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MzBathory
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2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ 1
#22292257 - 09/26/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ok, first off, I want to say... my first trip was very mild and rather anticlimactic. Specially after reading so many amazing first hand accounts, sooooo, I read up on dry vs. fresh, dosages, & toxicity. The Consensus was that 20g would be mild, 120g would be insane, and there was everything in between to play with. Well, I was aiming for just right of center, leaning toward insane, so I ate 76g. Yes ~ I probably over did it, but the only way to find the edge is to step off, and the OD profile of psilocybin makes it a reasonably, physically safe, endeavor. Plus , I have never been a "half way", kind of a girl. Enough with the disclaimer, here's my notes :
4:30pm - no riding lesson tonight, so it's shroom:30 76g fresh:
5:30 - my vision is insanely clear. Definitely feeling floaty & trippy .
OMG
6:00pm :Can't even describe the layers of trippy..... Spell check...not even check, but more like , fucking anticipate my next word and saving my ass, can't spell shit to save my life, fumbling..... Ok linear thought is toast.
6:10pm: Soooooooooo many layers of toasted.....not big enough words.
Trying to focus brings me out....so...well, fuck that. It's 7:51pm -
8:40pm: I may have taken too much....but the clarity with which I can actually SEE myself , packing and throwing out emotional baggage is amazing. I'm excited to see, over the next days/weeks/months, if it stays gone.
I choose to believe.....
Done focusing now~~~~~~~
9:30pm : I'm quite sure I'm still...really....tripping balls... but that old ," oh shit, joes gonna be home soon "- instinct kicked in, so I'm showered & on the sofa....cookies and the remote. Oh my fucking God..... Presenting the exact picture he is expecting.....no surprises... no questions to be asked or answered....
And that's good .....
Because I'm tripping balls !!!
10:30pm - Well ya.....I'm not really the math gal, and right now I'm thinking I probably fucked that one up, because..... Yeah~~~~ I'm still tripping balls. But ya know what ? I did my due diligence.... I'm not gonna die, so fuck it..... I'm making a sandwich .
10:30pm - hubby is home. I'm able to hold coherent conversation (I think)....really long, cool conversation about a million things. Focus fades in and out, but he's happy and engaged, and I'm mostly able to keep from giggling, so it's all good.
12:00 - bed time . I'm still floating/transitioning through layers of consciousness. It's REALLY like the movie Inception, where people dive down through multiple layers of dreams within dreams. I've had lucid dreams since childhood, so this is fascinating !!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was fuzzy & floaty the entire next day, and had fun little "visual field trips" for a few days. All & all, an incredible experience.....and the baggage has stayed gone !!!!
-------------------- ~ I told my psychologist that I was hearing voices..... and he told me that I don't have a psychologist. If I had super powers, there is a %100 chance that I would use them inappropriately.
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: MzBathory]
#22292271 - 09/26/15 08:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like an incredible experience! I'm really happy for you 
Are you gonna fill your husband in on your journey?
-------------------- Aaa...E I O Uuu...A E I O Uuu..A E I O uh Uuu.. *Cough* *Cough* Ooo...U E I O Aaa...U E I Aaa..A E I O Uuuuu... At first sight, The Perfection of Wisdom is bewildering, full of paradox and apparent irrationality.
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: Acaterpillar] 1
#22292332 - 09/26/15 09:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Acaterpillar said: Sounds like an incredible experience! I'm really happy for you 
Are you gonna fill your husband in on your journey?
I can't tell him right now, because I've embraced my inner mad scientist, and prepped & inoculated my first 30 grow jars. I'm always doing fun stuff, (hatching geese, throwing pottery, welding, tending honey bee hives....ect), so when I said I'm growing mushrooms, he didn't bat an eye. I'm sure I will tell him everything, but after 25 years of marriage, I know how to keep from shocking & overloading his rule loving brain .
-------------------- ~ I told my psychologist that I was hearing voices..... and he told me that I don't have a psychologist. If I had super powers, there is a %100 chance that I would use them inappropriately.
Edited by MzBathory (09/26/15 09:06 AM)
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: MzBathory]
#22292393 - 09/26/15 09:15 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You are one cool lady
-------------------- Aaa...E I O Uuu...A E I O Uuu..A E I O uh Uuu.. *Cough* *Cough* Ooo...U E I O Aaa...U E I Aaa..A E I O Uuuuu... At first sight, The Perfection of Wisdom is bewildering, full of paradox and apparent irrationality.
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: MzBathory]
#22293270 - 09/26/15 12:19 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MzBathory said:
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Acaterpillar said: Sounds like an incredible experience! I'm really happy for you 
Are you gonna fill your husband in on your journey?
I can't tell him right now, because I've embraced my inner mad scientist, and prepped & inoculated my first 30 grow jars. I'm always doing fun stuff, (hatching geese, throwing pottery, welding, tending honey bee hives....ect), so when I said I'm growing mushrooms, he didn't bat an eye. I'm sure I will tell him everything, but after 25 years of marriage, I know how to keep from shocking & overloading his rule loving brain .

damn, I thought I was the only person around here with spinal needles
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MzBathory
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: Prisoner#1]
#22293590 - 09/26/15 01:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Prisoner#1 said:
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MzBathory said:
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Acaterpillar said: Sounds like an incredible experience! I'm really happy for you 
Are you gonna fill your husband in on your journey?
I can't tell him right now, because I've embraced my inner mad scientist, and prepped & inoculated my first 30 grow jars. I'm always doing fun stuff, (hatching geese, throwing pottery, welding, tending honey bee hives....ect), so when I said I'm growing mushrooms, he didn't bat an eye. I'm sure I will tell him everything, but after 25 years of marriage, I know how to keep from shocking & overloading his rule loving brain .

damn, I thought I was the only person around here with spinal needles
Tools of the trade , besides, I didn't have any other large bore needles w/o filters.
-------------------- ~ I told my psychologist that I was hearing voices..... and he told me that I don't have a psychologist. If I had super powers, there is a %100 chance that I would use them inappropriately.
Edited by MzBathory (09/26/15 01:25 PM)
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Re: 2nd trip ~ Fresh mushrooms picked from my horses paddock. 76g ~ [Re: MzBathory]
#22294053 - 09/26/15 03:08 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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6:00pm :Can't even describe the layers of trippy..... Spell check...not even check, but more like , fucking anticipate my next word and saving my ass, can't spell shit to save my life, fumbling..... Ok linear thought is toast.

This is one of the best sentences I've ever read. Been there done that too many times.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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