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Bitter Cactus
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OP is clearly just using the xanax to get fucked up. I feel bad for his doctor handing that shit out and OP whipping his dick at him and using the pills for recreation instead of for his anxiety.
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passifloracaerulea



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Nobody's perfect dude.
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Love_spirit
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Benzos aren't any fun at all. I can hardly even feel xanax in high dose. it just fucks up my coordination and speech. You guy's must be nervous nancies.
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Adolin




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lucky bastard.
best i can get is propanalol for pre-flight anxiety. cant even get a regular prescription for beta blockers, let alone xanax 
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Love_spirit said: Benzos aren't any fun at all. I can hardly even feel xanax in high dose. it just fucks up my coordination and speech. You guy's must be nervous nancies.
i assure you, its completely different when you're someone who suffers from constant anxiety.
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sanchothestoner
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Bitter Cactus said: You are way to excited for this.
Use your script as directed by a doctor.
By the way, taking a benzo for "anxiety" is the most common rationalization that all xanax addict have in their early days. One year later they have anxiety all the time and are sucking dick for a few pills just to get by.
You may think you need it all the time but you really don't.
Do not go over what your doctor tells you to take, and only take it if absolutely needed. I get anxious all the fucking time but I do not do xanax. Trust me the rationalizations will bite your in the asshole really quick but good luck I hope your condition improves. If you really need it to function, go ahead and get the script but be aware you are signing your life away to xanax if you do it often enough.
i am just shocked at how easy it happened... but not gonna lie i am excited. i just made some money and trades for some, so now i'm down to emergency only use. which is perfect. i don't need it everyday but there are times where my anxiety fucking cripples me.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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sanchothestoner
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sanchothestoner said: so i went to the psychiatrist because my anxiety has been pretty bad lately, and he scripted me 30 .5mg footballs. pretty fuckin cool. not gonna lie, i'm gonna have some fun tonight. but i'm actually gonna save them for anxiety attacks. i can't believe how easy that was.... he said if xanax didn't work out, we'll try klonopin or valium.
idk i'm just excited about this lol discuss intelligently, or not. i dgaf.
Lol just what your crazy ass needs, a fuckin xanax script. Are you still doing dope too?

nope, haven't done heroin in months. i have actually been doing really well the past few months. i've a few minor slip ups, but nothing too bad.
and dude i have really bad social anxiety. i get really nervous when there's a lot of people around.... it really sucks. like i feel scared sometimes. i hate that feeling.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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sanchothestoner
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CookieCrumbs said: Anxiety attacks suck ass.
But I personally don't believe in just jumping up on a pill to fix everything all the time. There are plenty of ways to control it. But it doesn't work for certain people in certain situations.
Drugs are always a last resort for me 
with the exception of an occasional weeeee 
trust me, man. i've tried a lot of different stuff. only until recently have i become open to meds. i meditate a bit and used to do a lot of yoga, but even then the anxiety was still creeping around me.
ps sorry for the triple post..... i'm really high
edit: so i wouldn't post again, i have plenty of experience with benzos. i used to be addicted to klonopin and xanax for a while, as well as many other drugs. i have been changing my life around, but i'm not gonna lie i took a bit today for fun. i sold quite a bit, so i made money and now only have some for emergencies. perfect.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Achillita
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sanchothestoner said: i'm really high
Same. 
Just curious, what usually triggers your anxiety.
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Re: just got a xanax script [Re: Achillita]
#22254089 - 09/18/15 12:04 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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marijuana usually worsens anxiety
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: just got a xanax script [Re: 404]
#22254124 - 09/18/15 12:16 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I just wanna say though, I have major social anxiety and tough it out.
Xanax is just gonna make your problem way worse long term. You gotta face the anxiety. to overcome it.
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moonrockmushy
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Clearly he doesn't need them he is wheeling and dealing for other drugs.
He's gonna keep it bare minimum. Just bare minimum for anxiety... and fun once in a while... and as a means of acquiring other drugs.
Call me a cynic, but this seems to be headed south pretty quick to me. Funny way of changing your life around. It's always funny when people tell themselves that getting rid of them real quick by selling them and binging will benefit the long run, because now you need to make it work.
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LeningradCowboy
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why are you ppl using short acting xanax to get trough day? feels like idiotism for me. As does eating xanax for fun, you will probaply find yourself addicted and miserable as mentionated. And i`m going to eat my morning meds now that is 2mg of xanor debot and one joint. tried to drink morning beer but it tasted so shitty that i dumbed half of it in sink. Finally have tapered down from 20mg of xanax(fast&debot)+valium+tenox and 24 beer a day to 3 mg debot xanax and 5-8 beers a day atm after opium binge and I¨m working so feeling much better. Used to eat that pharma shit with shovel for decade.....belive me you dont want to go down that road....................
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sanchothestoner
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Re: just got a xanax script [Re: Achillita]
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Achillita said:
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sanchothestoner said: i'm really high
Same. 
Just curious, what usually triggers your anxiety.
mostly social situations. it is really difficult for me to be around a lot of people. like i will seriously feel scared and isolated.
i know my past with drugs..... i'm trying to stay away, but at least it helped with my anxiety. i actually participated in class today.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Can't say i disagree with that.
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sanchothestoner said:
discuss intelligently, or not. i dgaf.
also OP stop copying me
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Re: just got a xanax script [Re: TopPmz]
#22254371 - 09/18/15 02:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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AddyZomeD said: its 11am eleven percocet in meh 2 xannie bars Oxycodone take 2 of these pills an you will feel unreal 
Some random rap son called oxycotton 
Also sancho be careful
That's not even remotely close to the lyrics of Oxycotton.
But yeah, be careful Sancho.
By now its 1:30 am - 11 Percocets just entered me 15 minutes from this second - I'll be crawling on my knees
Scarecrow, scarecrow whats that you popping? A powerful pill they call Oxycontin But it's so tiny, that it catch you dragging Haven't you heard big things come in small packages I prefer the orange's with the black O-C Take two and you cannot move up out your seat
2 separate verses
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sh4d0ws
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From what I can see OP has already used 8 xanax after using MDMA. Posted over in WCA
Just be careful OP. For me xanax never helped anxiety much. I'd say try more traditional healthy methods and do as osculate said and keep them for real emergencies only.
But considering you went through nearly 1/3 your months supply in a night I don't know you'll have any left for the emergencies.
Rebound anxiety after doing benzos long enough and then running out of the shit will be ten fold what it was to begin with and you'll be back where you started.
edit: I didn't realize he got scripted 30 0.5 mg....so from what I read he's gone through 11.5 mg tonight making him have like less than ten pills left.
Sancho I thought you was gonna use em responsibly?
Edited by sh4d0ws (09/18/15 03:22 AM)
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sanchothestoner
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Re: just got a xanax script [Re: sh4d0ws]
#22254670 - 09/18/15 06:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah but it's whatever. made money, i have enough xan for when i need them.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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moonrockmushy
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Well here's hoping that your anxiety is more manageable than your doctor planned for.
I'm curious, do they drug test you for that if you go in for refills?
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sanchothestoner
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no ckue. i should be fine, just weed
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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