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OfflineJustForToday
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Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not.
    #22295876 - 09/26/15 08:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I haven't been on here much. Or on facebook. Something so tragic happened in my life I still feel like i'm dreaming. I've made so much progress spiritually and in my program. Just as I was starting to feel at peace.. serenity was filling me and also happiness. My mom passed away sept 11. Had a heart attack. Couldn't save her. Wow.. How does that just happen so quick. I've been a shitty person. I've done alot of bad. And now i'm being punished. Sooo depressed lately. I haven't been doing gym and i've been eating like shit. I don't care anymore. But i'm still sober. I'm calling people. I'm going to meetings. It's really hard for me because I just don't know what to say to anyone anymore. I mean how does my mom just die over night like that no warning, NORMALLY THERE IS WARNING. Or a chance to live. There was none. And I hadn't seen her even once since I was in Florida. I've been here for 18 months now. I'm really in pain. I'm really in my head. I wanna quit my job, sell all shit and just go somewhere. But I have to believe she is in a better place right. Damn.. idk what ima do now.. I could really use more friends right now so I Can make it.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22295913 - 09/26/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

“Cosmic Love is absolutely Ruthless and Highly Indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not.”

― John C. Lilly


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"Cosmic Love is absolutelely ruthless and highly indifferent:
it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not."

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22295967 - 09/26/15 09:19 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Youlle adjust and be back to your happy self down the road, :hug:
dont give uup


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: nicechrisman]
    #22295970 - 09/26/15 09:19 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

nicechrisman said:
“Cosmic Love is absolutely Ruthless and Highly Indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not.”

― John C. Lilly





The toughest most softest thing.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22295988 - 09/26/15 09:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

My deepest condolences, JFT.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
    #22296013 - 09/26/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

try to stay focused and grieve when you can. it might suit you to take off work and deal with what's going on in your mind, as well as be with other grieving family members. i would not suggest hitting the nuke button on your life, it might just make things more harder to deal with.

seriously, i'm sorry that happened to you.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
    #22296034 - 09/26/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

start with what makes you happy. could be anything. pay attention to the little things.

then just expand from there


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 4
    #22296047 - 09/26/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Do things with your life that would make her proud (make yourself proud).


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Envix] * 4
    #22296049 - 09/26/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

OP I hope you do better but just a short time ago you were bragging and posting pictures of your abs and your apartment and saying how much better you were then everyone else.

I hope things change for you and you are happy again tho brotha.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Bitter Cactus] * 6
    #22296114 - 09/26/15 09:46 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Kind of like you do on a daily basis, minus the pictures?

very sorry for your unexpected loss OP. in time all things get better.. hang in there


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22298459 - 09/27/15 12:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Hey man just stay strong, you're doing all the right things in staying busy.  If you were to use this as an excuse to relapse or try to run away from your problems I am pretty sure you'll regret it in the end as things will only get worse.  You've got to be able to process these emotions, which luckily you're in a good position to do even if it seems difficult right now.  Your regular routines will help but also try and spend some time relaxing, doing things that you enjoy, and take time out to do some ritual or something that has meaning for you to help you remember your mother.

Maybe plant a tree if she liked the outdoors, or make a piece of art to memorialize and help remember her.  You're doing good man I'm sure she'd be proud. :peace:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22298527 - 09/27/15 01:07 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I'm dealing with a very very close death that has completely broken me as a person. I know how bad it can be.Trick is building yourself back up and making your mom pproud of the life she gave you. Even if it's flying kites do what you love in life in her memory. I know that's a lot easier said then done. Might want to think about therapy(that's what I'm doing), it helps a it.

Also pictures probably hurt right now but you will be surprised how much a picture evokes a loving memory of a memory of the good times. zit's very life shaking and I know it's going to take a very long time for me to fully deal with her death. I quit my job and didn't hang out with friends for 6 and a half years to take care of her,day in and day out. In a weird way that might've been easier to let her go because she was suffering but I also have had my step brother at age 24 commit suicide. Life does happen,it's not fair,it's not predictable and it's not fun but that doesn't mean it's going to be a bad life. Embrace chaos and roll with the punches as it were, you can make a good life yet.

Also Idk if this helps you or not but when I get really depressed about the whole thing I talk to her as if she could hear me.

:hug: stay strong and make her proud


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22298532 - 09/27/15 01:08 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

very sorry for your loss.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: millzy]
    #22298553 - 09/27/15 01:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I pretty much cried for you man. Why do horrible things happen to people who are trying to do good and straightin out their life. I just don't get it. I feel for you. Just know we are all her for you. There are things we can't explain in life and that is when we need the support the most.

I am sorry for you loss.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 4
    #22298560 - 09/27/15 01:14 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

She passed seeing her son get sober and accomplish / defeat major obstacles. What more could a mother ask for before her passing?

Honor her memory and keep her in your heart.

I'm sorry for your loss. Keep on keeping on.


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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Peachette]
    #22304906 - 09/28/15 08:09 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Why is this life so painful to live?


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 5
    #22304935 - 09/28/15 08:15 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Because if we didn't know pain,we could not fully appreciate happiness.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Seriously_trippin]
    #22304954 - 09/28/15 08:19 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Alcohol kills t cells


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Seriously_trippin]
    #22305078 - 09/28/15 08:41 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

JustForToday said:
Why is this life so painful to live?




Quote:

Seriously_trippin said:
Because if we didn't know pain,we could not fully appreciate happiness.




Very well said.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Roostertail]
    #22305081 - 09/28/15 08:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Stay strong man, there is a lot of good advice in this thread.

Try to not dwell in the sadness and focus on things that make you happy.

Trying to start eating healthier and working out again could be a good start once you find the motivation.

I am sincerely sorry for your loss and I hope you hang in there. I am sure she is at peace in a better place now.


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You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me

I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free



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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: musiclover420]
    #22305109 - 09/28/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Idk what I'll do when my mom dies :sad:

I feel for you, really. I couldn't imagine. I guess I will have to one day. Stay strong man :hug:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22305202 - 09/28/15 09:04 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Just thought I should post this song for you, you might appreciate it:


Uli Jon Roth's Electric Sun -- Cast away your chains

Quote:

Why dont you draw a conclusion?
Why dont you wanna be free?
Why do you fear a solution?
You really shouldn't try to please everybody

Now time has come to tell goodbuy
To all the dust of yesterday
To many people still are living the lie
You got to throw it all away everyday

Cast away your chains even if you feel some pain
Try to understand that you have to feel some pain
That theres sense in your life everyday
That theres something that will always be there
That theres no end of day

Solo

Now as you know how things are right
You should start acting cosequent
Come join the endless fight
Now everythings at your command, at your command

Cast away your chains even if you feel some pain
Try to understand that you have to feel some pain
That theres sense in your life everyday
That theres something that will always be there
That theres no end of day




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Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky

You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me

I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free



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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22305223 - 09/28/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

sorry for your loss


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22305267 - 09/28/15 09:15 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

hey brother, I recently Had my mother pass as well in june this year, it does get easier with time. Just keep up, being strong. When Life slams a door in your face; We understand we can also exit through the window...:manofapproval:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: nicechrisman]
    #22305584 - 09/28/15 10:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

nicechrisman said:
“Cosmic Love is absolutely Ruthless and Highly Indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not.”

― John C. Lilly



There are no lessons.

Very sad event, condolences


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: specialpeopleclub]
    #22305669 - 09/28/15 10:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

There are no lessons if you don't choose to learn them maybe. Or do you mean in this scenario? Because you can learn a lesson from anything really.


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Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky

You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me

I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free



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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22305843 - 09/28/15 11:03 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I just want to say I'm so, so sorry to hear about your Mom.  I don't know you at all and I don't feel anywhere near the same level of pain you do, but still I am grieving with you.

It sounds like you took steps that I'm sure made her very very proud of you and it's great that she lived to see you drag yourself out of the mud.    It's also a hell of an accomplishment that you've stayed clean through this, so you should be proud of yourself.  You go to meetings?  Talk about it if you want to.  It's a perfect place to safely let it all out and begin to heal.  If you don't want to talk about it there, you have friends and they're right here if you need them.

You will be okay if you believe that you will.  Let yourself grieve but do not let any guilt you may have consume you.  Live the life you want to live to the best of your ability and you'll have done all that you ever could for her and more. 

:hug::heart:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22306595 - 09/29/15 05:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

:hug:

:om:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
    #22306669 - 09/29/15 05:29 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Even when I think about loosing my mom I start to tear up so I feel for you man I really do. Just remember that there's people out there that love you and I'm sure your mother wouldn't want to see you in pain and in depression over her passing but with fond memories of the good times you had together. Live your life to the fullest because that's what she would have wanted. Hang in there man, time heals all :hug: :sad:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #22320953 - 10/01/15 08:15 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 3
    #22321045 - 10/01/15 08:31 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I'm really sorry for your loss JFT, regardless of our past.

Quote:

JustForToday said:
You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..




Also, your sponsor brother sounds like an idiot. Who goes to shoot up flakka to cope with losing a family member? :lolwut:


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I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22321465 - 10/01/15 10:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

JustForToday said:
You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..





That is unfortunate. Perhaps you both could get together and do activities that don't involve getting messed up lile snorkeling and hiking? I don't mean offense, but it does sound like your friend could use a good distraction. Florida has a lot of great springs and State parks here.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22321490 - 10/01/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Malcolm_Xtasy said:
Also, your sponsor brother sounds like an idiot. Who goes to shoot up flakka to cope with losing a family member? :lolwut:




Some addicts are into opiates or other downers while others struggle with amphetamines or stimulants.

Is Flakka slang for a-PVP?  If so, it's an unbelievably, ridiculously fiendish drug.  More so than crack or any other stimulant I've ever done.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
    #22321523 - 10/01/15 10:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Moonshoe said:
:hug:

:om:



Thats rough

sometimes life can be utter darkness and hell. use that as motivation, or try to
Shes still her  in a spiritual sense

Keep your spirit up brother :hug:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Midnight_Toker]
    #22321582 - 10/01/15 10:55 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

There was a thread a couple months or so back in the news section, i believe it is a-pvp pr at least a similar cathinone, i could be wrong though.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
    #22323873 - 10/02/15 01:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Flakka is really bad down here in Florida. People walking around like zombies all the time especially after 11pm at night. Homeless people tell me they rob people and stuff all the time. A guy I know that has to use a walker to walk gets his disability check every month and they always take that shit from him.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22323925 - 10/02/15 02:09 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

How much Flakka do you go through in a week?


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
    #22324062 - 10/02/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

death is god's way of pissing in our faces.


as if it wasn't bad enough to be alive already.



op, was your mom happy when you got off drugs? when you were getting your life together?

because if thats a yes, you better not make her death the reason for a relapse and to make yourself unhappy. just think about how that is for a minute, from her perspective. "i just caused my son to hate life and to become an addict again, and there's nothing i can do to help him this time." i mean even if you don't see  life after death as a thing where people can know any sort of thing about those they left behind,  you can still keep up with your self out of respect for her memory. and if not for her, for yourself. we are the physical embodiment of our parent's genes. you are her, in a sense. see to it that you treat her well.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Salomon]
    #22324138 - 10/02/15 02:51 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Moonshoe said:
How much Flakka do you go through in a week?




You talking to me? I'm sober 18 months on the 8th of this month.

Quote:

Salomon said:
death is god's way of pissing in our faces.


as if it wasn't bad enough to be alive already.



op, was your mom happy when you got off drugs? when you were getting your life together?

because if thats a yes, you better not make her death the reason for a relapse and to make yourself unhappy. just think about how that is for a minute, from her perspective. "i just caused my son to hate life and to become an addict again, and there's nothing i can do to help him this time." i mean even if you don't see  life after death as a thing where people can know any sort of thing about those they left behind,  you can still keep up with your self out of respect for her memory. and if not for her, for yourself. we are the physical embodiment of our parent's genes. you are her, in a sense. see to it that you treat her well.


when you're chewing on life's gristle, don't grumble, give  a whistle; and this'll help things turn out for the best.




I know. But she was really sick. She was in addiction too. She was so medicated and I was always so damn pissed off at her all the time.. damn.. Now what can I do to say sorry..


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #22330367 - 10/03/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

If my mom died of cancer or a heart attack, I would lol.
:shrug:

Sometimes I wish I was a more emotional person though


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Alexestalex] * 3
    #22330377 - 10/03/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

That's because you're a sociopath and you should seek treatment.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Alexestalex] * 1
    #22330634 - 10/03/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Are you just a sick fuck or did your mom fuck you over?


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22330644 - 10/03/15 10:28 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Nah my parents are great people and I'm not a sociopath, I'd never hurt another person

I just don't think of death as a tragedy.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Alexestalex] * 3
    #22330648 - 10/03/15 10:29 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

AlexStalex is an edgy high-school psychopath who's bound to eventually become a serial killer or something of the sort


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22330662 - 10/03/15 10:34 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Embrace the darkness and laugh in it's face.

You only have one life so live it with a smile on your face.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #22331026 - 10/04/15 12:30 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Mod Edit: not pub appropriate


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 12
    #22331086 - 10/04/15 01:02 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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OP reminds me of Kanye West. Full of himself, asshole, etc and his mom died.

And well, here you are, in the same exact spot.

Karma lol



You should make more posts talking shit about people when their mom dies and saying it's karma. It's classy.


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    #22331154 - 10/04/15 01:49 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 11
    #22331413 - 10/04/15 05:54 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

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OP reminds me of Kanye West. Full of himself, asshole, etc and his mom died.

And well, here you are, in the same exact spot.

Karma lol




How is this post remotely acceptable?  It's been unedited for over 5 hours at this point.  :thumbdown:

Anyway, viva, remember all the shitty stuff you've done?  Faking seizures, fooling around on your boyfriend, etc.  Have you lost anyone you care about recently?  If so, it's likely due to your own karma for how you live and act.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Burke Dennings]
    #22331420 - 10/04/15 05:58 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I don't particularly like the guy either, but not even I'm that big of a prick. Just beyond fucked up to tell someone they deserved to have their mother die. AF got banned for saying and doing less in hTx's thread.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Burke Dennings] * 2
    #22331442 - 10/04/15 06:12 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

woah woah woah, those seizures were all fake?

wtf why would you do that?


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Salomon]
    #22331453 - 10/04/15 06:20 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You think death isn't tragic until you are gasping for every precious moment.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Salomon] * 8
    #22331461 - 10/04/15 06:25 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

She did it to garner sympathy while turning public opinion against the member here that viva claims "caused" her "seizures". 

But I'm done derailing this thread.  Anyone who wants to know more on the subject can ask in private or just look around. There have been several posts made about vivas fake seizures.

JustForToday, my most sincere condolences.  I too know what it's like to lose a parent just right out of the blue; shit sucks man.  But the pain will subside.  You'll still tear up when you think of her years from now, but not because of the acute grief of sudden loss.  You will find yourself able to cherish all the good times, and cry and laugh over all those warm memories and be thankful for every moment you got to spend with your mom.  Be well dude.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 2
    #22331652 - 10/04/15 08:09 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

VivaLaMushie said:
OP reminds me of Kanye West. Full of himself, asshole, etc and his mom died.

And well, here you are, in the same exact spot.

Karma lol



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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Burke Dennings]
    #22331653 - 10/04/15 08:09 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I don't even like OP, but that's fucked :dizope:

That "other member" is such a nice person, idk why anyone would try and do that to her.

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: PLURAL] * 2
    #22331678 - 10/04/15 08:21 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:manvsfish:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: larry.fisherman] * 5
    #22331937 - 10/04/15 09:46 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

It's okay. I don't take anything person really anymore. I learn to have empathy more than anything now days. Thanks for all the encouraging words everyone.

My sponsor said this the other day..

"Do you want to live a long life, Shane?"

I said Yes.

He said, "Then be prepared to watch people close to you pass away. Because the longer you live, the more people you love that are going to die. It's life. Then one day you will die. And people will mourn you."


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Peachette]
    #22331965 - 10/04/15 10:00 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Peachette said:
Quote:

VivaLaMushie said:
OP reminds me of Kanye West. Full of himself, asshole, etc and his mom died.

And well, here you are, in the same exact spot.

Karma lol




http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/22295580

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Anonymous #1 said:
Do the right thing and send LordSenate's mom his Iraq Scrapbook. We know you have it.




&


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When "VivaLaMushie" told "28064212" to make a thread asking where she was and to say he was worried about her as a part of a conspiracy to say that she was in the hospital for a grand mal seizure - so she could blame the seizure on a friend she was mad at to make the friend feel bad, along with a buncha other shit she did.








I was never sent a scrapbook? Please tell me how you KNOW I have it

And a fake seizure? To make a friend mad? Lol you guys need to go get jobs, you have too much time on your hands.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 18
    #22331987 - 10/04/15 10:04 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Shut up.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 12
    #22332045 - 10/04/15 10:16 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You should have come back to apologize to JustForToday for being a bitch when his mother just passed.

Otherwise you should just fuck off.


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    #22332054 - 10/04/15 10:18 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 1
    #22332062 - 10/04/15 10:21 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:whyyy:


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    #22332067 - 10/04/15 10:22 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Burke Dennings]
    #22332108 - 10/04/15 10:35 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Viva listen. I'm not mad at you anymore. I was actually going to try and see if you were doing better. PM me.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: sh4d0ws]
    #22332123 - 10/04/15 10:39 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I feel you OP :hug: My mom died when I was 9 years old and it really fucked me up, I've never been the same since. Things will get easier though.

I have absolutely nothing nice to say about Viva's post, just flaming and I'm not trying to get banned over this shit, so I'm just gonna say "ignore it". Whatever you did isn't bad enough to warrant your mom dying. I guess I must have been a really fucking terrible little kid to deserve having my mom die.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #22332167 - 10/04/15 10:56 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Throwing people's personal information around, that's pretty low... What can one expect based on your recent behavior though.

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    #22332188 - 10/04/15 11:00 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

She caught the bans.


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Bans to make her dance


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    #22332218 - 10/04/15 11:10 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:haha:

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    #22332368 - 10/04/15 11:53 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Wow, can't believe she caught a perma over that. Can't say she didn't have it coming. That was some fucked up shit to say to someone.


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oh ive cried on drugs

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It was a temp ban that seems to have been extended.


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    #22332411 - 10/04/15 12:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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    #22332468 - 10/04/15 12:21 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

nothing you cant handle no one likes death because your separated from your loved ones its going to take time to get over a fact like that just remember when you die do you want the loved ones you left to be stuck in the past living a miserable life or would you rather them hold you in there heart and move on and make the best of the situation


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    #22333635 - 10/04/15 05:11 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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    #22333679 - 10/04/15 05:25 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

psh i knew it! you are either dys' wife, or dys himself. :tongue2:


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    #22333761 - 10/04/15 05:39 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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    #22333837 - 10/04/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Sorry for your loss JFT. Do what you gotta do to work through grieving process....don't get high. And don't blame yourself, cause there's nothing you could've done. Sometimes these things just happen. One of the not so pretty aspects of life.....


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    #22333964 - 10/04/15 06:20 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

absolutely terrible, i couldn't even imagine.

sorry JFT. :sad: life seems to hit you all at once sometimes, it seems.

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma]
    #22333979 - 10/04/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Sometimes I feel like i'm cursed. I have to keep repeating to myself, "One day at a time one day a time one day at a time". I'm actually wondering why i'm here right now. With my 18 month sobriety date around the corner thursday. I'm being tested.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
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why do you wonder why you are here? what in particular makes you feel like that? i often find myself thinking the same thing.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22334010 - 10/04/15 06:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Sometimes I feel like i'm cursed. I have to keep repeating to myself, "One day at a time one day a time one day at a time". I'm actually wondering why i'm here right now. With my 18 month sobriety date around the corner thursday. I'm being tested.




you're right though, take it a day at a time. i don't know what else i could say about life, i mean, it is a curse...and it's a blessing. what more is there? :shrug:

know that you can talk to anyone you need to about it. you've got people all around you to talk to. that's kinda important right? i have to tell myself that, personally, alot. you can even refer to the big man upstairs, no reason why not.

and when it comes to life being a test, well, there is no failing the test; we are for each other; then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 3
    #22334046 - 10/04/15 06:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Peachette]
    #22334376 - 10/04/15 07:41 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Well my problem is I live in this fantasy world I created in my mind to deal with hell. My sponsor finally helped me break out but i've regressed since all this..

I almost threw myself in front of a high speed train some months back because I took league of legends too seriously. I sold my account for some money but made a new one after she passed. Now i'm fucking miserable again.. goodbye social life. I'm actually going to put my foot DOWN TONIGHT and uninstall this shit.

Ever since I gave up the drugs, I replaced it with that game. It ruined more shit down here in Florida than I can even explain.. I should hit a video game anonymous meeting. They have them down here.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22334413 - 10/04/15 07:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

filling voids in your life with positive behaviors and thought patterns and activities can be a real challenge, but not impossible.

i should be in school, learning things, or spending my time playing with programming... im not though.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
    #22334515 - 10/04/15 08:09 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:whathesaid:

Also I would go to some video games anonymous meetings.

We should have pothead anonymous meetings too, where we can get really stoned together :lol:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22334575 - 10/04/15 08:22 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

The drugs are never the problem; it's that self-destructive thinking in your mind that is. Very common to kick drugs & then utilize other activities to escape how you feel inside. Every addict goes through it. Just gotta recognize when it's happening & nip it in the bud. Separate yourself from those thinking patterns just enough to take away their power. Much easier said than done though.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #22336545 - 10/05/15 11:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

My Condolences JFT. :shineoff:

May she RIP.


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    #22337812 - 10/05/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Sorry about your mom JFT. :hug:


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: pachoo]
    #22337872 - 10/05/15 06:03 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

And I apologize for Viva.  This is one time I can't defend her.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod] * 3
    #22337873 - 10/05/15 06:04 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah, all of the other things she did were just fine and dandy though, lol.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: PLURAL] * 2
    #22337875 - 10/05/15 06:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

beat me to it.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: PLURAL]
    #22337920 - 10/05/15 06:15 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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OopsMyBad said:
Yeah, all of the other things she did were just fine and dandy though, lol.



Like what?


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod] * 4
    #22337930 - 10/05/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:lookatit:

fishing for benzos, faking seizures, blaming it on others, fooling around behind her boyfriend's back on the interwebs


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    #22337967 - 10/05/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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And I apologize for Viva.  This is one time I can't defend her.




Don't apologize for her. She's an adult.

Honestly this one thing has destroyed any sort of acceptance of her for me, if I even sparked any interest in her posts before. I don't care about her other faults, which I've already been seeing around.

Bad actions = bad consequences


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
    #22337981 - 10/05/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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:lookatit:

fishing for benzos, faking seizures, blaming it on others, fooling around behind her boyfriend's back on the interwebs



She isn't faking seizures and all she did was text some nudes.  He didn't have any problem with her posting nudes here ut for some reason he went ballistic about that.  Then there is the I fell in the shower pics.  Yeah, right.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #22338076 - 10/05/15 06:48 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

general question: where is the proof? look if everyone is so interested go find the proof of all this "faking" or...damn, you're just gonna ostracize her finding no real evidence of her faking it. i just wanna see the proof.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma]
    #22338111 - 10/05/15 06:56 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

There is no proof because it didn't happen.  She has other friends on facebook who actually have physical knowledge of her situation and they post in her seizure threads with what I can only say is acknowledgement.  If she is faking them it is an extremely elaborate hoax.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #22338183 - 10/05/15 07:13 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

or she's borderline and she is maybe literally thinking she's having epileptic seizures and they're just stress seizures, not from a disease but from stress...and maybe her friends aren't aware of that fact.

where is she was she banned, i presume so.
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look now, i'm colluding. "psst hey, yeah, she's banned." -- oh right right.

so maybe there is something more to story but i still need proof before i'll start mitigating her actions and before i start trying to ostracize her...i dunno, that's not right man. even if she like caused some drama or whatever, i mean, who knows the facts and how; no one really knows the truth.

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma] * 1
    #22338207 - 10/05/15 07:16 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

wow, i was not aware that BPD came with seizure symptoms

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Using the Limbic System Checklist-33, we found that BPD subjects reported more symptoms associated with partial seizures than did control subjects. BPD patients also exhibited deficits on immediate and delayed recall of the Rey-Osterrieth Complex Figure and produced distorted drawings of the Rey Figure. Their degree of impairment correlated with their report of temporolimbic symptoms. Results are consistent with the proposal that temporolimbic dysfunction underlies the behavioral dyscontrol and affective dysregulation present in BPD.




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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma] * 1
    #22338218 - 10/05/15 07:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

She is permaed because of the post she made to JFT.  Way over the line.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
    #22338233 - 10/05/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Peachette]
    #22338249 - 10/05/15 07:28 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

i apologize, i came in late, i thought that this was maybe in some way a conversation JFT accepted. he still was talking with us acutely.

but you're right, it's totally rude; sorry JF.


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma]
    #22338271 - 10/05/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Yup you're right peachette, i forgot where i was for a moment. sorry OP


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404] * 4
    #22338459 - 10/05/15 08:24 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Dys really saved me tonight. I don't know how I made it through work today I wanted to cry.


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