u can apply that care to the other case and whats 2+2? Its always 4.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#22365436 - 10/11/15 08:50 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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You being alive on this planet right now is enough freaking care. Without the love and care of your parents(or whoever raised you) you wouldn't be alive.
Of course you're not going to get everything handed to you. Living is work. You have to figure out how to obtain food, and hold shelter. If you die, whatever. Everything dies. That's the circle of life.
Honestly, just sounds like freaking first world problems to me.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: Achillita]
#22365481 - 10/11/15 08:56 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365505 - 10/11/15 08:59 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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glad to see you postin drkkenny
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365656 - 10/11/15 09:21 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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No one cares after you are dead either.. You will find cruel realities in this life, but you can take solace in the fact that no species is exempt from a cruel fate.
Organized education is what it is... It is a system for the engaged to learn a thing or two, at the cost that you are exposed to ruthless assholes with low self esteem, zero social squatted, and low emotional maturity. I would like to tell you things change with time, but they don't. Assholes will always be around to bother you if you allow them to.
The solution. Transcendence? I don't really know.. This life is never easy. And if you desire to subscribe to the conveniences of living in a society, a community, than you will no doubt have to deal with people you are incompatible with..
You have a choice.. You can say fuck society, move out into the middle of nowhere, off the grid.. And never deal with the shitty aspects of society again... But if you decide that the convinces of society outweigh the faults, than you might as well make the best of it.. The people that make you angry or disappointing don't deserve the neurons you are giving them. Find the few things that make you happy, focus on those, and find the best way to put up with the rest..
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: Mojo]
#22365709 - 10/11/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365768 - 10/11/15 09:40 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: Mojo]
#22365828 - 10/11/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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"I know we're not everlasting We're a train wreck waiting to happen One day the blood won't flow so gladly One day we'll all get still"
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22365990 - 10/11/15 10:21 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Nature can be cruel mostly because of basic survival and self projection scenarios. When you counter that though and give help to a suffering creature, you'll see fear and hate transform to thankfulness and trust, which are part of love. Just because you see the world right now in shit mode doesn't mean you should give up. Selfish feelings are everywhere and seem to run the world, but are all produced alone in fear. Love requires more than just one mind and because of this has the power to overcome nature. Humans have this natural tendency though to exclude each other once we achieve goals that required cooperation and revert back to our selfish ways. So fucking sad!
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: poke smot!]
#22366079 - 10/11/15 10:49 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Love is a physical thing in the brain. Love exists.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: Achillita]
#22372055 - 10/13/15 07:54 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Considering myself a hopeless idealist Im beyond disappointed with the quality of life on this planet. There seems to be noone that actually cares about the beings here. I spend most of the day stressed out beyond belief and its terrible. I haven't seen any signs of a divine creator with good intentions if anything Ive seen signs of demonic possession and other horrifying realities. I have no hope for fish or other creatures in the wild because applying my case to others it must be true that they suffer as much as I do probably a billion times worse considering fish are gutted on a daily basis.
I just wish we lived in a more honest world instead of this corrupt ugly one. Instead of feeling reassured that everythings okay life smacks me with more mayhem. Everything feels so empty. People celebrating money over the wonder of life & other creatures. People worship money but god forbid they ask you how your day was or help you out.Tv advertisements just kill any amount of hope I have left in this planet. Never focusing on whats real ad what to the condition of life but catering to evil. Its all twisted that way. Perhaps evil really did win for good seems non existent in this warped reality.
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22372453 - 10/13/15 09:55 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dude, it's ok to eat fish because they don't have any feelings.
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drkkenny, do you frequently use psychedelics?
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Re: How does ths make you feel? [Re: drkkenny]
#22373246 - 10/13/15 12:57 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
drkkenny said: Considering myself a hopeless idealist Im beyond disappointed with the quality of life on this planet. There seems to be noone that actually cares about the beings here. I spend most of the day stressed out beyond belief and its terrible. I haven't seen any signs of a divine creator with good intentions if anything Ive seen signs of demonic possession and other horrifying realities. I have no hope for fish or other creatures in the wild because applying my case to others it must be true that they suffer as much as I do probably a billion times worse considering fish are gutted on a daily basis.
I just wish we lived in a more honest world instead of this corrupt ugly one. Instead of feeling reassured that everythings okay life smacks me with more mayhem. Everything feels so empty. People celebrating money over the wonder of life & other creatures. People worship money but god forbid they ask you how your day was or help you out.Tv advertisements just kill any amount of hope I have left in this planet. Never focusing on whats real ad what to the condition of life but catering to evil. Its all twisted that way. Perhaps evil really did win for good seems non existent in this warped reality.
feel like you are stuck on the fish thing, we as humans maim and plunder all things equally, even ourselves... it is sick but as the others here stated love is the only way to overcome. it is hard to be positive and there is nothing wrong with feeling down but don't let negative feelings and thoughts deprive you of those few good morsels that come along, thats all we get until the next one.
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You need some of this, OP:
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