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Peyote Road
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amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping?
#22329454 - 10/03/15 05:22 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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So I trip on cactus last night, high dose. Amazing trip, becoming one with God and listening to my beloved native american peyote healing music.
I tell ya, I really have faith in this music. It guided my journey which was otherwise becoming a rather unpleasant and uncomfortable journey, into a journey of love. I came into contact with "eternal love". The Bible says that God's love endures forever, and I was really able to experience this love last night. It becomes everything, so that there is no longer anything but divine love. Really wonderful and its all thanks to my beloved peyote healing music.
However, I seem to be having an issue where once my ego begins to come back, I am assaulted my impure thoughts regarding sex and the desire to masterbate.
I feel like my trips would be so much better if I were more pure. The native americans used to do sweat lodges for purification before their trips.
I believe the reason this happens to me is because my ego is trying to cling onto anything in order to re establish itself and sex is the only thing that is powerful enough to divert attention away from the spiritual.
I am thinking I should take a break from tripping, purify myself as much as I can and then trip again.
Has anyone here tripped with a pure heart and how did it work out?
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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impatientguy
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Peyote Road]
#22329470 - 10/03/15 05:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I literally masterbate like 4 or 5 times on my san pedro trips lol
I need to get a girlfriend hahaha
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Peyote Road
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: impatientguy]
#22329482 - 10/03/15 05:31 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well I am glad I am not the only one who suffers from this problem. It's awful though, makes me feel like I wasted the trip. I mean, I feel I got a lot out of this trip but I cant help but wonder how much more I would have gotten had I been able to think of God the whole time instead of falling into sexual imagery.
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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impatientguy
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Peyote Road]
#22329522 - 10/03/15 05:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I literally do it just to get high not for the psychedelic aspect. Did it last night with whip its and wow lol
I don't trip on pedro even when I take 400 mg of crystal extract just gets me high IDK why
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Peyote Road
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: impatientguy]
#22329596 - 10/03/15 06:06 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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How is that possible? I trip balls when I take cactus.
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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impatientguy
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Peyote Road]
#22329698 - 10/03/15 06:34 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Lol Idk That's just how it is for me though I just get high and I just wanna lay in the sun or ride my bike in the night.
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Peyote Road
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: impatientguy]
#22329751 - 10/03/15 06:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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How many times have you done the cactus?
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Peyote Road]
#22329929 - 10/03/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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This might not be what it seems. What is the energy that you're feeling? Look at it again, investigate what the sensations are in your body without judging them. You might be reacting to your base chakra charging up with excess energy, this can be channeled, the first step is to stop rejecting it. Tantrics would tell you that sex can be an expression of the divine, it can also show hatred, how you are reacting to or acting on that energy is what matters.
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Hygrocybe] 2
#22329976 - 10/03/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dude, sorry to break it to you but the peyote spirits don't give a fuck about Christian codes of morality. Next time, embrace that urge and jerk off. Better yet, trip with a lady friend. Last time I did mescaline I literally fucked myself. Mmmmmhmmmm. Next time I'll have to do it with the wifey.
Mescaline is super sexual, if you don't like those thoughts then don't take mescaline, Mushrooms are far less likely to sex you up and fill you with lust. IMO that's one of the highlights of the mescaline experience. Play some music and you'll find that the sexual experience merges seemlessly. I found this piece incredibly arousing.
Maybe the peyote spirits want you to chill out and embrace your sexuality in a more healthy way instead of shunning your natural inclinations as impure and terrible. They're steeped in cthonic, earthly energy. You do realize the Catholic Church suppressed peyotism when it came to the new world, right? Probably saw a bunch of Indians having peyote orgies and flipped the fuck out.
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: P.Zappatecorum]
#22330080 - 10/03/15 08:14 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sexual desire is natural. There's nothing impure about having sexual thoughts: it's a deep aspect of human nature. And psychedelics just bring one deeper into the human mind. Trying to escape sexual feelings/thoughts while tripping is a mistake. It's trying escape an aspect of your humanity. Which in turn will make things uncomfortable.
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impatientguy
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Re: amazing cactus trip but does anyone else suffer from impure thoughts while tripping? [Re: Peyote Road]
#22330293 - 10/03/15 09:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Peyote Road said: How many times have you done the cactus?
2 dozen times or so.
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