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#22270575 - 09/21/15 05:43 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well I'm back to fucking hating it. No wonder it feels so good when things work out because 98% of the time they fucking don't
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22270581 - 09/21/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's why I don't love life The good times seem to be so fleeting. In general it just sucks.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 3
#22270582 - 09/21/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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If 98% of the time things aren't working out you are doing it wrong.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22270604 - 09/21/15 05:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well as long as you only temporarily hate life then your just fine IMO That's just depression I belive haha
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270609 - 09/21/15 05:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sometimes thinking too much can be counter productive.
Just have fun and don't take things very seriously. Shit gets serious enough without willing it to be.
Edit: silly typo
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270637 - 09/21/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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If this is about the girl not texting you back just pretend like you don't even care if she does or not.
Girls know how to play the game, and regardless of how silly it may be you gotta play the game back to win.
Refusal to admit there is a game is still losing the game.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270649 - 09/21/15 05:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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^ Very good advice. I find that thinking too much about anything will make me sad. Sometimes I'll randomly feel amazing, sober; and then I start thinking about how good I feel, and realize that I can only become so happy, before I start to feel like shit and hate life again. Just thinking that makes me sad and takes away the happy feeling I had for a short amount of time
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270657 - 09/21/15 05:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: Well I'm back to fucking hating it. No wonder it feels so good when things work out because 98% of the time they fucking don't 
Im sorry man.
Heres some love for ya 
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270664 - 09/21/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You having girl troubles man?
I'm not having girl troubles but am getting ready to ask this girl out to a concert and am feeling anxious about it. There is a chance she might not be interested and that scares me because I really want to be friends with this girl.
Don't worry about it man. Shit will work out. If the mushrooms taught me anything it is that we are the architect of our dreams and happiness. It's up to is to improve our lives.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Janky Tits]
#22270686 - 09/21/15 06:03 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You stopped taking kratom a few days ago cause it was thinning your hair right? Don't worry man this depression is probably just a side affect of mental kratom w/d. It'll be gone in a few days. I remember feeling absolutly horrible the day after I quit opiates and kratom
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270697 - 09/21/15 06:08 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know for a fact that kratom w.d causes a spike in depression. The withdrawal for me is almost always mentally draining.
Yeah I'm still searching for a job and its gotten real old real fast.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22270702 - 09/21/15 06:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Why would you quit opiates and kratom together? 
One of kratoms biggest benefits is being used to ween off of real opiates.
Then if you lower your krat dosage over time instead of just stopping cold turkey you can minimize withdrawals...
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Gorlax]
#22270720 - 09/21/15 06:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's the girl. I'm so fuxking nervous because I haven't had a real relationship in a while and the last girl I was with literally mentally abused the fuck out of me and took a lot of my money. Now I meet a cute girl that seems down to earth and nice and I'm just afraid I'm going to fuck this up like a lot of things in my life and be left alone for another 8 plus months I just ate some Kratom btw guys my anxiety is through the roof right now.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22270726 - 09/21/15 06:14 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're counting your chickens before the eggs hatch man, don't assume things are gonna be a failure before it actually happens.
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#22270738 - 09/21/15 06:16 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wouldn't that analogy in this situation be you're counting your stillborns before the eggs hatch?
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Shroomslip]
#22270740 - 09/21/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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haha yeah
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 2
#22270744 - 09/21/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You hate life because of a girl? I really think you need some introspection and balance in your life.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: sun_spots]
#22270770 - 09/21/15 06:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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When you've been alone for a long time plus weaning off of multiple substances at once you tend to not enjoy your situation. Relationships have always been really important to me and made me feel whole when I'm in them so it's been a touchy subject for me my whole life
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270776 - 09/21/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Feel that shit too man.
You should have seen me 2 days after I did the 600mg drop at MR. I met this cool girl there and we had a blast and I wanted to hang out with her again but I didn't want to seem desperate and pressed to be her friend because I was thinking that could turn her away. I got really depressed for a few days and I've been anxious about talking to her up until this Friday when I did shrooms and figured a good way to approach her without seeming desperate and it ended my depression and anxiety.
The MDMA made the depression 200x worst but you just gotta work through it man
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270781 - 09/21/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your a fun cool dude, just be patient and some cool girl will want to bang you. When that occurs all you have to do is not say stupid shit until it happens.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270791 - 09/21/15 06:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think he wants more than just a fuck
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270792 - 09/21/15 06:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's understandable, but if you place all of your energy into one aspect of your life, the lack of balance is going to keep you swinging dramatically from one extreme to another. If you want to increase your contentment with life in general, you've got to distribute your emotional energy more evenly and judiciously.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270796 - 09/21/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: When you've been alone for a long time plus weaning off of multiple substances at once you tend to not enjoy your situation. Relationships have always been really important to me and made me feel whole when I'm in them so it's been a touchy subject for me my whole life
Indeed, took me awhile to get over my ex and I still think about her time to time almost a year later 
Just stay positive though man, I know it sounds like hippy mumbo jumbo but the universe really picks up on it. Them positive "vibes" man 
Take some time to think about what you want and or really need to be happy and try to manifest it.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22270805 - 09/21/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dude please, like any good long relationship isn't built on solid sex.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270812 - 09/21/15 06:29 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You'll be fine, you've already received some pretty sound advice. My 2c would be to take the initiative with the chick, girls like a man who will take the reins, just don't pass out on her like a jerk next time she comes over to visit, because frankly, that's counter productive and an arsehole move.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270819 - 09/21/15 06:30 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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wigglewak said: Dude please, like any good long relationship isn't built on solid sex.
I dated my last girlfriend for almost a year before we had sex Our relationship was pretty good and lasted almost another whole year.
Not bad considering there was a pretty decent age difference too, which I think is the main reason we waited so long. I was the younger one btw.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22270835 - 09/21/15 06:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hear your having girl problems i feel bad for ya son......
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22270843 - 09/21/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I try and balance my life so that I'm content with everything I do whether I'm alone or not but having someone care for you like that just gives me a feeling that I'm accepted. i need to trip this weekend and meditate isn't it normal to get a text back within over a day of your last message like she dosent work with me anymore so that's the only way I can talk to her. I've always fucked up the balance of not caring enough and caring too much. I've fucked up so many promising relationships like that which is why I stress over this shit so much
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22270854 - 09/21/15 06:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Stop fucking texting and call her.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270861 - 09/21/15 06:39 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Do a solo trip and tune into your intuition. You probably know more than you think about what is best for you.
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#22270874 - 09/21/15 06:41 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks for all the kind words guys it really means a lot to me Quote:
zappaisgod said: Stop fucking texting and call her.
And I am this weekend to see if she wants to hang out.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270879 - 09/21/15 06:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270884 - 09/21/15 06:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I remember tripping with a friend years ago who was having girl troubles.
I think his issue though was choosing between two girls he was interested in.
Tripping could definitely help you re evaluate your priorities and motivate you to work towards whatever seems best though.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22270886 - 09/21/15 06:43 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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No.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22270901 - 09/21/15 06:46 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sorry if I'm whining too much guys. I feel like I've fucked up a lot of past relationships by caring too much and wearing my heart on my sleeve rather than playing the "well we can go out if you want too or not, it's whatever" type method that some women tend to fall for for some stupid fucking reason
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22270917 - 09/21/15 06:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: No.
No to tripping?
Of course tripping when you are feeling depressed or mentally unstable is not the smartest but it can really help one sort out their issues when used properly.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22270930 - 09/21/15 06:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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There is a middle ground. Find it. Don't be too all in immediately and conversely do not be blase. Exhibit interest without appearing obsessed.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22270938 - 09/21/15 06:52 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: No.
No to tripping?
Of course tripping when you are feeling depressed or mentally unstable is not the smartest but it can really help one sort out their issues when used properly.
I have never found tripping to be of any value for self reflection. I do that enough. I trip for laughs.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22270954 - 09/21/15 06:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've tripped alone exactly once, and it was a tremendously helpful experience for me. I think the outcome depends a lot on the mindset going into it, but that's no surprise to anyone. I hope.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: sun_spots]
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I've eaten LSD in the midst of depression and it showed me my path I need to take. It felt like god patting me on the back and pushing me in the right direction
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271034 - 09/21/15 07:09 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, that's how it was for me too.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271055 - 09/21/15 07:14 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would talk to other girls and let her hit you up.
Being fixated on one thing can blind you to cooler other things. Plus why would you give her that much power?
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
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wigglewak said: I would talk to other girls and let her hit you up.
Being fixated on one thing can blind you to cooler other things. Plus why would you give her that much power?
That's true. Should I just not hit her up until she calls me? I never get that call when I leave it like that though I really feel like there's no one out there for me except the girls that want to take my money and cheat on me
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271086 - 09/21/15 07:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: I've eaten LSD in the midst of depression and it showed me my path I need to take. It felt like god patting me on the back and pushing me in the right direction
That is a great way of describing it, I prefer to use the term "universe" over god though.
Since many people tend to immediately associate that term with organized religions.
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I have never found tripping to be of any value for self reflection. I do that enough. I trip for laughs.
I reflect on stuff all the time too, that doesn't mean I always take action or use as wide of a perspective as I should though. A nice trip can make everything feel crystal clear though, being in a altered mind state allows for unique introspection that would have been harder if not impossible sober Not to mention all teh lessons you can learn if you are receptive.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: sun_spots]
#22271092 - 09/21/15 07:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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sun_spots said: I've tripped alone exactly once, and it was a tremendously helpful experience for me. I think the outcome depends a lot on the mindset going into it, but that's no surprise to anyone. I hope.
Almost all my trips these days are by myself. My wife does not like it (she has tried some of my previous grows. Psychs aren't her style) and I don't want to scare her if she sees me. I do not fuck around when I trip. That being said, no, it is just fun to me. I don't get all that navel gazing stuff that some people seem to relish from trips. But if it helps you with something knock yourself out.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420] 1
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I have never found tripping to be of any value for self reflection. I do that enough. I trip for laughs.
I reflect on stuff all the time too, that doesn't mean I always take action or use as wide of a perspective as I should though. A nice trip can make everything feel crystal clear though, being in a altered mind state allows for unique introspection that would have been harder if not impossible sober Not to mention all teh lessons you can learn if you are receptive.
Every time I felt as if I had some profound revelation from tripping once I came down I realized how banal it was.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271113 - 09/21/15 07:26 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: I've eaten LSD in the midst of depression and it showed me my path I need to take. It felt like god patting me on the back and pushing me in the right direction
love u 
I hope u find a mature true love, its out there, just takes lot of lots of searching....
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271115 - 09/21/15 07:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well call her once or twice a week when you got something going on to show her you are interested.
Leave a voice mail along the lines of "I'm doing something fun... friends... music... bring your friends...."
If that doesn't work however there is nothing that calling her more will do. Your best bet will be going out and having a cool scene around you to maintain a network of party chicks until the right one stakes you out as her own.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22271135 - 09/21/15 07:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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What a roller coaster, might be bi-polar
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#22271164 - 09/21/15 07:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously_trippin said: What a roller coaster, might be bi-polar
Am I bi polar, or the roller coaster?
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22271167 - 09/21/15 07:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: Every time I felt as if I had some profound revelation from tripping once I came down I realized how banal it was.
Well from a sober perspective it is easy to not look at the big picture or even appreciate it. Keep in mind how important perspective is. We are very limited in the things we can perceive in a normal state, there is so much going on around us that modern society only now is discovering through science. Many ancient cultures understood many of these things though even though they lacked the technology to prove it. Black holes and the yin yang is a great example. If I was less baked I would go into more detail but it is pointless anyways I am sure, you are entitled to your opinion too.
That being said of course people on drugs are going to have random thoughts that feel important. Learning new things about the universe is amazing though.
I kind of wish I could trip just for fun these days as that would be pretty nice. That seems sacrilegious to me though
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22271263 - 09/21/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think about the big picture every day. I think about the details every day. I don't need drugs to show me anything except a good time. I've had this discusson here before and people get upset but I trip to get a sore face from smiling for 8 hours and nothing more. That's just me. I am pretty clearly not unreflective if you have read enough of my posts.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: zappaisgod]
#22271284 - 09/21/15 07:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am not saying you are unreflective, though I would say not enough people are in today's world in general.
I was just trying to point out that reflecting from a different perspective can be a very beneficial unique experience.
Not that people can't think from different perspectives sober but psychs really help to think outside of the box
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22271285 - 09/21/15 07:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Why would you quit opiates and kratom together? 
One of kratoms biggest benefits is being used to ween off of real opiates.
Then if you lower your krat dosage over time instead of just stopping cold turkey you can minimize withdrawals...
Cuz I felt like I was becoming dependant on opiates, and I tried to stop the smack and oxy by using kratom, but I feel like kratom was just giving me a little taste of opiates; which in turn made me want to do more. Every day I used kratom I ended up doing opiates the next.
Also kratom isn't the miracle its made out to be. Its basically like a weak opiate, it definetly IS addictive contrary to popular belief. And I found myself depressed on the days I didnt eat any krat. Not gunna use any opiates for a few good months
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22271296 - 09/21/15 08:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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some people get intense enlightenment and guidance from their experiences and others just want a good time. both are awesome things, theres not like only one way to trip i just find i can integrate my revelations into my life a little easier than others
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Tybg]
#22271327 - 09/21/15 08:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Kratom withdrawals very a ton person to person though. Seems most people who experience them badly are also coming off of other drugs or have existing habits.
I have definitely experienced some mild w/d from krat after prolonged use but I would place it in between cannabis, coffee, and junk food 
The point I was making is you should have tried just eating less and less kratom to stem the w/d until you didn't need any. It could have made it easier.
I get how it could also make you want more opiates though
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: musiclover420]
#22271419 - 09/21/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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im getting them bad. i need to start a taper schedule. ive been eating it everyday for months im falling apart guys
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271447 - 09/21/15 08:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Literally just stop one day. Thats all it takes. LOTSSS of mental strain, but keep yourself busy, eat like shit, maybe smoke a shit ton of weed if you're into that kinda thing and do the things you love doing for that first week after you quit.
Also think of the benefits a long break of kratom will do for you. Opiates in general are a 1000x better after a little break, and I'm sure kratoms the same. Also your tolerance will be so low youll hardly have to eat any when you feel like doing it again.
Also you may get cravings that first week, but replace that craving with somethhing else. Maybe some tasty fast food; maybe some excercise.
Good thing is tho that you will literally have 0 craving after 1-2 weeks of not eating any
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271487 - 09/21/15 08:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just try to stay positive man, think of ways you can improve your general mental and physical health as those will make you much happier in the long run.
I have been feeling pretty lonely lately myself but I know I should try and work on some personal issues before I try and get into a relationship.
I feel like when I a ready I will find someone worth the effort, I am sure the same goes for you perhaps.
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Good thing is tho that you will literally have 0 craving after 1-2 weeks of not eating any 
After months of daily once or twice kratom dosing I get like maybe 1-3 days of mild withdrawals 
For me it is more of a lack of anxiety from the kratom causes my regular anxiety to flood back feeling worse than usual since I was so elevated before.
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22271518 - 09/21/15 08:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously_trippin said: What a roller coaster, might be bi-polar
Am I bi polar, or the roller coaster?
I don't think this dude is going to respond. He may of gotten the reply to feature wrong.
I have to say it though...
What a indirect comment, YOU might be passive aggressive.
Har Har har...
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: wigglewak]
#22271547 - 09/21/15 08:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously_trippin said: What a roller coaster, might be bi-polar
Am I bi polar, or the roller coaster?
Didn't mean you meant OP, damn reply system
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#22271554 - 09/21/15 08:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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im really not im just staying sober from alcohol which i have a problem with and i tried to stay clean of kratom too but my anxiety was getting too bad for me to handle
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22271556 - 09/21/15 08:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You always come off as really angsty to me,are you a teenager by any chance?
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: danielx]
#22271572 - 09/21/15 08:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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na im 23
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Re: You guys remeber how I loved life yesterday so much [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#22271586 - 09/21/15 09:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously_trippin said: What a roller coaster, might be bi-polar
Am I bi polar, or the roller coaster?
Didn't mean you meant OP, damn reply system
I thought so, I'm sorry for being aggressive. I think he's going thru a natural thing. He's gonna get it.
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