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Rebelutionsssss
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You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much 1
#22270575 - 09/21/15 05:43 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well I'm back to fucking hating it. No wonder it feels so good when things work out because 98% of the time they fucking don't
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22270581 - 09/21/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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That's why I don't love life The good times seem to be so fleeting. In general it just sucks.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 3
#22270582 - 09/21/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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If 98% of the time things aren't working out you are doing it wrong.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22270604 - 09/21/15 05:48 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well as long as you only temporarily hate life then your just fine IMO That's just depression I belive haha
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270609 - 09/21/15 05:49 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sometimes thinking too much can be counter productive.
Just have fun and don't take things very seriously. Shit gets serious enough without willing it to be.
Edit: silly typo
Edited by wigglewak (09/21/15 06:11 PM)
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270637 - 09/21/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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If this is about the girl not texting you back just pretend like you don't even care if she does or not.
Girls know how to play the game, and regardless of how silly it may be you gotta play the game back to win.
Refusal to admit there is a game is still losing the game.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270649 - 09/21/15 05:55 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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^ Very good advice. I find that thinking too much about anything will make me sad. Sometimes I'll randomly feel amazing, sober; and then I start thinking about how good I feel, and realize that I can only become so happy, before I start to feel like shit and hate life again. Just thinking that makes me sad and takes away the happy feeling I had for a short amount of time
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270657 - 09/21/15 05:57 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Rebelutionsssss said: Well I'm back to fucking hating it. No wonder it feels so good when things work out because 98% of the time they fucking don't 
Im sorry man.
Heres some love for ya 
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270664 - 09/21/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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You having girl troubles man?
I'm not having girl troubles but am getting ready to ask this girl out to a concert and am feeling anxious about it. There is a chance she might not be interested and that scares me because I really want to be friends with this girl.
Don't worry about it man. Shit will work out. If the mushrooms taught me anything it is that we are the architect of our dreams and happiness. It's up to is to improve our lives.
Edited by Janky Tits (09/21/15 06:00 PM)
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Janky Tits]
#22270686 - 09/21/15 06:03 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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You stopped taking kratom a few days ago cause it was thinning your hair right? Don't worry man this depression is probably just a side affect of mental kratom w/d. It'll be gone in a few days. I remember feeling absolutly horrible the day after I quit opiates and kratom
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270697 - 09/21/15 06:08 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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I know for a fact that kratom w.d causes a spike in depression. The withdrawal for me is almost always mentally draining.
Yeah I'm still searching for a job and its gotten real old real fast.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270702 - 09/21/15 06:10 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Why would you quit opiates and kratom together? 
One of kratoms biggest benefits is being used to ween off of real opiates.
Then if you lower your krat dosage over time instead of just stopping cold turkey you can minimize withdrawals...
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Gorlax]
#22270720 - 09/21/15 06:13 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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It's the girl. I'm so fuxking nervous because I haven't had a real relationship in a while and the last girl I was with literally mentally abused the fuck out of me and took a lot of my money. Now I meet a cute girl that seems down to earth and nice and I'm just afraid I'm going to fuck this up like a lot of things in my life and be left alone for another 8 plus months I just ate some Kratom btw guys my anxiety is through the roof right now.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22270726 - 09/21/15 06:14 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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You're counting your chickens before the eggs hatch man, don't assume things are gonna be a failure before it actually happens.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Sheekle] 1
#22270738 - 09/21/15 06:16 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Wouldn't that analogy in this situation be you're counting your stillborns before the eggs hatch?
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Shroomslip]
#22270740 - 09/21/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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haha yeah
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 2
#22270744 - 09/21/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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You hate life because of a girl? I really think you need some introspection and balance in your life.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: sun_spots]
#22270770 - 09/21/15 06:21 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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When you've been alone for a long time plus weaning off of multiple substances at once you tend to not enjoy your situation. Relationships have always been really important to me and made me feel whole when I'm in them so it's been a touchy subject for me my whole life
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270776 - 09/21/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Feel that shit too man.
You should have seen me 2 days after I did the 600mg drop at MR. I met this cool girl there and we had a blast and I wanted to hang out with her again but I didn't want to seem desperate and pressed to be her friend because I was thinking that could turn her away. I got really depressed for a few days and I've been anxious about talking to her up until this Friday when I did shrooms and figured a good way to approach her without seeming desperate and it ended my depression and anxiety.
The MDMA made the depression 200x worst but you just gotta work through it man
Edited by Janky Tits (09/21/15 06:23 PM)
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270781 - 09/21/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Your a fun cool dude, just be patient and some cool girl will want to bang you. When that occurs all you have to do is not say stupid shit until it happens.
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