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moonrockmushy
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306629 - 09/29/15 05:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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spixce said: I already feel empty because of the borderline and I took a 2 week vacation from work because my family is visiting.
Damn, well I'm jealous of that. Obviously you're going to do what you're going to do, but I think anyone who tried to help you with this is not going to get far as long as you continue to believe that you need all these drugs to function. It's ok to be less than perfect sometimes. Trying to achieve a sense of satisfaction through drugs just doesn't translate to having a good life in the end.
If you're able to do all those drugs and maintain stable relationships over time I would be impressed surprised. I think you would be better off listening to your doctor and taking your treatment seriously. Otherwise the BPD diagnosis is ultimately meaningless. It shouldn't be used as an excuse, or something you think is part of your essential character. It is just a means to understand your personal issues and get strategies to cope with those issues.
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spixce
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: Moonshoe]
#22306630 - 09/29/15 05:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: What does it feel like? How do you know you have it?
I got diagnosed by a psychiatrist and I'm to tired to describe it rn but I'll give u a link
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/borderline-personality-disorder/index.shtml
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306636 - 09/29/15 05:16 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow that sounds horrible 
Hope things get better
How do you like zyprexa?
My doctor tries so hard to push anti-depressants on me, so hard. He wants me to take remeron but I prefer to be scarfing kratom all day.
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spixce said: I already feel empty because of the borderline and I took a 2 week vacation from work because my family is visiting.
Damn, well I'm jealous of that. Obviously you're going to do what you're going to do, but I think anyone who tried to help you with this is not going to get far as long as you continue to believe that you need all these drugs to function. It's ok to be less than perfect sometimes. Trying to achieve a sense of satisfaction through drugs just doesn't translate to having a good life in the end.
If you're able to do all those drugs and maintain stable relationships over time I would be impressed. I think you would be better off listening to your doctor and taking your treatment seriously. Otherwise the BPD diagnosis is ultimately meaningless. It shouldn't be used as an excuse, or something you think is part of your essential character. It is just a means to understand your personal issues and get strategies to cope with those issues.
When I'm high I have fun, and get shit done. When I'm sober I have mood swings, anger, depression and BPD. Which sounds more apealing?
Fuck being sober, I don't care that I'm addicted. And anyone who's judging me can go suck a dick,
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306646 - 09/29/15 05:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I dont like being addicted to kratom but overall I prefer using it daily to not using it. I love using it every day, I just don't like that I have to use it every day.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: Moonshoe]
#22306649 - 09/29/15 05:22 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Is this Borderlands personality disorder
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: Moonshoe]
#22306650 - 09/29/15 05:23 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: I dont like being addicted to kratom but overall I prefer using it daily to not using it. I love using it every day, I just don't like that I have to use it every day.
Yeah I don't like using drugs everyday either but its better than dealing wit my problems...
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306654 - 09/29/15 05:23 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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koraks said: BPD is horrible indeed, as it severely impacts your social functioning. Often much more vehemently than other psychiatric conditions. My girlfriend works as a nurse in a psychiatric hospital and the people with BPD are generally the most difficult ones to deal with. The reason is that people with BPD can come across as extremely manipulative and unpleasant, but they still need to receive the care that they're in the institution for. For caregivers, this can be hard, as at some point it's really a struggle to not let the BPD-induced behavior cloud the patient-caregiver relationship.
spixce, disregard the nonsense that it's all fake and it doesn't exist. Sure, there will be cases, particularly in the US, that are mistakenly diagnosed and/or over-prescribed, but that doesn't change that conditions such as BPD, Bipolar and schizophrenia are very real. Also, medication does help in virtually all cases to some extent, but there's no magic bullet - not a pill, and nothing in the alternative spectrum is a sure-fire way to get rid of this, as you're generally stuck with it for life. This sucks badly, and the only thing that does seem to help a bit is to try and live a stable life, be careful in times of stress and reach out for professional help whenever your situation deteriorates periodically.
The above sounds harsh, but I'm sure it's nothing new to you. It's also not a disqualification of you as a person - far from it. I hope it'll help you see that at least some of us understand the seriousness of what you're going through. Feel free to reach out for the people here who will help you to see things from a different perspective at the times when you notice your perception may be biased by your ailments. I can imagine it helps (even if it's only a little bit) to hear from others that people aren't (nearly) always out to harm you or to leave you. Obviously, these things happen to some extent to everyone, but that's different from living with the constant fear that they will. I hope you'll find many ways to deal with the situations where you may hurt people to get them to show that they care about you, and to find the trust (albeit only on a rational level and not always on an emotional one) that at least some people do care about you regardless of your BPD and bipolar.
I feel for you and I think it's a shame that there are still so many who deny the seriousness of these conditions.
It just sucks because I just can't function like a normal person without drugs. I always feel like I'm homesick for a place that doesn't exist.
I've lived with this whole feeling my entire life. There's a fine line between helpful drug use and detrimental drug use though, so be careful how you walk it op.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306659 - 09/29/15 05:25 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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spixce said: Fuck being sober, I don't care that I'm addicted. And anyone who's judging me can go suck a dick,
Can totally relate bro. Keep on doing whatever helps you in this current moment, if that's drugs, fair play. You can always change your lifestyle if it calls for that.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: daz01]
#22306672 - 09/29/15 05:30 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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spixce said: Fuck being sober, I don't care that I'm addicted. And anyone who's judging me can go suck a dick,
Can totally relate bro. Keep on doing whatever helps you in this current moment, if that's drugs, fair play. You can always change your lifestyle if it calls for that.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: spixce]
#22306825 - 09/29/15 06:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: If you can't take the time to make your own arguments why are you even worth talking to? At best articles should be posted to BACK UP what you have to say, you don't let them do the talking for you. It's lame as fuck to just post links when people question your assumptions. It basically says your stance and knowledge on the subject is so weak you can't stand on your own and have to let people talk for you.
Either way I'm done arguing with you over it. Multiple times I asked what vaccinations have to do with psychiatry being bullshit and multiple times you've neglected to answer.
Yo man, quit your shit. I posted those articles to back up the last like 4 pages of my arguement. Which they did. From money grabin, to pharma influenceing med schools, to doctors prescribing meds where there is no physical abnormalitiy. I listen. Do you? Everyones entitled to their opinion. If they find something wprks for the, great. Im here giving my own 2 cents from my OWN experience with the meds and similar disorders, and im here to add they fucked me the fuck up. It wasnt until Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (emotional intelligence) did anything get fixed. So drop your personal childish vendetta from the other night, when i told you that you have a new lesson, and read some well sourced articles. K thanx, Mistah 11,000 posts.
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TORCUTT said: Formaldehyde in vacccines
Big deal, there is cyanide in apples too. I guess apples are dangerous and kill people too.
You are are more or less full of shit and you don't have a solid clue on what you're talking about. Seriously go read and do some critical thinking before attempting to spew out your bs conspiracy theories.
Do you eat your fucking apple cores? Do yiu eat apple seeds? Cyanide consumption is irrelevant. Unless you eat your core.
What is relevant is how 48% of healthy non smokimg americans contract some sort of cancer in their life span. Almost half.
Wheras the Japanese its less thsn 10%. Could it maybe be the vaccines? Which contain embalming fluid, amd high enough amounts of aluminum to cause alzheimers?
Maybe...
Aint no bs conspiracy theorys here. Ive cited government website, and time magazine. Both of which i would assume credibility. If you have facts stating otherwise im not aware of please share.
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Shroomslip said: If you can't take the time to make your own arguments why are you even worth talking to? At best articles should be posted to BACK UP what you have to say, you don't let them do the talking for you.
Also you're really desperate at this point. I never use my post count to "throw my weight around". If I had, then you calling out my post count may make sense, but since I didn't, you're just desperately trying to find something to discredit me and make yourself look better. Pointing to my post count is an even weaker argument than posting links to articles when someone has asked you a direction question.
WHICH YOU ARE STILL YET TO ANSWER EVEN THOUGH YOU FELT A NEED TO REPLY TO ME.
I'm not reading your stupid fucking links. Speak for yourself. If your only come back to tell me what cancerous vaccinations has to do with psychiatry being bullshit is to post links, you're an idiot.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: Shroomslip]
#22306844 - 09/29/15 06:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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 High school ended a lomg time ago..
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I agree. Let me know when you finish it and have a grasp on basic common sense and learn to actually present your own arguments.
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Your post count is so high, you clearly spend enough time on the computer, to read the articles.. so do that.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: Shroomslip] 1
#22306929 - 09/29/15 07:36 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH WHAT I ASKED. 
Actually You're entirely too stupid to even argue with. I ask what "cancerous vaccinations" has to do with "psychiatry is bullshit" and I get some copy pasted link and quote about how there is no test to identify mental disabilities.
I've heard that vaccines cause down syndrome and autism too.. this might explain why he's so
Don't get vaccinations or flu shots guys or your run the risk of permanently ending up like TORRTARD
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TORCUTT said: Your post count is so high, you clearly spend enough time on the computer, to read the articles.. so do that.
This is seriously the ultimate "I lost" comeback
Takin shots at the post count
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: WhyDidiDoThis] 1
#22307176 - 09/29/15 09:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TORCUTT said: Aint no bs conspiracy theorys here. Ive cited government website, and time magazine. Both of which i would assume credibility. If you have facts stating otherwise im not aware of please share.
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: sunkeep]
#22307177 - 09/29/15 09:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Borderline Personality Disorder [Re: shroominated]
#22307335 - 09/29/15 09:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I gotta hand it to people like TORCUTT who dare to challenge our beliefs, and whom are agianst meds being handed out like candy. I also sympathise with those who support the other side. tORCUTT you seem like a semi-knowledgeable dude surely you must understand that mental disorders are real and sometimes their is no other option than to take meds. Not all meds are the devil there are some seriously life saving chemicals out there.
All in all we need these people who challenge us, more so we need to constantly challenge our selves. If you are on meds or figured out how to get by without you are all strong. Surely though some on meds can take a look at there regime and find some way to decrease there med intake thus improving there lives. Vice versa some who are not on meds can take a look at there lives and possibly think of a way they may increase there livelyhood if they would talk to a doc.
So idk im rambling but i always try to take everything into account. Peace out
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