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mollymadman
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Today I saw...
#22286373 - 09/24/15 10:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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There was this woman walking down the street and she clearly had no where to go. She was wearing old dirty clothes. People seemed to ignore her. I walked past her and watched on with intrigue. Who was this woman? Why is she like this? Was she once normal?
Either way it filled me with sartre's nausea. I was oddly saddened by this event.
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mollymadman
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Re: Today I saw... [Re: Salomon]
#22286469 - 09/24/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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This was right after I biked into an old friend who had gotten off of a hard opiate addiction. He was wandering the town with an unkempt looking fat older man. I don't think he's off of opiates anymore... lol.
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Re: Today I saw... [Re: Salomon]
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mollymadman
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She seemed so lost and confused. What was going through her mind? Is that what happens if you do too much drugs? Scary.
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Probably concerned about the dude gawking at her.
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lol i was pretty stoned. Probably looked weird.
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Sometimes I wonder if I'M the person that everyones looking at. Or if i just blend in enough. It's hard to say, i don't like it.
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You should have made uncomfortably-long eye contact with her and followed her for a duration of unnecessary time. You could have made a new friend and had all your questions answered
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you should have pondered it and not said anything, then none of these people would comment and the world would less dumber for it.
but yeah, that's sad...people can get so lost in this numb shit-chagrined world.
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akira_akuma said: you should have pondered it and not said anything, then none of these people would comment and the world would less dumber for it.
but yeah, that's sad...people can get so lost in this numb shit-chagrined world.
Yeah sometimes i really think i shhould leave my mind to myself. The world isn't ready for this shit.
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look at that crazy bitch

look at that stupid stoner

IM WATCHING THEM BOTH:
i'm watching EVERYONE

lol fuck that planet
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oh they're ready. they're knowledgeable. they're unwilling to not have their own private foolishness.
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mollymadman said: Sometimes I wonder if I'M the person that everyones looking at. Or if i just blend in enough. It's hard to say, i don't like it.
Do you give people a reason to stare at you? I doubt that people are really looking at you. I always feel like that also, pretty sure I have some type of paranoia. I know people aren't laughing at me just because they are laughing, but I still cant help but feel like they probably are laughing at me.
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mollymadman said: Sometimes I wonder if I'M the person that everyones looking at. Or if i just blend in enough. It's hard to say, i don't like it.
Do you give people a reason to stare at you? I doubt that people are really looking at you. I always feel like that also, pretty sure I have some type of paranoia. I know people aren't laughing at me just because they are laughing, but I still cant help but feel like they probably are laughing at me. 
True, I think i'm just stoned and paranoid. But sometimes ppl do look at me. Maybe it's because I bike really fast and don't give a fuck when I do it.
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But when you think about it: Jesus was a weirdo and people looked at him.
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I take it you haven't lived in a big city for very long :V
You pass one of those every 20 seconds walking in SF.
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Jesus was a dude, he died. Get over it.
There are an abundance of homeless people in my area, many with severe mental issues. It is, indeed, quite sad.
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Re: Today I saw... [Re: micro]
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micro said: I take it you haven't lived in a big city for very long :V
You pass one of those every 20 seconds walking in SF.
I've lived in the burbs. Now I work in the inner city. Fucking meth man, i tell ya. I will never try that shit on purpose after seeing all these skids. Where did their lives turn wrong? I feel bad for them. I mean i've seen it for years but now it's just stoned introspection.
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Re: Today I saw... [Re: Fletcher]
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Fletcher said: Jesus was a dude, he died. Get over it.
There are an abundance of homeless people in my area, many with severe mental issues. It is, indeed, quite sad.
He was a mushroom I thought. But yeah, irrelevant. He was just an idea that became immortalized.
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mollymadman said: I've lived in the burbs. Now I work in the inner city. Fucking meth man, i tell ya. I will never try that shit on purpose after seeing all these skids. Where did their lives turn wrong? I feel bad for them. I mean i've seen it for years but now it's just stoned introspection.
I'm not sure, but addicts get weird on meth.
My ex was an addict, well two actually, and I just don't get it.
I can sit around smoking it all night and then pass out, never had a problem.
They go nuts if you touch the pipe the wrong way. It gets really annoying...
I guess it's analogous to my former drinking problem.
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