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spixce
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What up everyone. I had a great day today, I rolled on the blue teslas with my girl. I think it might of been one of my best rolls ever.
I'm just chilling I'm on Zyprexa, Oxycodone and Ativan.
How's everyone doing tonight.
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Chilling here on Kraiken, n weed watchin that 70s show
Eating ice cream
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Wassup. Chillin after a good Aikido session. Had some bong and a beer and about to have some dinner.
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Been programming
and drinking
and now im about to hit my vape... might go program some more, might go watch some of "The Strain"
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Right on brotherman, sounds pretty awesome
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Hi Uzziel Hi Daddy
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I'm just chilling I'm on Zyprexa, Oxycodone and Ativan.
jelly.
i'm thinking about caving and going back to the psychiatrist so i can get a script for lexapro, and maybe risperidone. i get super depressed in the winter and i'm already feeling it
i'd love a benzo, but doctors refuse to prescribe them to me
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Hi Gresh
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Jesus, what a chemical shit storm
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Hi TORCUTT what is the chemical shit storm?
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sup dood. when are you gonna teach me some aikido?
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spixce
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I'm just chilling I'm on Zyprexa, Oxycodone and Ativan.
jelly.
i'm thinking about caving and going back to the psychiatrist so i can get a script for lexapro, and maybe risperidone. i get super depressed in the winter and i'm already feeling it
i'd love a benzo, but doctors refuse to prescribe them to me
I don't get why ppl say shit like zyprexa and seroquel aren't recreational but to each his own I guess...
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whenever you bring tha ruckus
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spixce
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I'm gonna go bang my friends GF later. I know its wrong but she is so cute and sexy...
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Sounds like you must not value your friendship very much
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#22305603 - 09/28/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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spixce said: I'm gonna go bang my friends GF later. I know its wrong but she is so cute and sexy...
Be honest to the people close to you man  Is your girl open to opensex?
Also hey chrisman. Im feeling amazing
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He's a pretty cool dude but he owes me 100$ and I highly doubt he's gonna pay me back. I don't got no beef with him tho.
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Fuck yeah! Feeling amazing is amazing! Enjoy your feels
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I am D euphoria
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 wow such euphoria
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spixce
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spixce said: I'm gonna go bang my friends GF later. I know its wrong but she is so cute and sexy...
Be honest to the people close to you man  Is your girl open to opensex?
My girl doesn't know but she'd be devastated if she found out I was cheating. I love my girl she's my soulmate, she's perfect, she's a 10, she's blonde and I LOVE her personality, she's clingy but I love clingy.
But I love fucking mexican sluts like my friends GF...
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I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
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may get off here soon. Gonna eat more ice creamQuote:
spixce said:
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spixce said: I'm gonna go bang my friends GF later. I know its wrong but she is so cute and sexy...
Be honest to the people close to you man  Is your girl open to opensex?
My girl doesn't know but she'd be devastated if she found out I was cheating. I love my girl she's my soulmate, she's perfect, she's a 10, she's blonde and I LOVE her personality, she's clingy but I love clingy.
But I love fucking mexican sluts like my friends GF...
She means that much too you and you wouldn't be honest on a topic as this?
Alittle scummy man..
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spixce
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nicechrisman said: I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
I think I have a problem, I can never stay loyal to a girl. IDK why...
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nicechrisman said: I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
I think I have a problem, I can never stay loyal to a girl. IDK why...
its that devil spice youve been smokin.
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spixce
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spixce said:
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nicechrisman said: I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
I think I have a problem, I can never stay loyal to a girl. IDK why...
its that devil spice youve been smokin.
I haven't smoked that shit in months but that shit is the worst drug ever.
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You guys are right, I'ma tell that bitch to go fuck herself. I'm gonna be loyal to my girl from now on.
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Chemical sh7t storm in the mental.
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I don't know why but I've been pissed off all day. I just need to go to sleep and start over tomorrow.
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nicechrisman said: I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
I think I have a problem, I can never stay loyal to a girl. IDK why...
Probably something to do with you upbringing. Either your parents or role models growing up made you think this is ok, which is really your choice to make if it is or isn't, but from the outside it shows a lack of integrity and is indicative of poor character.
If you cared you could seek counseling, but I think the problem is that you don't care and are only going to regret living a double life behind others' backs when it all comes crashing down around you.
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spixce
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spixce said:
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nicechrisman said: I think you need to take a look at whether the things your tell yourself are actually true. If it would devastate your "soulmate", how could you even possibly risk it for random slut sex? I don't think you are being honest with yourself.
I think I have a problem, I can never stay loyal to a girl. IDK why...
Probably something to do with you upbringing. Either your parents or role models growing up made you think this is ok, which is really your choice to make if it is or isn't, but from the outside it shows a lack of integrity and is indicative of poor character.
If you cared you could seek counseling, but I think the problem is that you don't care and are only going to regret living a double life behind others' backs when it all comes crashing down around you.
I'm gonna try my best to stay loyal to my girl because I love her more than any other girl I've dated. I think she's the one.
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hope you can remember that when it counts
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 I miss my love. So dont fuck up yours. If thats how you truly feel.
Love and lust are just chemicals, that are all too hard to distinguish from one another. The difference clarifys as trust.
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Anyone still up? I'm just tired and pretty baked...
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Yeah I'm still up.
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I cannot sleep....
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I may lose my shit.
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Me either... I'm on a whole bunch of sedatives too. Fucking mania...
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Lol at this point I have benadryl which will just make me hate tomorrow more...
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I can't sleep because I drank a ton of booze yesterday and when it wore off I woke up with the sweats and panic attacks and shit...
I also used up all my kratom so that kinda blows too.
I really need to stop drinking. It's slowly killing me and my relationships. I have some gabapentin I could take to help with the w/d's but then I probably will fall back asleep and sleep most of the day. Which isn't a huge deal since I don't have anything to do, but I want to try to get to the gym and get an exercise routine going. If I sleep all day and wake up once my son is off school I'll probably be reluctant to go.
Alcohol is a shitty drug.
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spixce
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sh4d0ws said: I can't sleep because I drank a ton of booze yesterday and when it wore off I woke up with the sweats and panic attacks and shit...
I also used up all my kratom so that kinda blows too.
I really need to stop drinking. It's slowly killing me and my relationships. I have some gabapentin I could take to help with the w/d's but then I probably will fall back asleep and sleep most of the day. Which isn't a huge deal since I don't have anything to do, but I want to try to get to the gym and get an exercise routine going. If I sleep all day and wake up once my son is off school I'll probably be reluctant to go.
Alcohol is a shitty drug.
I quit drinking because, its terrible for you, it tastes and smells like shit, it makes you throw up, it gives you hangovers, it causes so many crimes from rape to DUI and because benzos are better in like every single way.
Why drink a solvent when you could take a pill that does the same thing but is safer.
Good luck with quitting drinking. It was easy for me because I switched to Ativan.
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Benzodiazepines are terrible drugs. They simply activate the same region that is activated by one of the most addicting substances ever, but removes all the factors that make it less addicting (taste, volume, time to consume). That is NOT positive.
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spixce
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The Moose said: Benzodiazepines are terrible drugs. They simply activate the same region that is activated by one of the most addicting substances ever, but removes all the factors that make it less addicting (taste, volume, time to consume). That is NOT positive.
Yeah but benzos are non toxic unlike alcohol. 
Plus benzos are way more euphoric and don't have that "sloppy" feeling that alcohol has.
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I enjoy the taste of beer and many well aged rye whiskeys.
What I don't like is my tendency to consume too much, and how I then act once I've consumed too much.
I'd have to agree with Moose that benzos are just as bad or worse than alcohol. They are addictive, they cause serious withdrawal and rebound anxiety, and just generally are not a good medication unless you get severe panic attacks and need them to function.
I'd say atleast 75% or more of the time benzos are prescribed for the wrong reasons.
I've been prescribed ativan in the past for panic attacks, but I only used it when I needed to and after a while I stopped needing them any more.
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Benzodiazepines are toxic and highly addictive. Alcohol and Benzodiazepines are the only drugs whose withdrawals can cause you to die. And I'm confident you'll feel sloppy when you black out for 10 plus hours.
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The Moose said: Benzodiazepines are toxic and highly addictive. Alcohol and Benzodiazepines are the only drugs whose withdrawals can cause you to die. And I'm confident you'll feel sloppy when you black out for 10 plus hours.
How are benzos toxic? Show me a source that says so.
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Are you kidding me? They kill
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ODing on benzos alone is very hard. I took 10 xanax bars once as a suicide attempt and I'm still here.
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That doesn't mean it's impossible. And especially considering most recreational users IME mix them.
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spixce
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The Moose said: That doesn't mean it's impossible. And especially considering most recreational users IME mix them.
Yeah but if you use common sense you wont die from any benzos or opiates.
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Not really. Shit happens especially with smack.
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spixce
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The Moose said: Not really. Shit happens especially with smack.
That's because H is illegal so u never know how pure it is. so test out a lil bit when u get a new bag
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Idk man shit happens no matter what. All drugs can be dangerous and while use responsibly is a nice idea... most drug users aren't the sharpest crayons in the tool shed
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Plus sometimes people make bad impulsive decisions when under the influence, like taking that last extra big shot of heroin...or swallowing that xanax pill with an oxy, or having a beer after doing some H
It's a damn miracle I'm not dead. I'm so happy to be 3+ months clean of heroin again. Barely use benzos anymore and don't have a problem with them.
My only problem now is alcohol, and I'm trying my hardest to rid myself of those demons.
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Well I'm gonna roll over again and try for zzzzzzzzz
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