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Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time
    #22251787 - 09/17/15 03:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

So yesterday I got fucked for the first time, with a condom. I've been having gay thoughts for several months so I had to act on it. It went well (I'm not gay but a bit bi at times) and I don't really have regrets, or maybe I'm suppressing them. He was 40, met on craigslst, rich as fuck (nice house, 3 dogs, and a relatively new jaguar convertible). He helped me sort some things out and I think I'm happy that happened. I may be asexual or bisexual, but not straight or gay.

I'm just worried about STDs. He said he was clean, he looked fine and he used a condom. I'll get tested in 12 weeks but until then I'll just be paranoid I guess

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22251842 - 09/17/15 03:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Things!

No but really OP, I think the odds of you having contracted an STI from that encounter are pretty damn low. If the guy looked clean in other aspects of his life, he's probably clean sexually as well. You used a condom, which is your best layer of defense. Did you provide or request the condom, or did he? Because if he did, that's probably a habit of his, therefore making him less likely to be an STI-laden mess.

You were smart to get the testing going, but put yourself at ease. I'm sure they will come back negative.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: r.lutece]
    #22252269 - 09/17/15 05:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

How was it?


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Black_Sunset]
    #22252953 - 09/17/15 07:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

You're fine. You did everything right. It's not worth getting tested after an experience like this.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1] * 6
    #22253088 - 09/17/15 08:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Not to sound pessimistic, but you might be pregnant.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: jahrastafareye] * 1
    #22253751 - 09/17/15 10:27 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Aww yiss motherfucken gay sex


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: koods]
    #22253763 - 09/17/15 10:28 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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You're fine. You did everything right. It's not worth getting tested after an experience like this.




I'm a student so it'd be free, I don't think it'd hurt-- I had sex with a slut once, probably should get tested lol


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22254754 - 09/18/15 07:01 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds hot

Glad you enjoyed

Also if want a powerful.sex drive :lifter:

Itlle make ya wanna cream day in and day out


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: jahrastafareye]
    #22256613 - 09/18/15 03:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: The Doobie Dude]
    #22259617 - 09/19/15 10:30 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

why are you worried about std's?

you were safe

hell, I never am and i'm still clean somehow

you're fine. good luck


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #2] * 2
    #22286588 - 09/24/15 11:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I just don't want to be gay. I think I only resorted to this because I'm depressed and lonely. Women are physically beautiful but sometimes I just want to be fucked. I don't know what to do... I have twisted sexual repressions and they are driving me mad.

Please don't judge to harsh here: nsfw warning



I just recently got over my Oedipus problem. From 13+18 I often fantasized about my mother. From 10 to present day I still get really into beastality. And then I was fucked by a random dude on Craigslist, I practically just wanted to be used. I just want to feel normal. I hate this. My only encounter with a girl 2 years ago ended in me not even getting hard until after she gave up and the mood was killed. If a dime laid down in front of me, I'd probably not even know what to do... Only twisted shit turns me on. Social hierarchy is seethrough to me, I can see people's motives at their most basic level due to overanalyzation. I'd really just like to get back onto the normal boat. I'm good looking, kind and sad. So dull. But only when you get to know me would you realize it


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1] * 1
    #22286611 - 09/24/15 11:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

well, at least you are being honest with yourself

you sound more masochistic than gay

the oedipus thing i haven't a clue, but if it's gone who cares


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: micro]
    #22286773 - 09/25/15 12:37 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Don't feel so abnormal for "wanting to be used;" it's a lot more common than you think. There's a reason that rape fantasy porn exists. Some people just want to submit sometimes, nothing wrong with it. Beastiality, though not socially acceptable, is another form of submission. The urge to give into an animalistic drive, to be dominated, etc. It really isn't so uncommon. You know what I would suggest? Look up pegging if you don't know what it is, see if that might be something that interests you.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: r.lutece]
    #22287822 - 09/25/15 10:30 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Definitely not into pegging... I used to fantasize about teachers or neighbors or any older woman coming into my house and-- again-- using me for their own pleasure. Recently its just turned gay though. I find nothing attractive about a man besides the idea that he wants to get his rocks off. Goddamn human condition. Women are beautiful-- practical works of art-- the desire of man is something else


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22301912 - 09/28/15 09:27 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Op budding sexuality can be fluid and change through life. It's real common in women especially. So you like being used? Who cares. Don't let people pigeon hole you into a label you like what you like but don't hate yourself for how you feel.

The Oedipus and beastiality stuff may very well just be you getting turned on by fucked up shit but not something you'd ever act on.

An example..... I had a friend who was molested. He was terrified of kids because he got it in his head that since he was molested he'd molest kids if he ever hung around them. Totally silly way of thinking but you couldn't tell him otherwise.

Well I took him with me on a field trip at my sisters school. He didn't wanna get out of the car I had to drag him out physically it was a whole scene. I assured him I'd be around and keep an eye out.

Well we had a blast at the zoo he got some real interaction with a shit load of kids and realized his fears were irrational had no desire or thoughts or anything kid related. That was like 4 years ago and I've asked him a couple times since out of curiosity he says nothing no thoughts fears nothing. And I quote "I was afraid of flying sharks, they don't exist."

Also side note op......you may also realize over time you actually are gay....don't sweat it man once you get over the self hate and guilt its a pretty normal life. :highfive:


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Rewindicus] * 1
    #22302943 - 09/28/15 01:39 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

sounds like you need those worries pounded right out of that tight little ass of yours op.

seriously though, i wouldn't sweat it. just do what you feel and try not to worry about labels. linking behavior to identity, especially in the case of sexuality, is a relic of the late nineteenth century during the birth of psychology. the greeks engaged in all sorts of behavior we would try to label as gay (and criminal, if we are being completely honest here), but they never used that behavior to construct an identify. there's something deeply profound about that.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22304352 - 09/28/15 06:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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So yesterday I got fucked for the first time, with a condom. I've been having gay thoughts for several months so I had to act on it. It went well (I'm not gay but a bit bi at times) and I don't really have regrets, or maybe I'm suppressing them. He was 40, met on craigslst, rich as fuck (nice house, 3 dogs, and a relatively new jaguar convertible). He helped me sort some things out and I think I'm happy that happened. I may be asexual or bisexual, but not straight or gay.

I'm just worried about STDs. He said he was clean, he looked fine and he used a condom. I'll get tested in 12 weeks but until then I'll just be paranoid I guess

Say things to me :sun:




Some STDs are visible some are invisible.

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Patlal]
    #22310534 - 09/29/15 07:41 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Ha ha. Rich. Jaguar does not equal rich. OP, you can't judge a book by it's cover. But I'm sure you're fine. Good luck


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Patlal]
    #22311026 - 09/29/15 09:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

If magic johnson can catch gay fever, anyone can.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: jahrastafareye]
    #22311219 - 09/29/15 10:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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If magic johnson can catch gay fever, anyone can.



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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur] * 1
    #22312524 - 09/30/15 05:45 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You sound a lot like me man. Are you sure you're not just a sex addict? Do you watch a lot of porn? Porn and repression don't go well together - you end up seeking out some of the REALLY hardcore stuff, and naturally from there you just start to go, 'fuck it, what's it like to be the woman?' ... anything that stirs you up and seems exotic and new.

I had some gay experiences after many years of porn and repression and I really regret it. It didn't feel right while it was happening, it wasn't like I imagined. I have nothing against gay people I might even stick up for them if given the opportunity but that stuff is totally weird and unnatural to me now. What's changed? Well I'm no longer depressed, for one thing. For another I actually WENT OUTSIDE and noticed I'd never look at a dude, and that I was checking out every hot girl and getting fired up. gg staying isolated for so long and getting delusional.

I recommend normalizing your life - less porn, more social and outdoors activity, more talking to or at least shaping up so you get attention from women, that will make you realise what you are - if you love the attention, and you go wild inside for them, you have just been through a weird patch in your life and you're a heterosexual, and should start getting onto your dreams of love.

If you don't really enjoy the attention and don't feel quite wild and overpowering feelings, go get fucking gang banged and swallow their loads. Stop at nothing. You deserve a good sexual life. Don't deny yourself.

Either way, I wouldn't judge you. There are lots of open-minded people like me, the only people that really matter.

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #22312525 - 09/30/15 05:48 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Actually don't swallow their loads you'll probably get AIDS.

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: micro]
    #22317551 - 10/01/15 06:17 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

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why are you worried about std's?

you were safe

hell, I never am and i'm still clean somehow

you're fine. good luck




Same i never use condoms and i still get tested and have never had an std or the worst one of all. Pregnancy.

Nice op i recently fucked and got fucked by a trans girl. I met off cl. Im not attracted to men personally and she was feminine in every aspect. Actually dated for a little while i thought we were gonna date for a long time. But she turned out to be physically and emotionally abusive so it is what it is. Was an experience though I'd try it again. :shrug:


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
    #22319921 - 10/01/15 04:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

She turned  out to be that way? :frown:
Im sorry man


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
    #22321166 - 10/01/15 08:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Ya she pushed me down a flight of stairs and hit me upside the head with a log she grabbed from the fire when we were camping, it makes me sad i miss her a lot and have to walk by her house every day. When things were good they were great. But we shouldnt be fighting like that only 2 months. Plus god damn that girl could cook. Oh well i guess im bummed but its for the best.

When wed start arguing over literally the smallest dumbest bullshit shed always tell me she hates me and how worthless i am. I set her aside one day and told her please dont tell me you hate me. I dont care what else you say to me but my parwents used to do that. It really hurts me.

All in all it suckes i loved her and i miss her every day but it is what it is i guess. Cant win em all ill be alright. And hope ahefinds whatever it is that shes looking for.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
    #22321186 - 10/01/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Thats shitty..

some people man

if it helps
im alone mentally and horny aswell

I feel your pain


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #22321360 - 10/01/15 09:43 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Ya man i finally felt a little less alone. Was cool and funny as fuck we had a lot of fun this summer. I dont get it :shrug:

Lots of camping and good times i wouldnt have had otherwise and im not from here and dont have a car.

Oh well i guess. :shrug:

But im not going to be treated like shit i have too much self respect than that. Id rather be alone,


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
    #22321370 - 10/01/15 09:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Some people are just negative  loons
Yeah you dont deserv  that anger :sad:

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #22339975 - 10/06/15 07:30 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I'm freaking out, I started feeling sick yesterday and thought it was just a day thing, went to sleep with a headache and now woke up with a headache. I don't have a fever, but I'm cold, my joints are sore and my head hurts


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1] * 1
    #22339983 - 10/06/15 07:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Settle down. It's that time of year when yuckies are in the air


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur]
    #22340144 - 10/06/15 08:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I never get sick though... Fuck I hate this I wish I could just find out

I specifically never get headaches, straight up never


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22340180 - 10/06/15 08:48 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Well you're stressing yourself out.
I never get sick either, but i was last week. Maybe you should go see a counselor because you're beating yourself up over this, and that's not healthy.
I've never had gay sex, but I've done some nasty things sexually. Trust me, you won't feel dirty forever. Or if you do, you'll learn to embrace it.
Try to focus on something else. Like someone else posted early on in this thread, you're probably a sex addict. You need to focus on other things.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22340217 - 10/06/15 08:58 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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I'm freaking out, I started feeling sick yesterday and thought it was just a day thing, went to sleep with a headache and now woke up with a headache. I don't have a fever, but I'm cold, my joints are sore and my head hurts



Relax,
A few times, during anal sex or something I had a slight *sick* feeling, it mainly stimmed from sexual pleasure being so intense I almost felt like I was gonna puke :lol:


Relax man, inner peace is a good tool


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur]
    #22340234 - 10/06/15 09:05 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Lol me, a sex addict... No-- my brain just hurts and I'm insecure about a lot of things. Fuckin 20something angst, and now on top of this I am over thinking the situation. I do appreciate your help through this

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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22340286 - 10/06/15 09:25 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Life is shit. And life is gold. It's what you make it


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22340342 - 10/06/15 09:45 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

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Lol me, a sex addict... No-- my brain just hurts and I'm insecure about a lot of things. Fuckin 20something angst, and now on top of this I am over thinking the situation. I do appreciate your help through this

Honestly life is shit, the reason I stick around is to play guitar. And I'm not saying that because I'm ashamed



Dude being bisexual or even full on homo is nothing to be ashamed of,
fuck most of society.

If you want violently aroused gay butt sex with other men, then go for it.

Don't hide your inner self if your that way, once you accept yourself for who you are. You will much happier,

No need to freak out, just think about your life deeply tonight, reflect and listen to your inner voice, what do you really like? what do wanna do, where do you see yourself,  your place in life etc


Just relax and reflect  :egyptian:


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
    #22340929 - 10/06/15 12:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Miscommunication, I'm not ashamed. The wording was fucked up. I just want to come out of this without anything different to my body


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22340993 - 10/06/15 12:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

i really wouldn't worry about the sick thing. my allergies have been KILLING ME lately. the air quality in my neck of the woods is just terrible right now.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: millzy]
    #22349150 - 10/08/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

My head still hurts everytime I shift my eyes


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22350466 - 10/08/15 03:02 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You just need to get fucked again. You don't have aids.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: koods] * 2
    #22350845 - 10/08/15 04:43 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

^^^^Listen to this faggot^^^^ He knows gay shit.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Atrium]
    #22352392 - 10/08/15 10:45 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:lolsy:


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #22354810 - 10/09/15 02:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

called a headache


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
    #22358122 - 10/10/15 09:04 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Not only that, but stress wears on your immune system. It's actually possible you literally worried yourself sick.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: r.lutece]
    #22380839 - 10/14/15 09:00 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Ya man don't stress it. How do you know you don't like something unless you try it. I chose a transgender that looked perfectly feminine. As I'm just not really attracted to dudes. But don't feel ashamed or anything. Don't knock it til you try it. I personally missed the pussy as I love it but who knows if I met the right person id do it again,

Don't sexually inhibit yourself who cares.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: jahrastafareye]
    #25232380 - 05/27/18 04:43 PM (5 years, 7 months ago)

Sheesh.  I wanted to say, in this (old) discussion of gay sex:

Those of you who are proud masuline men:  Women are cute, and (but) I think guys have a special renationship with what we're talking about here.  To get into it:

A cock can be a proud thing;  very nice looking, representing the life and love of everyone.  Sometimes, representing the life and love of those who have not been comfortable with women.  Not to denigrate femaleness, but sometimes a trip can encompass maleness, and male beauty, and be great.

This didn't sound as great as I thought it would when I started, but these are just my random thoughts.  Thanks for listening.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: DWalker09]
    #25232384 - 05/27/18 04:47 PM (5 years, 7 months ago)

Guys who don't like to see a cock on someone else: 

Do you not like the phallic shape?  YOU have a cock.  Is your own cok ugly, or a sense of pride?  Can you accept a cock as a visualization of masculine, sexy energy? 

If so, you should realize that all guys' cocks are a manifestation of all cocks, and all cocks are part of the universal sexual energy.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: DWalker09]
    #25232388 - 05/27/18 04:52 PM (5 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

DWalker09 said:
Those of you who are proud masuline men:  Women are cute, and (but) I think guys have a special renationship with what we're talking about here.



I'm a proud masculine man, and pretty humans are pretty humans (anatomy included), but all ain't for all. I've had 0 desire in my whole life to have a 'special relationship' with another male.

I say go wild with whatever is your thing though. Long as we aint hurting anyone, then it's alllllllll gravy.


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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #25237488 - 05/30/18 01:47 AM (5 years, 7 months ago)

After sucking some dick I found a new respect for it.


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