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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: nicechrisman]
#22287397 - 09/25/15 07:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TORCUTT said: Dont worry about HPPD too much. Its most likely after binge use, and a mix with other drugs. As long as you treat the mushroom like a tool, not a toy, you should be fine and never have to worry about HPPD.
Thank you all for the info & heads up, and thank you Shroomslip, for the link to BC's post. I've only used twice. The first time was a very light dose, and the second time, wanting a much freer experience, I overestimated & had visuals for two days. Unlike BC though, I thought it was interesting and awesome. Little glimpses back into that mental space.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: Shroomslip]
#22287417 - 09/25/15 07:56 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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is the bane of my shroomery existence. I really have no idea what it means and I've seen it in several contexts.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: hex_enduction]
#22287451 - 09/25/15 08:07 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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The context I see it used in pretty much all the time, is kind of hard to put into words. Best I can do to describe it is say it's used when someone asks a really fucking stupid question with a damn obvious answer. Or when someone says something that's both stupid and obvious at the same time.
>>>"I have cops asking me questions about someone else, should I help them?" <<<"You don't talk to cops "
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>>>"I talked to some cops about someone else, and I ended up catching a charge myself. Talking to them is never a good idea, Fuck" <<<" "
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22287479 - 09/25/15 08:18 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know it sounds like generic advice and info, but if the waters get rough and you've dosed high, just remember the trip will end.
It might feel like it'll last an eternity, but it definitely doesn't.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: Morgenstern]
#22287496 - 09/25/15 08:24 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: The context I see it used in pretty much all the time, is kind of hard to put into words. Best I can do to describe it is say it's used when someone asks a really fucking stupid question with a damn obvious answer. Or when someone says something that's both stupid and obvious at the same time.
>>>"I have cops asking me questions about someone else, should I help them?" <<<"You don't talk to cops "
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>>>"I talked to some cops about someone else, and I ended up catching a charge myself. Talking to them is never a good idea, Fuck" <<<" "
I will do my best to avoid earning a dreaded blue Cookie Monster, and to avoid breaking your rule #34, which by the way, is an excellent rule, with a appropriate punishment:)
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: Morgenstern]
#22287517 - 09/25/15 08:31 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Morgenstern said: I know it sounds like generic advice and info, but if the waters get rough and you've dosed high, just remember the trip will end.
It might feel like it'll last an eternity, but it definitely doesn't. 
thank you. Actually it was awesome, loads of time to do some really deep emotional house cleaning, and explore different places in my head. All in all a great experience. I took notes throughout the trip, & will post them......I trust everyone will be kind regarding grammar & sentence structure, after all, I took 70g fresh.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22287525 - 09/25/15 08:34 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow that's a big dose for a beginner! I've taken mushrooms ~10 times and never dosed higher than 5g dry (50g wet). I'm guessing it was a very intense trip?
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: hex_enduction]
#22287569 - 09/25/15 08:54 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Wow that's a big dose for a beginner! I've taken mushrooms ~10 times and never dosed higher than 5g dry (50g wet). I'm guessing it was a very intense trip?
I'll post my notes .... They're actually pretty hilarious. My first trip was very superficial, so I wanted to be sure to go really deep. I read up on fresh vs. dry, active doses, and OD potential, then made an educated guess....I laughed at myself the whole time, definitely fucked up the math on that one, but it was awesome. I'm a hard one to scare
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22294179 - 09/26/15 03:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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LuSiD enthusiast said: Is anybody on here gonna bring up psychadelics "dirty little secret"? jk
No one brought up the "Shrooms make you gay" thing, so it's still our secret.
And welcome aboard MzBathory. Refreshing to see someone new here from my demographic. ....
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22297640 - 09/27/15 09:54 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TORCUTT said: Dont worry about HPPD too much. Its most likely after binge use, and a mix with other drugs. As long as you treat the mushroom like a tool, not a toy, you should be fine and never have to worry about HPPD.
Thank you all for the info & heads up, and thank you Shroomslip, for the link to BC's post. I've only used twice. The first time was a very light dose, and the second time, wanting a much freer experience, I overestimated & had visuals for two days. Unlike BC though, I thought it was interesting and awesome. Little glimpses back into that mental space.
no bad trips hehe hey you rock. Congratulations, you made it. It can get real weird real quick.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: vinsue]
#22298081 - 09/27/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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vinsue said:
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LuSiD enthusiast said: Is anybody on here gonna bring up psychadelics "dirty little secret"? jk
No one brought up the "Shrooms make you gay" thing, so it's still our secret.
And welcome aboard MzBathory. Refreshing to see someone new here from my demographic. ....
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Never too old to explore something new, lol.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: WhyDidiDoThis] 1
#22298118 - 09/27/15 11:42 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TORCUTT said: Dont worry about HPPD too much. Its most likely after binge use, and a mix with other drugs. As long as you treat the mushroom like a tool, not a toy, you should be fine and never have to worry about HPPD.
Thank you all for the info & heads up, and thank you Shroomslip, for the link to BC's post. I've only used twice. The first time was a very light dose, and the second time, wanting a much freer experience, I overestimated & had visuals for two days. Unlike BC though, I thought it was interesting and awesome. Little glimpses back into that mental space.
no bad trips hehe hey you rock. Congratulations, you made it. It can get real weird real quick.
Oh, it got really weird, and really fascinating....just once, I started to get nervous about having taken too much, so I made a cup of tea, reminded myself that I wouldn't die, quit being a little bitch, and recommitted myself to enjoying & exploring the experience. Then I melted into my granite countertop ....lol .
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22298479 - 09/27/15 12:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TORCUTT said: Dont worry about HPPD too much. Its most likely after binge use, and a mix with other drugs. As long as you treat the mushroom like a tool, not a toy, you should be fine and never have to worry about HPPD.
Thank you all for the info & heads up, and thank you Shroomslip, for the link to BC's post. I've only used twice. The first time was a very light dose, and the second time, wanting a much freer experience, I overestimated & had visuals for two days. Unlike BC though, I thought it was interesting and awesome. Little glimpses back into that mental space.
no bad trips hehe hey you rock. Congratulations, you made it. It can get real weird real quick.
Oh, it got really weird, and really fascinating....just once, I started to get nervous about having taken too much, so I made a cup of tea, reminded myself that I wouldn't die, quit being a little bitch, and recommitted myself to enjoying & exploring the experience. Then I melted into my granite countertop ....lol .
Thats awesome. It took me more than 3 experiences to figure out how to take control. It was always overwhelming without a way out. You have a strong mind, rational mind which is very important, in all aspects of life. If you can handle a strong trip, you can handle damn near anything in life. Difficult situations to peoples bull shit. If one breaks down during a trip, its a probable bet they often have break downs in sober life. I like to think of "tripping" as forceably taking off the mask. There is no act to put on. You are who you are. It will show you the true nature and weaknesses, and strengths, of others if they participate too.
Onto those fun side effects in your granite counter top(remeber tool not a toy)... did it look something like this :3
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: WhyDidiDoThis]
#22301738 - 09/28/15 08:23 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Onto those fun side effects in your granite counter top(remeber tool not a toy)... did it look something like this :3 
It looked exactly like that, and I could watch myself melt. My granite has great big clear crystal patches, in a black & brown matrix, with big black needle crystals, so it was really fascinating. You are completely right about mushrooms breaking you down to your core. I can see how a fragile, or easily freaked out personality wouldn't handle it well. I have been lucid dreaming since I was about 3yr old. When I hit that stage where nightmares start, my incredible grandma told me, "It's your dream, you control it, if it gets scary, or boring, look for the lesson. If it gets truly horrible, remember, its yours...just go to the barn and snuggle with the horses. I passed that tip onto my kids when they were very little, and now as college age young adults, they still take their bad dreams to the horses. I know it sounds crazy, but it works
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22301791 - 09/28/15 08:42 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I like you Mom. You give me great hope.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22301816 - 09/28/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Welcome back to Earth. I'm curious about something in your experience. Did everything you do feel like 'destiny'? As if every action was planned?
Oh, and are you having a nice afterglow feeling yet?
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: Morgenstern]
#22301844 - 09/28/15 09:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hehe i know your "every action is planned" feeling. It came to me on LSD. The rate at which i was rationally comprehending, catorgorizing, and analyzing, everything inday to day life, it led me to believe, it is totally possible, that things are set up to, as a mass population, set up to guide us in certain directions, away from truth. That every global action is planned. (Never waste a good crisis) the powers believe. Not enough crisis, make em.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: Morgenstern]
#22301850 - 09/28/15 09:04 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Morgenstern said: Welcome back to Earth. I'm curious about something in your experience. Did everything you do feel like 'destiny'? As if every action was planned?
Oh, and are you having a nice afterglow feeling yet? 
Hello Morgenstern, No, I didn't feel like everything was pre-destined, quite the contrary. I very much felt like my mind was cracked open, and it was my job to sort through it and find what was important & pack up and dump everything that was just taking up space. I felt like I had a job to do. Emotional house cleaning to accomplish, and I found myself checking the clock and trying to manage my very fluid, and limited, time in that head space. As for afterglow....YES.....the afterglow continues and is amazing
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: MzBathory]
#22301893 - 09/28/15 09:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was in San Francisco, it was my 2nd experience, i am trying to make sense of what is going on, and i pass a filing cabinet, out on the street. Standing there like it was supposed to be there. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks.. Our mind is like this filing cabinet. If we get careless in day to day life, this filing cabinet (our minds), the files in it csn get disorganized. Or even locked away.
Pschyedellics are a tool, to open the drawers of our filing cabinets, and give us quality time with our own thoughts(or files) and have a chance to re organize. Or unlock drawers thst have been long forgotten.
Or when abused as somethimg for fun, these drawers get opened, and the files get even more.. messy. Leaving someone mentally unstable.
Or i was tripping ballz. Either way, the model has worked well for me to keep me growing, and grounded in reality. After much abuse, i know im safe. One foot in front of the other. Right to our goal.
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Re: I am a newbie, experimenting, hunting and learning. [Re: WhyDidiDoThis]
#22301900 - 09/28/15 09:22 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Objectives and goals are very important in the pschyedellic realm, or we become very uneasy. More or less, occupation of the mind is key. If you arent artsy, you may find a new found ability to draw or create excellent written work on your mushrooms.
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