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Bitter Cactus
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: zappaisgod]
#22261633 - 09/19/15 07:11 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: People you meet at random are not what I would call friends.
I ended up living with them for over a month and they helped me get into rehab. We are still really good friends (they are two lesbian chicks)
Most of the people I knew from the drug world are gone though. I am looking forward to meeting new pepes at school.
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zappaisgod
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Like I said
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: zappaisgod]
#22261645 - 09/19/15 07:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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How do you even make friends if you don't meet people randomly?
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Did this lesbian couple have a ton of money to keep their feminine minds interested in their relationship?
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zappaisgod
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Bitter Cactus said: How do you even make friends if you don't meet people randomly?
Really? School, work, through other friends. Those aren't random.
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: zappaisgod]
#22261674 - 09/19/15 07:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bitter Cactus said: How do you even make friends if you don't meet people randomly?
Really? School, work, through other friends. Those aren't random.
I met them randomly as in I was going to court for shit and in the waiting area we struck conversation.
One of them is a reformed tweaker, the other is a reformed crack user. The reformed tweaker knew right away I was high and gave me her number for support and I called her and long story short I am sober now. I owe them my life.
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treatment programs are much more valuable and effective than sticking druggies in jail, just putting that out there.
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Minus the prescribed speed right? What about the sexist comments you made?
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: 404]
#22261684 - 09/19/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I had to be forced into treatment honestly. I would have never gone on my own.
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Bitter Cactus said: How do you even make friends if you don't meet people randomly?
Really? School, work, through other friends. Those aren't random.
I met them randomly as in I was going to court for shit and in the waiting area we struck conversation.
One of them is a reformed tweaker, the other is a reformed crack user. The reformed tweaker knew right away I was high and gave me her number for support and I called her and long story short I am sober now. I owe them my life.
I just can't relate. Sorry. I have done plenty of drugs but I have never been that dumb in my life even as a 15 year old. Like I said, I can't relate to stupid.
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: zappaisgod]
#22261686 - 09/19/15 07:26 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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What I did was stupid. I own it though.
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That is the first step.
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: DustBunny] 1
#22261693 - 09/19/15 07:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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DustBunny said: I assume many addicts turn to methadone/buperenorphine because they truly do wish to avoid the instability, even if methadone doesn't feel very good at all to them. Premeditatively planning to manipulate a doctor into prescribing something seems more comparable to someone lying about their habit to get methadone or buprenorphine for recreational use. Not sure doctor shopping fits well into the lifestyle either Just searching "new doc"-
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Memories said:When i am trying to score a benzo script i try to make myself look very distraught. I will fidget a ton, avoid eye contact, and put myself into the worst anxious thought loops i can. Unfortunately it's not that hard for me to do, but if you make yourself look like you are obviously in pain and just sound emotional and sincere with your description of panic attacks, you are likely to succeed IMO. >I recommend not being on any benzos when you go to the doctor. The realer the anxiety is, the more convinced and understanding the doctor is likely to be.
Same here. I try to make myself look crazy when I try to get them and it did work until my mom spilled the beans to my doc and shit went crazy. I worked the doc so good at the walk in that I had an adderall script just out of my grasp and I lost it once he checked my medical history. I hope finding a new psych can help cause I would benefit from adderall. I remember meth allowed me to relax better, engage in conversations without switching topics, focus on one thing, and it kills my anxiety much better then etizolam until 48 hours into the binge. I always loved meth for the anti anxiety properties. I remember addy causing me anxiety though maybe it's just best to pick up meth one day and make 10mg caps if I can't get pharmaceutical amps. I'd seriously kill a tiger for a fat addy script lolI just realized I haven't watched porn since I stop doing meth cause the best feeling in the world was doing a huge smash with a porn video on in my YMCA room full blast full screen and the images would be so bright it was overwhelming and beautiful and pleasure was just oozing out of my pores. Now watching porn is such a letdown cause on meth each new video is seriously like winning a million dollars it actually feels like you are fucking the chick IRL.
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Bitter Cactus said:Guys! Give me a list of reasons to manipulate my doctor into switching me from lorazapam to clonazI REALLY wanna buy mxe btw its gonna be my new DOC I think. I wish I would of had it before I can't stop reading about it.
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Bitter Cactus said:I'd die for an addy script I'm gonna go to the doc again and find a new psychiatrist.So jealous of you all for having those dank scripts.
Jesus Christ. That's what I figured he was up to, but to actually post about it and then claim he's straight edge. 
Pretty sure OP would score quite high on an assessment of sociopathy. I don't think he has any clue about how distasteful this thread is.
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: koods]
#22261694 - 09/19/15 07:28 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sober people are sociopaths now.
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Not as stupid as being a single 20 year old causing nonsense on a tripping oriented website instead of going out and talking to girls.
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zappaisgod
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You aren't sober
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: zappaisgod]
#22261705 - 09/19/15 07:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am sober.
According to shroomslip or whatever having a coca cola means you are not sober.
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You're not sober. You're an amphetamine addict who makes excuses for his daily use.
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NotSheekle said “if I believed she was 16 I would become unattracted to her”
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considering the sugar and caffeine act on your mesolymbic system, yeah it's kind of a drug.
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Re: I am going straight edge [Re: koods] 2
#22261720 - 09/19/15 07:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Does your doctor know you abused meth?
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