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SleepyE
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feeling a loss for someone i knew who took their life
#22283974 - 09/24/15 01:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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i really feel sad when people feel the need to give up on life, i definitely have felt that hopeless at times but have been lucky to hold on to the idea that things can get better.
So today i found out that a girl that i really respected has taken her life, and i was shocked, to be far i didnt know her too well but the times we spoke she was definitely nice to me and seemed like a great person. she was really cool and stylish and gorgeous.
she posted status on facebook in which i related too a lot so i guess i felt a connection with her, even though i didnt know her well, she talked about anxiety over her future and mentions fears of not being loved by someone. which were obviously delusions because she had many friends who loved her and she was gorgeous, like very pretty
recently before this, she went through a nasty break up with a good friend of mine and she had public facebook messages showing how he said some pretty fucked up shit to her telling her he cheated on countless of women and called her "cold and dark" etc, i thought it was a little harsh but i didnt think much of it, so that was probably a major contribution to her very unfortunate and sad choice of taking her life.
I just hope my friend is okay after what he said and what happened, id feel guilty as hell if i was in his shoes.
I really feel like the planet lost an angel today, its a really sad day, even though i didnt know this person well, i definitely feel quite the loss.
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ReposadoXochipilli
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Re: feeling a loss for someone i knew who took their life [Re: SleepyE]
#22284043 - 09/24/15 01:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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it sucks but sometimes you have to check out...
life is just a bunch of obligations and lies anyways
edit sorry man
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Edited by ReposadoXochipilli (09/24/15 01:49 PM)
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SleepyE
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Re: feeling a loss for someone i knew who took their life [Re: ReposadoXochipilli]
#22284062 - 09/24/15 01:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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i just hope everyone whos effected in this mess will be okay.
thanks
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Re: feeling a loss for someone i knew who took their life [Re: SleepyE]
#22284159 - 09/24/15 02:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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yea no way i could ever do it until my mom is gone and my dogs, couldn't leave them alone to deal with the shit. even if you take care of things first there is still a lot of stuff to deal with, not fair to loved ones.
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