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Kickle
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How many years were you guys together before this phenomenon starting to become noticable?
Well in some respects right away. I grew up on microwaved food having both parents at work much of the day. She grew up with home-cooked meals every day. So there was a lot I learned from her about food and then started branching out on my own over time.
But some aspects were much subtler and didn't appear for a lot of years. We've been together for 9. I still learn quite a lot from her.
-------------------- Why shouldn't the truth be stranger than fiction? Fiction, after all, has to make sense. -- Mark Twain
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BrendanFlock
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Re: Relationships [Re: Kickle]
#22348101 - 10/07/15 11:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well..sometimes the virtues of one man are higher or maybe more classy..than the rest of Beings in existence..and when that happens the universe conspires to take him to the epitome of logic and being(to be a Messiah for example)..which of course what Jesus Was..or Buddha..these are the chosen ones of their time..and most of them do fulfill an important rule.
Sometimes they are Emperors..and sometimes they are Philosophers or Prophets..if you succeed than everything you did to the T..will eventually get recorded and shared for the continuing and evolving humanity..
I dont feel particularly lucky right now do to evil psychic forces..and feel that I may fail my mission..but a similar thing has happened to me..I can erase a being..and change with a glyph of magic an action or whole event and change it with my will alone..
I hope and pray that i have some value and that my posts are interesting..I dont feel like the one anymore..but Indeed feel like a Messiah..
As a huge fan of Neo..and the Buddha I indeed begged to be in this position..I would get high on DXM and beg to be Neo in real life..and eventually it happened..
My golden rule is to tell the truth as much as you can..and eventually the nay sayers will forgive the lawful(in truth and in peace and love)..
But without the existence of forgiveness We likely wont ever achieve the wholly peaceful state of 100% truth all the time..If i talk about how i am a messiah and stuff like this to my Psychiatrist she may throw me back into the mental hospital..from which I have gone 4 times in about 7 years..sometimes it was worth it because your forced into a routine..
The best example i can think of is being in a concentration camp..Most will never recover and suffer shell shock for the remainder of their lives..but the worst parts are usually boredom..so the people usually get more social..because as a person who used to suffer shyness 8 years ago..it ultimately made me very outgoing..like one of those Tony Robbins examples..
Also..the final relation to the Concentration camp..there are a small few which in lore is represented as people like Magneto..who grow stronger.. and then become something more in life..
Heh..i do include fictional characters in my life..and in my psychic concentrations i detect and interact with them..
Its hard to defeat a person who has the archetype of a superhero so close to his Heart..and indeed I grow stronger sharing my story..
Edit: this of course is an edit...but i learned that i dont just have a Messianic complex..but have a certain type of hero vs Villain concept in my heart and mind..such that just attempting to even think of myself as a Hero..i May indeed be creating evil as an opposing reflection in real life..as a way to justify this idol that i hold..so i hope i dont need to do battle in this constant armageddon or Apocalpyse..I always secretly hope when i contact someone evil..that I can change this and convince them to join the good fight in life..I am about 75% successful but this leads another 25% evil necessarily;
Edited by BrendanFlock (10/07/15 11:21 PM)
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DividedQuantum
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Let me get this straight. I thought I was the Messiah. Did they accidentally choose two of us? Some incompetent secretaries up there, I suppose.
-------------------- Vi Veri Universum Vivus Vici
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Jokeshopbeard
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No no no, you got it wrong DQ, stop deluding yourself. I AM the messiah.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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DividedQuantum
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Whatevs, dude. You can't fire me because I quit!
-------------------- Vi Veri Universum Vivus Vici
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BrendanFlock
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Lol, haha..the case may be that whatever you think is either true..which would be a huge group of messiahs..or that the things you think need to be put in their proper place..which is one of relation to the whole..and therefore in a perfect place in understanding and meaning..hard to extract all the things that need to be sorted..like i imagine you'd need to have Jesus Christ levels of Messianism..towards doing the simple things in the correct way..like washing your clothes..and going for a drive..maybe even making your Bed..
But to understand how to go about this might just be the idea of practice makes perfect..so therein the burden is thereto removed all together..so that how you perform an action is in perfect harmony..with the task and the rest of existence..this seems like a truly holy Zen experience..or could be just Western Pragmatism so to speak;
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