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only psyche users will resonate to this
    #22337883 - 10/05/15 06:07 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Ressurection


(I don' t know what this is but here it comes.If it sounds like a bad trip report, it is)


I suddenly realized my role in the scheme of things,
and it was utterly insignificant.
I was as good as nothing,
indistinct as a smear.
I pulled out a pack of cigarettes
and had a pathetic smoke.
I became a shapeless lump
with a dumb look on its face,
wondering:What the fuck is this?
I saw an amazingly tall filing cabinet nearby
and started digging through it
trying to find when I'd been born
and where
and if.
I looked for a bed to crawl into
so I could lie there and embrace
the only thought in my head that liked me,
the one that wanted to figure out what was wrong
so it could fix it.
For the longest time I lay there
knowing I was dead.
My life had been erased like bad spelling.
I may have been hours like this or days,
when I finally chanced to look up
and saw the return air register in the ceiling.
"Why" I thought,"if I am dead
do I see the return air register?"
I started to feel horribly ridiculous.
I got up and moved around.
I thought of Lazarus and smiled up at the register,
and thought of Achilles in hell,
who had lived all his short life
stoned on pride with his hands on his hips,
fucked to pieces by death,
blown tumbling down streams of hot wind,
promising the gods anything
if they would grant him
another life in the upper world,
any life, that of a slave, say,
or of a slave's ratty dog...


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My father used to say: I don't care what else you do in life, just don't be an asshole. People, forgive me when I forget what my daddy said.

Cut back the proliferating list of people whose opinions can hurt you. Unless they have done or want to do you some good, their views are just not worth tracking.
Saul Bellow

“People are just cannibals unless they leave each other alone.” Doris Lessing

Those whom the gods would save, they dower with compassion. Mr. P.  Silocybin


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Re: only psyche users will resonate to this [Re: champinhom]
    #22338193 - 10/05/15 07:15 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

this was written about 6 years ago after a a very up and down mushroom trip. Believe it or not, it is an optimistic report.

Anyway, I assure you, if you haven't already had one of these, if you continue use, you will. I hope you live to tell about it.If you do, you will be better for it.

I got very mixed reviews, by the way, the last time I posted this.Lots of psyche users are basically in denial as to what these substances can do.

It reminds me of the old joke:
Q: What do you say when you meet a 500 lb gorilla?
A: Uncle

Now, if there is you and there are mushrooms--which one, do you think, is the 500lb gorilla?


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My father used to say: I don't care what else you do in life, just don't be an asshole. People, forgive me when I forget what my daddy said.

Cut back the proliferating list of people whose opinions can hurt you. Unless they have done or want to do you some good, their views are just not worth tracking.
Saul Bellow

“People are just cannibals unless they leave each other alone.” Doris Lessing

Those whom the gods would save, they dower with compassion. Mr. P.  Silocybin


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Re: only psyche users will resonate to this [Re: champinhom]
    #22338428 - 10/05/15 08:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Truth is as free as a burden and equal in awareness to eternity..

When you lack in effects and doubt your full existence, Eternity comes to haunt you..whether your falling into an abyss of doubt..or getting Anxiety from the idea of doing to much of a drug for example..

Anxiety is usually cured with prescribed medication..but there is something rare about the psychedelic experience; Such that the most highest echelons are only achieved by spiritual masters...its not only you that exists..ultimately there ARE other people..as there are different places in the universe or multiverse.. the existence of anything should always be reasoned with so that you can come to terms with something you sense or feel..!

I think sometimes a bad trip can lend weight to the idea of coming to terms..but you dont want it to be so bad that you cant live with yourself anymore..

i believe that a man or woman should do everything in their power to achieve   
happiness..! Whether it be Subjective or Objective..though in an ultimate way they tend to merge into each other..and are both part of the very fabric of space and existence..


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Re: only psyche users will resonate to this [Re: BrendanFlock]
    #22339044 - 10/05/15 10:44 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

BrendanFlock said:

I think sometimes a bad trip can lend weight to the idea of coming to terms..but you dont want it to be so bad that you cant live with yourself anymore..

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It was not really a bad trip--It was more like what they call, on Erowid, a difficult trip. But it was bad enough, for all that. Still, I am glad I went through it.


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My father used to say: I don't care what else you do in life, just don't be an asshole. People, forgive me when I forget what my daddy said.

Cut back the proliferating list of people whose opinions can hurt you. Unless they have done or want to do you some good, their views are just not worth tracking.
Saul Bellow

“People are just cannibals unless they leave each other alone.” Doris Lessing

Those whom the gods would save, they dower with compassion. Mr. P.  Silocybin


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