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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: musiclover420]
#22305109 - 09/28/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Idk what I'll do when my mom dies 
I feel for you, really. I couldn't imagine. I guess I will have to one day. Stay strong man
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musiclover420
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22305202 - 09/28/15 09:04 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just thought I should post this song for you, you might appreciate it:
Uli Jon Roth's Electric Sun -- Cast away your chains
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Why dont you draw a conclusion? Why dont you wanna be free? Why do you fear a solution? You really shouldn't try to please everybody
Now time has come to tell goodbuy To all the dust of yesterday To many people still are living the lie You got to throw it all away everyday
Cast away your chains even if you feel some pain Try to understand that you have to feel some pain That theres sense in your life everyday That theres something that will always be there That theres no end of day
Solo
Now as you know how things are right You should start acting cosequent Come join the endless fight Now everythings at your command, at your command
Cast away your chains even if you feel some pain Try to understand that you have to feel some pain That theres sense in your life everyday That theres something that will always be there That theres no end of day
-------------------- Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free
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Lucis
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22305223 - 09/28/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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sorry for your loss
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superbob57
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22305267 - 09/28/15 09:15 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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hey brother, I recently Had my mother pass as well in june this year, it does get easier with time. Just keep up, being strong. When Life slams a door in your face; We understand we can also exit through the window...
-------------------- If I run full blast, I'll never get tired and If I slow down I get stuck, so I opened my mind and let the wild things in and there not going away but getting stronger, day by day, I will find the source of all things it's only a matter of time and I will be one with the universe once again my friends...I will never find the end but the start of a new begining...-J.R.S.A Man Of Experiences ...IV 4-aco-DMT "Where Fools Rush In, and Angels Fear To Tread..." NN-DMT Pure Magic Wizard Dust! folio]http://www.redbubble.com/people/khaotehk/portfolio[/url] https://youtu.be/C1_YHJDRgqE
   I miss you, I love you my Angel Aimee Renee Orme March 14th 2020. Always and Forever will are Love will go on, Forever & Always are Etched on my Heart. ❤
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: nicechrisman]
#22305584 - 09/28/15 10:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: “Cosmic Love is absolutely Ruthless and Highly Indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not.”
― John C. Lilly
There are no lessons.
Very sad event, condolences
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musiclover420
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There are no lessons if you don't choose to learn them maybe. Or do you mean in this scenario? Because you can learn a lesson from anything really.
-------------------- Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free
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Midnight_Toker
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22305843 - 09/28/15 11:03 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I just want to say I'm so, so sorry to hear about your Mom. I don't know you at all and I don't feel anywhere near the same level of pain you do, but still I am grieving with you.
It sounds like you took steps that I'm sure made her very very proud of you and it's great that she lived to see you drag yourself out of the mud. It's also a hell of an accomplishment that you've stayed clean through this, so you should be proud of yourself. You go to meetings? Talk about it if you want to. It's a perfect place to safely let it all out and begin to heal. If you don't want to talk about it there, you have friends and they're right here if you need them.
You will be okay if you believe that you will. Let yourself grieve but do not let any guilt you may have consume you. Live the life you want to live to the best of your ability and you'll have done all that you ever could for her and more.

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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22306595 - 09/29/15 05:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Everything I post is fiction.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
#22306669 - 09/29/15 05:29 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Even when I think about loosing my mom I start to tear up so I feel for you man I really do. Just remember that there's people out there that love you and I'm sure your mother wouldn't want to see you in pain and in depression over her passing but with fond memories of the good times you had together. Live your life to the fullest because that's what she would have wanted. Hang in there man, time heals all
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JustForToday
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22320953 - 10/01/15 08:15 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] 3
#22321045 - 10/01/15 08:31 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm really sorry for your loss JFT, regardless of our past.
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JustForToday said: You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..
Also, your sponsor brother sounds like an idiot. Who goes to shoot up flakka to cope with losing a family member?
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22321465 - 10/01/15 10:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: You know something. I'm alright. I seen my sponsee brother a few days ago.. He went back out and started shooting flakka because his dad died. He is really bad off right now.. track marks all over his arms and he has lost so much weight I didn't even recognize him.. he gave me some comfort and told me I didn't have to end up like him. Damn..
That is unfortunate. Perhaps you both could get together and do activities that don't involve getting messed up lile snorkeling and hiking? I don't mean offense, but it does sound like your friend could use a good distraction. Florida has a lot of great springs and State parks here.
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Midnight_Toker
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22321490 - 10/01/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Also, your sponsor brother sounds like an idiot. Who goes to shoot up flakka to cope with losing a family member? 
Some addicts are into opiates or other downers while others struggle with amphetamines or stimulants.
Is Flakka slang for a-PVP? If so, it's an unbelievably, ridiculously fiendish drug. More so than crack or any other stimulant I've ever done.
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SunnyD
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
#22321523 - 10/01/15 10:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Moonshoe said:


Thats rough
sometimes life can be utter darkness and hell. use that as motivation, or try to Shes still her in a spiritual sense
Keep your spirit up brother
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        And to everyone who thinks life is just a game, Do you like the part you are playing? This is the time in life I am living! And I face each day with a smile My music Library of Synthesizer goodness
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Midnight_Toker]
#22321582 - 10/01/15 10:55 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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There was a thread a couple months or so back in the news section, i believe it is a-pvp pr at least a similar cathinone, i could be wrong though.
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JustForToday
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: 404]
#22323873 - 10/02/15 01:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Flakka is really bad down here in Florida. People walking around like zombies all the time especially after 11pm at night. Homeless people tell me they rob people and stuff all the time. A guy I know that has to use a walker to walk gets his disability check every month and they always take that shit from him.
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Moonshoe
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday]
#22323925 - 10/02/15 02:09 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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How much Flakka do you go through in a week?
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Moonshoe]
#22324062 - 10/02/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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death is god's way of pissing in our faces.
as if it wasn't bad enough to be alive already.
op, was your mom happy when you got off drugs? when you were getting your life together?
because if thats a yes, you better not make her death the reason for a relapse and to make yourself unhappy. just think about how that is for a minute, from her perspective. "i just caused my son to hate life and to become an addict again, and there's nothing i can do to help him this time." i mean even if you don't see life after death as a thing where people can know any sort of thing about those they left behind, you can still keep up with your self out of respect for her memory. and if not for her, for yourself. we are the physical embodiment of our parent's genes. you are her, in a sense. see to it that you treat her well.
when you're chewing on life's gristle, don't grumble, give a whistle; and this'll help things turn out for the best.
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JustForToday
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: Salomon]
#22324138 - 10/02/15 02:51 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: How much Flakka do you go through in a week?
You talking to me? I'm sober 18 months on the 8th of this month.
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Salomon said: death is god's way of pissing in our faces.
as if it wasn't bad enough to be alive already.
op, was your mom happy when you got off drugs? when you were getting your life together?
because if thats a yes, you better not make her death the reason for a relapse and to make yourself unhappy. just think about how that is for a minute, from her perspective. "i just caused my son to hate life and to become an addict again, and there's nothing i can do to help him this time." i mean even if you don't see life after death as a thing where people can know any sort of thing about those they left behind, you can still keep up with your self out of respect for her memory. and if not for her, for yourself. we are the physical embodiment of our parent's genes. you are her, in a sense. see to it that you treat her well.
when you're chewing on life's gristle, don't grumble, give a whistle; and this'll help things turn out for the best.
I know. But she was really sick. She was in addiction too. She was so medicated and I was always so damn pissed off at her all the time.. damn.. Now what can I do to say sorry..
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Re: Life happens.. Whether we are prepared or not. [Re: JustForToday] 1
#22330367 - 10/03/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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If my mom died of cancer or a heart attack, I would lol.

Sometimes I wish I was a more emotional person though
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Stay far from timid, only make moves when your heart's in it.
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