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birthdays are the worst days...
#22282587 - 09/24/15 08:31 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ok maybe thats not exactly true but i hate the expectation to be happy and have something planned.
whatre you doing for your bday?
Im going to visit my parents and thats all i got so far.
oh yea its my bday. Wheres the cake by my name ?
I mustve put in the wrong info.
Oh well.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Apostle]
#22282592 - 09/24/15 08:32 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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happy birthday homey
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Niffla]
#22282619 - 09/24/15 08:39 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks man.
Oh and that pic reminds me.
Why is all "event" food absolite shit that makes you feel like shit?
Chips and soda and all that nonsense. Is this just an American thing?
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Apostle]
#22282632 - 09/24/15 08:43 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well happy birthday! Ever since my 18th i havent been to excited for birthdays haha I always try to have fun but doesnt always work. I probably would have had a good 21st but was on bail for some felonies and did not want to cause more trouble. Mines coming up actually and Im pretty sure I'll be driving all day.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Apostle] 1
#22282637 - 09/24/15 08:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I didn't get a cake by my name on birthday either. I even asked the same exact question. Hell my birthday is even listed in the birthday thread/database thing. I never got a fucking cake.
Birthday's do suck. Most people get lonely on the holidays and shit, but I don't. That happens on my birthdays. 364 days a year having almost no friends or family really does not matter to me. On that day though, it does.
I think it's because it's a constant reminder of my mortality and how I'm constantly creeping further and further towards death, yet have so few people who are even going to notice I'm gone. Just not a fun thought to realize you're basically going to never be remembered and cease to exist the day you die.
Last one (back in July) was a milestone and a pretty crappy one for me. I turned 30. Almost no one in my family lives to be older than 60. The vast majority of my family has all died before then. For the weeks leading up to it and on the day it happened, I could not stop thinking about how my life is most likely half over. That's compounded by the fact that I'm acutely aware of how the older you get, the faster the years fly by. I even know why it happens. So every year I'm not marching to my death, I'm gaining speed towards it.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomslip]
#22282660 - 09/24/15 08:52 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Happy birthday!
I don't really do much on my birthdays ever since high school. Birthdays were so exciting before high school and now they kind of suck. My 18th birthday last year was fun because I turned 18 and I went to the strip club with my cousins and went to Echostage for the first time for an edm show but what sucked about it is I didn't get to have a huge house party and what not.
Never had that big a group of friends in high school so it's not like I could invite a shitload of peeps over my house and party and I've only recently obtained a reliable and close group of friends that say happy birthday to me and or visit me on my b-day. I always wish I could have a big celebration but I was never friends with the big party crowd
I'm sure my 20th birthday will be fun however.. Not sure about my 19th to be honest, if all goes well then I'll go do something with my friends and maybe party but my friends are off in college and my close friends live an hour away in Virginia so it's uncertain
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomslip]
#22282664 - 09/24/15 08:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Shroomslip said:
Birthday's do suck. Most people get lonely on the holidays and shit, but I don't. That happens on my birthdays. 364 days a year having almost no friends or family really does not matter to me. On that day though, it does.

I got a birthday coming up in a few months and I'm not looking forward to it. Just reminds me that I'm getting older and older.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomslip]
#22282668 - 09/24/15 08:54 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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 I like birthdays, although I don't usually get anything. Birthdays are the celebration that you lived another year and didn't die. Not really the closer you are to death.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Apostle]
#22282740 - 09/24/15 09:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Birthdays was the worst days. Now we sip champagne when we thirst-ay.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Achillita] 1
#22282871 - 09/24/15 09:37 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Achillita said:

Well thats fucking depressing.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#22282883 - 09/24/15 09:39 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Didn't know that?
Once you start hitting late 20's (I don't even want to imagine 40's or 50's) shit really starts speeding the fuck up. It literally feels like yesterday I was laying in bed with my infant son sleeping on my chest. He's 10 years old.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Apostle]
#22282886 - 09/24/15 09:40 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I fucking hate the birthday song. (being sung at me)
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomism]
#22282923 - 09/24/15 09:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hate birthdays and christmas. I think its just the fact that i hate the selfishness of it all. I like to blend in i dont like when everyone is concentrated on me and expects things out of me (specially expecting me to be happy for no damned reason). Also it makes me feel guilty when people get me stuff. Then when its someone elses bday and they are all pompus asses like my woman. Its my birthday and your not happy and were not doing exactly what i want...... What you want me to wipe your ass just because you were born almost 30 fucking years ago. /endrant
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Mental Taco]
#22282964 - 09/24/15 09:57 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Birthdays are the celebration of life I enjoy it. Gives a reason to celebrate.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Achillita]
#22282970 - 09/24/15 09:58 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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i didnt do anything for my birthday, it was yesterday
happy birthday OP
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Achillita]
#22282982 - 09/24/15 10:01 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Achillita said: Birthdays are the celebration of life I enjoy it. Gives a reason to celebrate.
That's a glass half full or half empty kinda thing. You may not know the exact age you're going to die, but you know it is measured in years. Every year that passes, the closer you come. Doesn't matter if you're 18 and your age of death is 25 or 125. Every year that passes, you get closer.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: SleepyE]
#22283006 - 09/24/15 10:05 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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IMO, you should always celebrate your birthday. Not because of what you get, or how people treat you, but because life goes by too fast to not make a big deal about it. Every single birthday you have is another year that you survived on this earth. And although you're a drop in the bucket, you still cause that ripple.
Plus it's always good to celebrate, it makes the things in life seem more important. No reason to fear death, it's inevitable and could strike at any moment.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomslip]
#22283012 - 09/24/15 10:06 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm hiding this thread. It has me thoroughly depressed.
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Achillita]
#22283039 - 09/24/15 10:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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My birthday's in a nutshell:
  
Almost forgot

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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Re: birthdays are the worst days... [Re: Shroomslip]
#22283159 - 09/24/15 10:37 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks for the wishes.
Im Glad we are in agreement here.
Im dreading the 30 but thats still a ways off.
Have a good day everyone
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