Hello friends,
Went on my 3rd LSD trip this past weekend. I took 3 tabs, and they were sold to me as being 125ug ea. so I assume I am in the range of 250-350ug. No clue how much I actually ingested. White on White blotter.
I ingested the tabs around, maybe 11 pm? I put them under my tongue for maybe 10 minutes or so, then I swallowed them. I cleaned my entire room and made my bed a nice, relaxing place, and then laid down and watched YouTube videos. I was watching some vlogs, and then about two or three videos in, the first effects had begun. The first thing I noticed was the wavy-tunnel sort of vision. Everything looks like it's hazy and flying past you (so much fun to watch) And of course, all emotions I experienced were multiplied by a large number. I was really happy to just be sitting there watching someone else's life - and it made me really, really hopeful for the future & I thought that I could one day have a life similar to that of the person I was watching on YouTube.
After I finished up on YouTube, I started listening to music. I listened to Shpongle for a little bit, and some Beatles, and some Pink Floyd. After a while of that, I decided to watch porn. For some reason, on LSD, I get REALLY, really, horny. After a while, the videos wouldn't play for some reason and I was getting really angry. But I couldn't seem to figure out why they wouldn't play. I disconnected my bluetooth earbuds, and then the video started playing. But at that point, I think I began to peak. Porn became pretty uninteresting and I just got really lost in my thoughts.
It was a real mindfuck, but it wasn't as uncomfortable as the type of mindfuck that mushrooms would give you. It was controllable. I couldn't stay on one thought or idea for more than a few seconds. I opened up a notepad document on my laptop to try and remember what I was thinking about. When I'm on psychedelics, I have an immense amount of love and appreciation for all of my friends, so I sent a few people some text messages about what amazing people they are and how they deserve to experience more love than any human deserves.
Then, this heavy feeling that I'd felt in my heart (which had been around for a few weeks or so) had finally disappeared. I felt more relaxed than I'd felt in ages. During this, my thoughts became very religious and I felt as though I finally understood why I was here on this earth. I came to the realization that I am a creation of god, a selfless being, and I was put on this earth to experience love, the essence of god himself. I felt that all he wanted was for us to be happy. There was no other point to life than to be happy, and to create love within other human beings. For about an hour or so, I just laid in bed and thought about life. I remember thinking, I'm tripping so hard right now I should be enjoying myself, stimulating my senses, listening to music, but these religious thoughts were so important to me and took precedent over anything else.
I tried to listen to music, and I was listening to Anoushka Shankar's musical piece at the beginning of the "Concert for George" which was a concert in memory of George Harrison. I remember feeling that what I was listening to was the essence of life, and that no music could better capture the human experience. When I was watching the performance, which was played mostly by indians, I was looking at them and I could not differentiate them from any of the other people playing. Race was nearly non-existent, everyone was just human. As the trip progressed, I began to feel as though the music were too complex and I divided the different parts of the people playing into groups. It was though every separate portion was it's own song, and it became really irritating to listen to, so I switched to Across the Universe by the Beatles. I listened to it on repeat for maybe 30 minutes and I felt the same heavenly quality in the song that I felt with the other music.
The audio hallucinations on this trip were unreal. With no music playing, I would hear this humming sort of noise that would come for maybe 3 seconds, then go away. Sort of like the sound those foot massage machines make, but a lower pitch and more machine like. When listening to music it felt as though the size of the sound stage was increasing and decreasing and getting wider and smaller at random. It was incredibly entertaining.
The visuals were a little less crazy then normal, I would close my eyes and the usual rainbow effect was present. With my eyes opened, I got the same general feeling that everything had a face and that I could sense much more detail in everything that I looked at. When I would go to the bathroom, walking was pretty difficult and just felt really odd. I don't really recall if everything felt stretched and tall, but everything definitely felt different. Sitting on the toilet, it was as if I knew I was peeing but I couldn't particularly sense or feel myself peeing. Certain things began to take on the appearance as if they were cartoony, or painted on. I particularly remember looking at my dresser and thinking, does it really look like that? I picked up my phone at one point, and realized the back was shattered which really startled me. I hadn't noticed it before, and couldn't tell if it was actually shattered or if this was just another hallucination. After feeling it I realized that what I was seeing was real.
Around 4 or 5 AM things really started to die down, which was interesting to me because my previous trips all had effects lasting almost as long as 10-12 hours, but this one was different. At this time, I just started listening to music, but after about 20 minutes I just felt really bored, so I took 1mg of Xanax and fell asleep after about 30 minutes.
I woke up around 12pm the next day, and definitely felt some residual effects. I was still not myself, and was pseudo-tripping, I suppose. No visual hallucinations, but I definitely felt as though I could still see a LOT better than before. Everything just seemed a lot more clear, and I was able to ignore my visual snow annoyances. My dad took me to walmart to buy pool supplies and to a chinese restaurant, and the entire time I felt this strange feeling in my head that I'd never felt after a trip before. It was uncomfortable and almost like a light-headed feeling, right in the center of my forehead. My third eye must have been tired!
On all of my previous trips, I have never had any particular desire to go outside, but on this trip, I really wanted to leave my room. I didn't because I didn't want to be cold/see my parents/sisters downstairs, etc. but yeah I really wanted to go outside.
All in all, this trip was definitely the most important and life-changing trip I'd ever been on. I feel a lot happier and optimistic about life after this experience. The only part that I didn't particularly enjoy was my thoughts racing during the peak. Still a wonderful experience though, very significant, a lot of my stress vanished too.
LSD is an incredible molecule.
Edit: I forgot to mention that I had an immense amount of time dilation, an effect I had never experienced before on LSD. On 2 tabs and on 1 tab I have never really felt a noticeable difference in the passage of time, but on this trip time felt REALLY slow.
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Edited by 3Beatles9 (09/28/15 06:40 PM)
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