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Woahh
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Hellish Trip on Wild Shrooms. What does this mean?
#22351660 - 10/08/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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i've had a partially bad trip before on 4.5g of shrooms getting some paranoia, but it went away after an hour into the trip. This time I bought some wild shrooms from a friend who is an experienced shroom hunter. It was only 1.9g so I didn't think I would trip that much. I was dead wrong..
After I ate them, I laid down closing my eyes waiting for the come up. Before I new it, I was launched into nothingness. When I regained some awareness, All i could feel was this horrible anxiety like something was wrong. 20 minutes later it grew 3x worse. 1 hr later it became 10 times worse. I literally thought I was gonna either die or end up in a mental hospital. I can described the feeling I had as terror in it's rawest form. I was in straight up survival mode. I was crying and yelling in my friends room a ton so I ran into my car and screamed at the top of my lungs multiple times.
Nothing felt more real than this hellish pain for a solid 2 hours. It felt like an eternity though.. My friend got me to walk with him on a trail and in 20 minutes it switched from hell to neutral emotions. I instantly became so fucking thankful to even be alive. I would have given up everything to get rid of that feeling.
So what does this mean? is there some sort of negative energy I'm holding on to? I've been mildly depressed on and off for years, but this felt like a near death experience or something.. What should I take from this? By the way I've tripped several times before and I've had one trip that felt like pure heaven. It was basically the opposite of this nightmarish one.
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hairytoes



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Re: Hellish Trip on Wild Shrooms. What does this mean? [Re: Woahh]
#22356824 - 10/09/15 10:33 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Edited by hairytoes (11/16/15 08:59 AM)
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Woahh
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Re: Hellish Trip on Wild Shrooms. What does this mean? [Re: hairytoes]
#22359272 - 10/10/15 01:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Interesting. How do you get it to change on you? My understanding of shrooms is that it has an agenda and you must allow and yield to whatever the shroom is trying to show you. When i tried to change the feeling it got worse. I just had to fuckin ride it all the way through.
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hairytoes



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Re: Hellish Trip on Wild Shrooms. What does this mean? [Re: Woahh]
#22379275 - 10/14/15 03:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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-------------------- This alleged mushmush manic, monotub monotonous user acount is a wonderful work of fanciful fiction and as awesome as it is, should never ever be read as written for fact.
Edited by hairytoes (11/16/15 09:00 AM)
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