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Anonymous #1

Feeling depressed and lonely
    #22260245 - 09/19/15 01:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I haven't had sex in nearly three years now. I am a young adult male with a high sex drive and I feel like I have a tremendous amount of pent up sexual frustration. Every time I get close to taking a girl on a date or developing a relationship with one something goes wrong. I've been stood up, ignored, the whole nine yards and it is really having an impact on my self esteem. I feel like there is something very wrong with me that is turning these girls away.

My parents divorced a couple years ago ehrn I was still in high school and that's been pretty devastating for me. I have a lot of resentment towards my family. I smoke too much pot and have been drinking one or two four lokos a day for a while now. It's the only thing that numbs the pain.

I just woke up actually, tried to force myself to sleep as late as I could to avoid life. I am just not happy. I just really have a lot of affection to give and no one to reciprocate that affection. People say to stop looking for a relationship and focus on you and they will come, but I have found that to be bullshit honestly. Whether I am doing me or actively looking for a girl I have no luck.

Life sucks you guys. Im so alone


Edited by Anonymous (09/19/15 01:51 PM)


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Anonymous #2

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22266310 - 09/20/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I haven't had sex in about three years either, OP.  I like to take naps on the weekend to escape from life.  I smoke tons of pot, but I can't drink anymore.  It's bad for your skin.  I miss whisky.

I am totally alone and at least 1,300 miles away from the nearest family member.  I have two friends that I can count on, but even they've kind of backed off.

I don't even have a steady job and will be totally unemployed at the end of the week.

I agree with you that "you just do you" is total bullshit spoken by people who either want to placate you or are in relationships.

Life does suck.  It's okay to break down and admit it sucks.

The only thing that keeps me going every single day is that life can change in the blink of an eye.

I don't have answers for you, OP, but I can tell you, you're not that alone, at least, in how you feel.  There are plenty of people like us out there.


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Anonymous #3

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #22289790 - 09/25/15 07:16 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Gals can usually sense that feeling of worthlessness and it's a turn off. If we get that pathetic, needy vibe it usually sends most of us running for the hills.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #22301985 - 09/28/15 09:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I feel you man.

I don't really have trouble with girls but I know that feeling of loneliness.

The thing that always sinks my psychedelic trips is the feeling of loneliness. Being alone terrifies me, life and humanity is all about love and unity and it is complete hell to be deprived of any of that. When I do mushrooms that is truly what scares me most, the idea of being isolated and alone without love or any sort of unity with others.

Listen man, you just need to get out there and talk to people. Go to festivals and meet people, you'll find someone soon if try.


Good luck buddy


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Anonymous #5

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #22315394 - 09/30/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I feel very lonely a lot too. I go to college but I commute and don't talk to anyone there. I have three solid friends and that's about it. We've got each other man, at least spiritually


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Anonymous #6

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #22316880 - 09/30/15 11:50 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #3 said:
Gals can usually sense that feeling of worthlessness and it's a turn off. If we get that pathetic, needy vibe it usually sends most of us running for the hills.



Noted.


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Anonymous #7

Re: Feeling depressed and lonely [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22322267 - 10/02/15 06:11 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

rape


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