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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: jahrastafareye]
#22311219 - 09/29/15 10:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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jahrastafareye said: If magic johnson can catch gay fever, anyone can.
QFT
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur] 1
#22312524 - 09/30/15 05:45 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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You sound a lot like me man. Are you sure you're not just a sex addict? Do you watch a lot of porn? Porn and repression don't go well together - you end up seeking out some of the REALLY hardcore stuff, and naturally from there you just start to go, 'fuck it, what's it like to be the woman?' ... anything that stirs you up and seems exotic and new.
I had some gay experiences after many years of porn and repression and I really regret it. It didn't feel right while it was happening, it wasn't like I imagined. I have nothing against gay people I might even stick up for them if given the opportunity but that stuff is totally weird and unnatural to me now. What's changed? Well I'm no longer depressed, for one thing. For another I actually WENT OUTSIDE and noticed I'd never look at a dude, and that I was checking out every hot girl and getting fired up. gg staying isolated for so long and getting delusional.
I recommend normalizing your life - less porn, more social and outdoors activity, more talking to or at least shaping up so you get attention from women, that will make you realise what you are - if you love the attention, and you go wild inside for them, you have just been through a weird patch in your life and you're a heterosexual, and should start getting onto your dreams of love.
If you don't really enjoy the attention and don't feel quite wild and overpowering feelings, go get fucking gang banged and swallow their loads. Stop at nothing. You deserve a good sexual life. Don't deny yourself.
Either way, I wouldn't judge you. There are lots of open-minded people like me, the only people that really matter.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #3]
#22312525 - 09/30/15 05:48 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Actually don't swallow their loads you'll probably get AIDS.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: micro]
#22317551 - 10/01/15 06:17 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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micro said: why are you worried about std's?
you were safe
hell, I never am and i'm still clean somehow
you're fine. good luck
Same i never use condoms and i still get tested and have never had an std or the worst one of all. Pregnancy.
Nice op i recently fucked and got fucked by a trans girl. I met off cl. Im not attracted to men personally and she was feminine in every aspect. Actually dated for a little while i thought we were gonna date for a long time. But she turned out to be physically and emotionally abusive so it is what it is. Was an experience though I'd try it again.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
#22319921 - 10/01/15 04:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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She turned out to be that way?  Im sorry man
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
#22321166 - 10/01/15 08:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ya she pushed me down a flight of stairs and hit me upside the head with a log she grabbed from the fire when we were camping, it makes me sad i miss her a lot and have to walk by her house every day. When things were good they were great. But we shouldnt be fighting like that only 2 months. Plus god damn that girl could cook. Oh well i guess im bummed but its for the best.
When wed start arguing over literally the smallest dumbest bullshit shed always tell me she hates me and how worthless i am. I set her aside one day and told her please dont tell me you hate me. I dont care what else you say to me but my parwents used to do that. It really hurts me.
All in all it suckes i loved her and i miss her every day but it is what it is i guess. Cant win em all ill be alright. And hope ahefinds whatever it is that shes looking for.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
#22321186 - 10/01/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thats shitty..
some people man
if it helps im alone mentally and horny aswell
I feel your pain
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD] 1
#22321360 - 10/01/15 09:43 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ya man i finally felt a little less alone. Was cool and funny as fuck we had a lot of fun this summer. I dont get it 
Lots of camping and good times i wouldnt have had otherwise and im not from here and dont have a car.
Oh well i guess. 
But im not going to be treated like shit i have too much self respect than that. Id rather be alone,
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Enjoywho]
#22321370 - 10/01/15 09:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Some people are just negative loons Yeah you dont deserv that anger 
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD] 1
#22339975 - 10/06/15 07:30 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm freaking out, I started feeling sick yesterday and thought it was just a day thing, went to sleep with a headache and now woke up with a headache. I don't have a fever, but I'm cold, my joints are sore and my head hurts
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1] 1
#22339983 - 10/06/15 07:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Settle down. It's that time of year when yuckies are in the air
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur]
#22340144 - 10/06/15 08:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I never get sick though... Fuck I hate this I wish I could just find out
I specifically never get headaches, straight up never
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22340180 - 10/06/15 08:48 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well you're stressing yourself out. I never get sick either, but i was last week. Maybe you should go see a counselor because you're beating yourself up over this, and that's not healthy. I've never had gay sex, but I've done some nasty things sexually. Trust me, you won't feel dirty forever. Or if you do, you'll learn to embrace it. Try to focus on something else. Like someone else posted early on in this thread, you're probably a sex addict. You need to focus on other things.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22340217 - 10/06/15 08:58 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: I'm freaking out, I started feeling sick yesterday and thought it was just a day thing, went to sleep with a headache and now woke up with a headache. I don't have a fever, but I'm cold, my joints are sore and my head hurts
Relax, A few times, during anal sex or something I had a slight *sick* feeling, it mainly stimmed from sexual pleasure being so intense I almost felt like I was gonna puke 
Relax man, inner peace is a good tool
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: azur]
#22340234 - 10/06/15 09:05 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Lol me, a sex addict... No-- my brain just hurts and I'm insecure about a lot of things. Fuckin 20something angst, and now on top of this I am over thinking the situation. I do appreciate your help through this
Honestly life is shit, the reason I stick around is to play guitar. And I'm not saying that because I'm ashamed
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22340286 - 10/06/15 09:25 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Life is shit. And life is gold. It's what you make it
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22340342 - 10/06/15 09:45 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: Lol me, a sex addict... No-- my brain just hurts and I'm insecure about a lot of things. Fuckin 20something angst, and now on top of this I am over thinking the situation. I do appreciate your help through this
Honestly life is shit, the reason I stick around is to play guitar. And I'm not saying that because I'm ashamed
Dude being bisexual or even full on homo is nothing to be ashamed of, fuck most of society.
If you want violently aroused gay butt sex with other men, then go for it.
Don't hide your inner self if your that way, once you accept yourself for who you are. You will much happier,
No need to freak out, just think about your life deeply tonight, reflect and listen to your inner voice, what do you really like? what do wanna do, where do you see yourself, your place in life etc
Just relax and reflect
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
#22340929 - 10/06/15 12:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Miscommunication, I'm not ashamed. The wording was fucked up. I just want to come out of this without anything different to my body
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22340993 - 10/06/15 12:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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i really wouldn't worry about the sick thing. my allergies have been KILLING ME lately. the air quality in my neck of the woods is just terrible right now.
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Re: Settle my nerves -- had gay sex for the first time [Re: millzy]
#22349150 - 10/08/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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My head still hurts everytime I shift my eyes
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