Ok so, some of you may have seen my post on facebook. But here goes. Please note that everything is not included in this report as I could not put it into words. I actually only ate 35 liberty caps but was smoking hash all day also. It was my first trip in two years. most of this trip was actually a bad trip as I had a very bad body feeling for most of it, also thinking I was about to start tripping fully but didnt, then started tripping hard, then started fading and this KEPT repeating. Think it coulda been the smoke imo. Also I ate to try bring myself down off the trip, the food was AMAZING but only made me trip even stronger.
For such a low dose, it actually felt strongest 5 hours after ingestion (like these were some sorta extended release shrooms lol). The whole trip actually lasted at .least. 8 hours. For the first few hours I could not stay still and walked around the small 3x3m room over and over again listening to music. Also in this week and this day I had problems with my girlfriend doing my head in etc which made me uneasy during the trip.
BUT ANYWAY I finally sat down for good and my friend played some 'chillstep', and I HATE dubstep etc but this sounded AMAZING. So I sat down, listened and closed my eyes. I drifted into deep trances with the music.
Up untill a few days ago I always thought that Mushrooms were just stupid trippy old things that make you laugh and change what you see etc. I never closed my eyes and listened to music for all the years that I have eaten them,
So I did for the first time a few days ago and WOW
I mean "WOW" !
They are crazy, they have changed me the way act think and feel in just one trip.
They showed me things I honestly cant even describe in words I may sound crazy but At one point they brought me to another universe where I spent one thousand years (in just a minute) They told me all the wrong things with humanity and society They showed me this 'infinite database' (only way i can say it) of knowledge and information (every single piece of information possible) that is apparently locked inside our brains, we already know EVERYTHING but just cant access this information They showed me the problems in my life, how i can, should and how i will deal with them And most importantly but most crazy of all, it was like I was in the womb with my unborn child who now already knows me because of this, we communicated with each other ONLY through "emotion".
These are only some of the things that happened but the best that happened. I went through other dimensions and universes where there were possibly some other spirits present who were not welcoming but not unwelcoming either.
Not sure if this was all just what happens and the effect of psilocin or was this all actually real?? Truly eye opening
These things are absolutely crazy. Definitely some of the most amazing things I have ever discovered in my life time.
I havent a clue what to think now I am in complete awe is the only word from these
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