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pineapple3

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LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum
#22263755 - 09/20/15 08:07 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey all,
Does anyone know if this was in fact 'psychosis' or was it in fact 'REAL', what I mean by this is, some people say they're god, maybe they are. But in my case, I was the reincarnation of the Gollum.
And maybe it was the drug showing me that, as I have been isolated, abuse stimulants, sit in my room all day,can't talk normally to others,diagnosed with ASD...
LSD: It was all nice really nice, nice day, nice visuals,stripping away face ego felt like that,etc,etc. But then I dug a hole in the ground in a really nice forest (the trees were only beginning to grow, nice Norway spruce, and loads of flowers everywhere, when I dug the hole and started going in deep it began to rain...
As I was looking into the hole I dug I saw the worms,bugs,etc,nasty stuff, like a bad aya trip?, and it was like if I continue my badness then it is like I am completely underground with all that, but no I must be good and do good for others...
So then I thought I was the reincarnation of the Gollum. It was like all over this planet, I am actually the Gollum. I heard voices too, and it was like you fucked it up,etc. And then I started saying and thinking about 'my presicious', saying that the 'my presicious' = my stimulant drug use,looking at crystals/certain things (ASD),etc.
Its meant to be connected and all that.
AND the main thing is, I took the LSD (lightest psychedelic) in a lovely forest (of course I took it to look into myself, not visuals)...
So what do you think?
Am I actually the Gollum?
also, after I asked that question I heard a gun shot... so yeah....
Edited by pineapple3 (09/20/15 08:10 AM)
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pineapple3

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Re: LSD/Shroom psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: pineapple3]
#22263762 - 09/20/15 08:09 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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here's a picture of the Gollum (sand)

And you know there's like the real deal loving 'god people' that are not fake and all that. they look exactly the opposite, with the hand on the good side of the face and looking with love,etc.
Do you guys think I have the REACHED the fullest point to a point of the 'GOLLUM'?
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: pineapple3]
#22263777 - 09/20/15 08:21 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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No, your inner self recognized a trait about your outer self that it does not truly like, and when you saw something (dirt, worms, etc) you made the connection between it and your self, relating to your stimulant addiction/habit You're still a human (: You have the ability to be anything you'd like to be
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: Weiliithinker]
#22263790 - 09/20/15 08:28 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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you ate a bunch of acid
that's the first place i'd consider
way more likely than being a fictional character from a movie
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: micro]
#22263842 - 09/20/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah LSD will definitely take you out of your own reality tunnel for a bit. Maybe take this more "objective" look at yourself and see why you saw yourself that way. Also remember that not EVERYTHING in a psychedelic trip applies in everyday life. Lest you become a nutcase (more than is necessary).
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#22263862 - 09/20/15 08:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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All of OPs posts disgust me.
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: Atreyu]
#22263868 - 09/20/15 08:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow that's a pretty narrow way to look at the world.
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: Atreyu] 1
#22263914 - 09/20/15 09:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Atreyu said: All of OPs posts disgust me.
why is that good sir?
also, I remember seeing your avatar as a movie, hes a fun guy i sent he? oh yes he is, do you like the movie yourself?
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Re: LSD psychosis or is it real? reincartion of Gollum [Re: Atreyu] 1
#22263995 - 09/20/15 09:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Atreyu said: All of OPs posts disgust me.
If you block his sig, his posts aren't so bad
OP- It sounds like you were tripping balls. I wouldn't really consider it psychosis unless you still think you are Gollum now that you've come down.
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