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Rebelutionsssss
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Don't you guys just love life
#22267954 - 09/21/15 02:52 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I had one of those moments Saturday night where everything just went perfect and I couldn't help but smile as big as I could and thank the higher power for blessing me with everything I have. It was fucking great. Then I blasted some music and got shitfaced waiting for this girl to come over
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WhyDidiDoThis
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Lets party with the power!
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i love life, but drunk sex?
eh...
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: micro]
#22267996 - 09/21/15 03:14 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well everything went perfect until I got so drunk I fell asleep before she made it to my house but she said it was no big deal and we're going to hang out soon. I haven't really had a fling in a longg time so it's really nice having a cute girl that actually seems to dig me.
I woke up at 4am with like 5 missed calls and hella texts and I just started screaming "fuck me!!!!" As loud as I could still so drunk it was hard to stand. The neighbors upstairs must of thought I was getting some
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akira_akuma
Φύσις κρύπτεσθαι ὕψιστος φιλεῖ


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i love death more than i love life. death at least doesn't have an expiry date, and oh, doesn't suck half the time.
it's probably the only 'thing' that "just is", and i appreciate that. life is random, chaotic, and infinitely interesting though, to be fair.
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Shroomslip
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Not really. It's frustrating and difficult.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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akira_akuma
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: Shroomslip]
#22268013 - 09/21/15 03:25 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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c'mon it's really easy to not care....
lol, not; i totally agree with you. what a shit show.
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Shroomslip
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: akira_akuma]
#22268024 - 09/21/15 03:31 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah it's easy to not give a shit, all I gotta do is smoke some weed, which I can't do because I'm waiting for an opportunity to get to where I do love life again.. Catch-22. Smoke weed and love life now but suffer later, or don't, suffer now, and love life later. I'm not a very patient person, sometimes it's very hard to look at the future and value it more than the now.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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akira_akuma
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: Shroomslip]
#22268027 - 09/21/15 03:33 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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wow, took the words right out of my brain.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: Shroomslip]
#22268031 - 09/21/15 03:35 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I mean I agree life does really suck most of the time so that's why I was pretty happy when I was hanging out with my friends earlier. But then I missed my chance to see that girl so life went back to sucking real quick.
It's like " hope you enjoyed your few hours of awesomeness, back to hell you go!"
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akira_akuma
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thanks for reminding us all. nah, i'm kidding, it's good you had some good vibes, i guess, bunghole!
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That's just the way it is. I truly envy the people who can take all the bumps, bruises and setbacks constantly thrown at them and still be optimistic as fuck about everything. I just can't anymore. A lot of times I think I'm just being punished for being the piece of shit I was before I woke up and realized how fucked of a person I was. Wasn't until psychedelics that I really evaluated my life and decided to be a better person. Sometimes I wonder if this is my penance. Constantly struggling to just get one foot planted after the other and "make it".
I've done a lot of shitty things, the vast majority before I was even 14. But I'm not going to resign my life to being shit simply because of karma. I'll keep fighting to make my life better, sometimes it's just hard to keep pushing through it.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: Shroomslip]
#22268042 - 09/21/15 03:46 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm definitely re-learning to at the moment.
I have, to the fullest extent I think is possible, absolutely loved life, but it's been kind of tough these recent years. I've been in that place before though, and I'm getting there again slowly but surely. The bad times make me appreciate the good times even more.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Don't you guys just love life [Re: pirate-blues]
#22268046 - 09/21/15 03:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Im in a really good spot in my life right now so I'm just enjoying it I hope you guys all find your little slice of heaven through all the darkness this world can bring
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well I am glad you had a good time Rebel, don't let anyone else bring ya down for living your life and having a good time doing so.
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Quote:
Rebelutionsssss said: Im in a really good spot in my life right now so I'm just enjoying it I hope you guys all find your little slice of heaven through all the darkness this world can bring 
 Thank you
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I enjoy being alive. I enjoy others not being alive
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Life is good. I don't know what I'd do without it
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micro
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Quote:
Rebelutionsssss said: Well everything went perfect until I got so drunk I fell asleep before she made it to my house but she said it was no big deal and we're going to hang out soon. I haven't really had a fling in a longg time so it's really nice having a cute girl that actually seems to dig me.
I woke up at 4am with like 5 missed calls and hella texts and I just started screaming "fuck me!!!!" As loud as I could still so drunk it was hard to stand. The neighbors upstairs must of thought I was getting some 
Haha, nice! Congrats!
And yeah, that's definitely a good sign.
Not caring that you were drunk probably says more than doing stuff sober 
But... Probably best if next date you are.
Well, or not drunk rather. I'm in California so I consider stoned = sober.
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That exact thing happened to me Rebel, On New years eve 1998. The chick was a undercover state trooper (narc) that was working as a dancer at a strip club (she was hot) trying to bust the owner who was a huge coke dealer...lol..I know, that's where I met her and I was trying to buy some coke that night. Anyway, I was in the low low depths of alcoholism and this chick liked me for some reason...she actually came to my house that night and tried to wake me but I was so passed out, I wouldn't come around. She moved to Florida shortly after. Anyway,my point is: that is the way booze works for a alcoholic....it can turn a blissful day immediately into a WTF day. I got sober a year later after a shit ton more of WTF days.
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