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TaekwonDude
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been feeling a little down. *DELETED*
#22284686 - 09/24/15 04:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TaekwonDude
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284697 - 09/24/15 04:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Iv been getting a lot more worked up over these things than I should.. cannabis helps but its only worse when I am left with none. I actually dont even know what to say
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TaekwonDude
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284701 - 09/24/15 04:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just wanna feel good more often but its a lot easier said thsn done..
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284736 - 09/24/15 04:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Stop smoking weed unless it actually makes you happy. I did because I realized it was just making me stupid and lazy. It doesn't resonate with everyone. Plus if you stop you'll save a lot of money.
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TaekwonDude
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I have done several times, but one or two months later think to myself whats the point. Start to get these cravings for it then aswell, wanting to be stoned, thinking about the taste & smell of it often. For fitness, it doesnt affect my own unless smoked with tobacco.
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TaekwonDude
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284836 - 09/24/15 04:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Saving money would be a plus I geuss..
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284858 - 09/24/15 04:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dude, fitness and weed should not be the focal point of your life right now with hardly making enough money to survive and you have a child coming into this world soon. Do what you have to do to support that kid...You know how hard it is to grow up without support, why would you pass it on to your seed?
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: cez]
#22284901 - 09/24/15 05:07 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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There is nothing I can do though, I cant get a job or anything. I want the best for her and to give her everything she wants but thats when I realise how things are. Its gonna be a struggle and I hate the thought of it it makes me afraid for once. Two people are gonna be depending on me..and there aint much I can do..
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284914 - 09/24/15 05:09 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Its seems like either way there will always be something to make me depressed. Solve one problem and two more pop up..
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TaekwonDude
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284926 - 09/24/15 05:11 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think I may need to just go to a psychiatrist or something if I can gather the courage..im terrified of speaking to them.
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TaekwonDude
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22284972 - 09/24/15 05:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Know what it dont matter.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22285011 - 09/24/15 05:29 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's a bunch of bullshit.
Quit being depressed and find a fucking job. There's no time for depression when you're survival (and your family's) is on the line.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: cez]
#22285034 - 09/24/15 05:32 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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How is it bullshit. You dont know where I live or what its like its easier said than done just like "quitting being depressed". You mustnt know much about it or something. Iv been searching and applying for jobs for ages and no where will employ me yet. As I have already said. Your a smart one arent you.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22285040 - 09/24/15 05:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Doesnt make anything better when smart arses like you come along either.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22285045 - 09/24/15 05:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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So if your gonna go say more stupid shit to me then dont bother just go find someoone else to try piss off
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22285047 - 09/24/15 05:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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People aren't gonna like this but if I was you in that situation I would consider putting the baby up for adoption or aborting. You don't want to be depressed the childs whole life or kill yourself and leave him without a dad which is horrible to think about but is a very real risk. If your girlfriend doesn't wanna do that I'd skip town. Either way you should try to move somewhere with or without your girlfriend where you can make a living and another advantage is being in a whole different environment will give you a fresh start to leave behind old habits like smoking. Run a couple times a week and eat healthy but don't obsess over your fitness too much either because you don't want to become one of those people who spends hours everyday at the gym and then if they miss a day or have a bad workout they feel horrible about themselves because that's another bad habit in itself similar to smoking.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: geffer]
#22285075 - 09/24/15 05:41 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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geffer said: People aren't gonna like this but if I was you in that situation I would consider putting the baby up for adoption or aborting. You don't want to be depressed the childs whole life or kill yourself and leave him without a dad which is horrible to think about but is a very real risk. If your girlfriend doesn't wanna do that I'd skip town. Either way you should try to move somewhere with or without your girlfriend where you can make a living and another advantage is being in a whole different environment will give you a fresh start to leave behind old habits like smoking. Run a couple times a week and eat healthy but don't obsess over your fitness too much either because you don't want to become one of those people who spends hours everyday at the gym and then if they miss a day or have a bad workout they feel horrible about themselves because that's another bad habit in itself similar to smoking.
Im just gonna have to deal with it and try my best to hide it somehow I geuss. Was thinkimg of skipping town when Im really really bad mood but when Im normal I realise its a bad lousy idea. And I think Im already after becoming one of them people in a way. Maybe its one reason why its been getting me so down when I think about that specifically.
Taekwon-Do just seems like my life most of the time. If I ever fuck myself up again with that shit (tobacco) Idk what Il do.
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Re: been feeling a little down. [Re: TaekwonDude]
#22285083 - 09/24/15 05:44 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I feel bad even for missing a meal and in turn wont eat for a whole day or two. Even ended up not eating proper for 5 days before just because I missed one or two meals due to being away one day. Its ridiculous
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