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akira_akuma
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22334010 - 10/04/15 06:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: Sometimes I feel like i'm cursed. I have to keep repeating to myself, "One day at a time one day a time one day at a time". I'm actually wondering why i'm here right now. With my 18 month sobriety date around the corner thursday. I'm being tested.
you're right though, take it a day at a time. i don't know what else i could say about life, i mean, it is a curse...and it's a blessing. what more is there? 
know that you can talk to anyone you need to about it. you've got people all around you to talk to. that's kinda important right? i have to tell myself that, personally, alot. you can even refer to the big man upstairs, no reason why not.
and when it comes to life being a test, well, there is no failing the test; we are for each other; then laugh, leaning back in my arms for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis.
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Peachette
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] 3
#22334046 - 10/04/15 06:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Edited by Peachette (11/22/15 01:51 PM)
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JustForToday
New Life, New Beginnings


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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Peachette]
#22334376 - 10/04/15 07:41 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well my problem is I live in this fantasy world I created in my mind to deal with hell. My sponsor finally helped me break out but i've regressed since all this..
I almost threw myself in front of a high speed train some months back because I took league of legends too seriously. I sold my account for some money but made a new one after she passed. Now i'm fucking miserable again.. goodbye social life. I'm actually going to put my foot DOWN TONIGHT and uninstall this shit.
Ever since I gave up the drugs, I replaced it with that game. It ruined more shit down here in Florida than I can even explain.. I should hit a video game anonymous meeting. They have them down here.
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
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404
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22334413 - 10/04/15 07:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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filling voids in your life with positive behaviors and thought patterns and activities can be a real challenge, but not impossible.
i should be in school, learning things, or spending my time playing with programming... im not though.
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musiclover420
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
#22334515 - 10/04/15 08:09 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Also I would go to some video games anonymous meetings.
We should have pothead anonymous meetings too, where we can get really stoned together
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Dark_Star
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22334575 - 10/04/15 08:22 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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The drugs are never the problem; it's that self-destructive thinking in your mind that is. Very common to kick drugs & then utilize other activities to escape how you feel inside. Every addict goes through it. Just gotta recognize when it's happening & nip it in the bud. Separate yourself from those thinking patterns just enough to take away their power. Much easier said than done though.
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THE KRAT BARON
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] 1
#22336545 - 10/05/15 11:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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My Condolences JFT. 
May she RIP.
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pachoo
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] 1
#22337812 - 10/05/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry about your mom JFT.
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zappaisgod
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: pachoo]
#22337872 - 10/05/15 06:03 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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And I apologize for Viva. This is one time I can't defend her.
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod] 3
#22337873 - 10/05/15 06:04 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah, all of the other things she did were just fine and dandy though, lol.
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404
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: PLURAL] 2
#22337875 - 10/05/15 06:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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beat me to it.
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zappaisgod
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: PLURAL]
#22337920 - 10/05/15 06:15 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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OopsMyBad said: Yeah, all of the other things she did were just fine and dandy though, lol.
Like what?
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404
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod] 4
#22337930 - 10/05/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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fishing for benzos, faking seizures, blaming it on others, fooling around behind her boyfriend's back on the interwebs
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pachoo
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod] 3
#22337967 - 10/05/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: And I apologize for Viva. This is one time I can't defend her.
Don't apologize for her. She's an adult.
Honestly this one thing has destroyed any sort of acceptance of her for me, if I even sparked any interest in her posts before. I don't care about her other faults, which I've already been seeing around.
Bad actions = bad consequences
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zappaisgod
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
#22337981 - 10/05/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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404 said:
fishing for benzos, faking seizures, blaming it on others, fooling around behind her boyfriend's back on the interwebs
She isn't faking seizures and all she did was text some nudes. He didn't have any problem with her posting nudes here ut for some reason he went ballistic about that. Then there is the I fell in the shower pics. Yeah, right.
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akira_akuma
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod]
#22338076 - 10/05/15 06:48 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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general question: where is the proof? look if everyone is so interested go find the proof of all this "faking" or...damn, you're just gonna ostracize her finding no real evidence of her faking it. i just wanna see the proof.
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zappaisgod
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma]
#22338111 - 10/05/15 06:56 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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There is no proof because it didn't happen. She has other friends on facebook who actually have physical knowledge of her situation and they post in her seizure threads with what I can only say is acknowledgement. If she is faking them it is an extremely elaborate hoax.
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akira_akuma
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: zappaisgod]
#22338183 - 10/05/15 07:13 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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or she's borderline and she is maybe literally thinking she's having epileptic seizures and they're just stress seizures, not from a disease but from stress...and maybe her friends aren't aware of that fact.
where is she was she banned, i presume so. ' look now, i'm colluding. "psst hey, yeah, she's banned." -- oh right right.
so maybe there is something more to story but i still need proof before i'll start mitigating her actions and before i start trying to ostracize her...i dunno, that's not right man. even if she like caused some drama or whatever, i mean, who knows the facts and how; no one really knows the truth.
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404
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma] 1
#22338207 - 10/05/15 07:16 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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wow, i was not aware that BPD came with seizure symptoms
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Using the Limbic System Checklist-33, we found that BPD subjects reported more symptoms associated with partial seizures than did control subjects. BPD patients also exhibited deficits on immediate and delayed recall of the Rey-Osterrieth Complex Figure and produced distorted drawings of the Rey Figure. Their degree of impairment correlated with their report of temporolimbic symptoms. Results are consistent with the proposal that temporolimbic dysfunction underlies the behavioral dyscontrol and affective dysregulation present in BPD.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/12609265
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zappaisgod
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: akira_akuma] 1
#22338218 - 10/05/15 07:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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She is permaed because of the post she made to JFT. Way over the line.
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