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pachoo
Witchakookoo



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Good Friend Commited Suicide
#22334954 - 10/04/15 09:55 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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So late Sunday/early Monday morning my good friend committed suicide..... He was drunk and the authorities suspect he was playing russian roulette with a gun. Lately I've been seeing that he was getting depressed and worn down. This guy was awesome and had so much to show for his life, but he works so much... And his wife just was never satisfied. We live in his basement so we could hear her shouting at him all the time, I would never hear him raise his voice... ever. We think his wife has mental problems or something because he gave her pretty much everything and there really shouldn't have been much of a reason for her to get mad at everything. They had a beautiful daughter who just turned 1 as well.... I'm just so confused... He was even considerate in putting a pillow on the other side so that blood wouldn't go everywhere.... That's the kind of guy he was. I'm heart broken. He deserved to be happy.
I'm feeling so many mixed emotions about this that my head is spinning and I just feel stoic about everything. I feel like I can't even move. We just moved in here in April and now we're moving back out because his wife and his family have to sell the house. It's understandable so it's not really anything more than what it is. It just sucks.... Everything just sucks. This year is the worst.
I don't know how to remain positive or even remotely capable with life right now...
I don't know why I'm even posting this on the Shroomery. I don't feel suicidal or anything... Just really.... Fucking sad and kind of defeated with this whole year. At least I got to have a week or two of confidence and happiness right before this.
Can I get an internet hug?
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Matt87

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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: pachoo]
#22334964 - 10/04/15 09:59 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm so sorry. Rough year for me as well bud.
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Sheekle
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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: pachoo]
#22334968 - 10/04/15 10:00 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm really sorry to hear that pachoo.
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MajickMuffin
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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: Sheekle]
#22334981 - 10/04/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Good vibes to you.
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Fell
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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: MajickMuffin]
#22334989 - 10/04/15 10:07 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I feel your pain. My best friend of 12 years, who has been living with me and the wife for the past 4 years, killed himself March 1st of this year. It has been an extremely rough year all around.
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pachoo
Witchakookoo



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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: Fell]
#22335044 - 10/04/15 10:25 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks guys. I appreciate it bunches. 
I'm sorry about your year Matt. And your friend Fell.... Shit sucks.
Hugs for everyone
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HardTrippin
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Re: Good Friend Commited Suicide [Re: Fell]
#22335054 - 10/04/15 10:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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