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So is this normal or am I messed up?
    #22258308 - 09/18/15 09:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

This girl I've been FWBs with for a while wanted to do a MFM three way with me and this other guy she is FWB with. She knows I've never been interested in gay sex so I didn't even tell her that I didn't want there to be any intentional M-M contact but I agreed to do it. We did it a few weeks ago and it was fun, she loved it, and there was nothing I wasn't comfortable with. A little ball slapping when we were DPing her but it was clear that the focus was on her, not the two of us.

We have sex, just she and I, several times in between, a couple of times with her female roommate joining us. Her roommate never full on fucks us, but sometimes she will just watch and masturbate, other times she'll run her fingernails along our bodies while we fuck, and the last time before this next thing I'm going to tell you about, she ran a vibrator along my ass and balls while my FWB and I did 69.

Well tonight my FWB tells me she wants the guy from before to join us again, and since we are kind of normally doing group stuff I said of course. Well this time we were doing 69 again and he starts fucking her ass. His balls are hitting me in the face as he does but it didn't really bother me, and he seemed to notice it was happening and he stopped.

She's really going to town on my dick and it's amazing I'm all caught up in what is happening so I really didn't think about what he was doing after he stopped fucking her ass. I assumed he was probably just jacking off watching us. My FWB sits up, still on my face, and turns around and starts grinding her pussy into my face while she holds the headboard and she's moaning and just really turning me on, and since we were all pretty stoned it took me a few minutes to realize someone is still giving me head.

He had started sucking my cock at some point, and when I realized this I didn't really know what to do so I just ignored it and kept eating my FWB out, but he was doing it really well and started fingering my asshole, too. Not like inside, just putting his finger on my asshole and moving it around. It felt really good and I came really hard, really fast, and almost immediately felt disgusted with myself and ashamed.

When my FWB got off my face he grabbed her and started fucking her. He had her on her knees almost, leaned over the bed, and there wasn't really any way for me to get inside her anywhere the way he had her. I think he did it on purpose, because before long I was standing behind him letting my cock slide back and forth between his ass cheeks while he fucked her. She came and so did he, and since we all had came we all layed on the bed and took a break. After a while my FWB gets up and gives us this look and said she wants to watch us fuck. I flat said I wasn't comfortable with that but before long, I am letting my FWB hold my hands behind my back while the other guy sucks my dick again.

She is getting really turned on and we both fuck her again for a while and eventually it ends with her on bottom and him fucking her with her legs up in the air, and I've got my dick in this guys ass so he's like fucking her and himself at the same time. I must have come half a dozen times.

Now all I want to do is take a shower and forget all this happened. I feel dirty and disgusted with myself for letting it happen because I am not attracted to guys at all, but in the heat of the moment I did all sorts of gay shit just because it felt good. She's texting me about how it was the hottest thing ever and she can't wait to do it again and I don't know if I should just kill myself or what.

What's weird is that the other guy seemed to be just as disgusted with himself when we were getting cleaned up. In the shower I let him wash my cock with soapy hands and I got really hard again really fast, but I didn't want to look at him while he did it, and then when we left he and I left at the same time. I was parked right in front of him on the street, and when he saw I was walking the same direction as him, he sort of hesitated and walked the other direction. Once I was in my car and signaling to pull out, he got into the car right behind me.

So what the fuck. Am I gay? Bi? just fucking stoned? If I'm not gay why did I cum so fast, and if he's gay why did he act like that by the car? What should I do to learn more about all this and if it is normal or how do I get adjusted to what has happened? Should I stop doing this until I get answers or should I do it more to see if I really like it or not? What if I feel worse if I do it again, then what do I do?

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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Anonymous #1] * 2
    #22258313 - 09/18/15 09:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Sheekle] * 2
    #22258346 - 09/18/15 10:00 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I don't like these one word replies you've been giving people lately Sheekle. People look to you, the Dalai Sheekle, for advice, and you taunt them with little more than a drop of you.

It'd be like rubbing a lamp, and having a genie pop out and say you can have ONE wish and it's gotta be worth $500 or less. When people rub you, Sheekle, give them their full 3 wishes.


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Srirachi] * 2
    #22258455 - 09/18/15 10:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

You know the phrase, "a picture is worth a thousand words"? Well, that's somewhat what's going on with the one word replies I give out.


___hrt, is a work of art, you see. Arguably a metaphorical picture if you want to tie it into the thousand words thing.

The fact that "hrt" is missing the only vowel in it symbolizes a light-hearted lack of seriousness behind the reply. I say this, because the idea that someone would miss the key component of a word gives off the impression that not a lot of thought or care was put into typing it.

So, how does a non-serious reply speak a thousand words - one might ask? Well, it's all about context you see.

If I had written a very long answer, with consistent undertones of seriousness, that would indicate that the situation at hand in OP's post is that of the serious variety. But, because I answered in such a short and careless way, it suggests the exact opposite.

You see, there's no need to get all riled up over enjoying some gender-fluidity amidst your crazy sex orgies. It really is as simple as that. People have been exploring their sexuality since the dawn of time, and it's something that should be encouraged in order to retain the adventurous and fruitful existence that we'd all obviously wish to be a part of. How do we know our own boundaries if we never test them? (This concept of testing boundaries obviously goes beyond sexuality, and testing any sort of boundaries should obviously be done with care and proper precautions of course. Boundaries are boundaries for a reason.)

Life is short, sometimes you might find yourself getting slapped in the face with another mans sack, or fucking him in the ass. Pretty sure that's something that's happened billions upon billions of times since the dawn of existence. Sometimes people only do it once or twice in their life, and sometimes they do it hundreds of times.

At the end of the day, it's just another "thing that happens" in this world. If you don't like how it made you feel, then don't do it again. If you did like how it made you feel, then do it again. Taking proper precautions to avoid STD's and keeping mind of things being consensual, of course.


In short - OP - you're just cumhrt. No big deal.


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22258492 - 09/18/15 10:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I think it's normal and healthy to explore your sexuality, don't worry about labels such as gay, staight, bi, etc.  Go with the flow and do what feels good, you will only cause yourself grief by worrying about what to label yourself as.

Of course you're going to feel a bit strange after doing anything you're not accustomed too, this is normal.  If the three of you do this again, maybe talk to your guy friend about how you feel, see how he feels.

The best sex is sex like what you described, raunchy, freaky, no holds barred type shit.:lol:


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Lucis]
    #22259043 - 09/19/15 05:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Not gay. Dirty dirty slut, but not gay.


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22259191 - 09/19/15 07:14 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, conditioning is a bitch. In the end, the question is who you're going to let decide who you are and what you do: the way you feel and what you experience during the action, when raw unfiltered experience is all there is? Or the social conditioning that comes back quite soon after orgasming: hell, I did gay things and enjoyed them! Am I gay? Am i bi? Who am I? This has got to be disgusting...!

Open your mind and life to fluidity and the absence of labeling. Be true to what you enjoy, not to those who tell you what you should and shouldn't enjoy. Be true to your experience, no to concepts imposed from outside for all the wrong reasons. You're just you, and there's no-one you have to respond to about yourself. And with fluidity and openness will come the notion that it's not because you do gay things that you will be gay, or even bi for that matter. You'll still be just yourself. I hope you'll enjoy that.

Hell, MMF is the best sex I've ever had. But then, I've accepted not to label myself quite a while ago, though this took some real work. If I really had to, I'd say I'm bi, but I prefer to just think I'm a sexual being who likes to have sex with other sexual beings.

Best of luck with deciding what you want for yourself.


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Aldous]
    #22259365 - 09/19/15 08:40 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

it sounds like you were having fun, so who cares?

the only thing bothering you is insecurity

labels are for soup cans :V


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22262213 - 09/19/15 09:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

It sounds like you're bisexual. If the feelings of disgust are completely unrelated to how you feel during the actual act, then that's just social conditioning telling you it's wrong. If it's weird at the time there's a chance you just wanted so much to please the girl that you did things you never normally would.

At the end of the day, nothing morally wrong has happened, but if it's going to feel like it has every time you do something like this- and that's not a barrier you can break down- then the emotional conflict just isn't worth it, regardless of how good the actual sex is.

Can you wank to gay porn and achieve orgasm? Can you picture this guy, without the girl involved, and get excited? If not, you may just be twisting your own brain to pieces to try and get what you want (i.e. this girl being happy, excited and satisfied) regardless of the expense to yourself.


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Re: So is this normal or am I messed up? [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #22263019 - 09/20/15 12:35 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Why are you so worried about being gay or your old perceptions and ideas about yourself. You're hurting yourself because you holding onto some old belief about who you are, not who you actually are! What really is going on here? Why are you so resistant to enjoying sharing your body with another man. That doesn't make you gay by the way. "gay" is just a label. You liked it. It sounds like you had an awesome time. Actually, you sound like the fucking man and I aspire to fuck like that.

So let it go, for yourself. I hope you can learn to enjoy what happened and do it again. And I hope you can tell that guy you felt ashamed but realized it's okay and that you were glad it happened.

Keep on fuckin, hero


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