This was my third time doing mushies. First time I took 1g and had the most intense trip. Second time I took 2.5 and had a crazy trip but not as intense as the first. This was my third trip (seemed the most mild at 3.5g) but I spoke to God.
I took them around 6pm with dinner. It took a long time to kick in (mild affects for about 4 hours). The most interesting thing that happened to me in the first 4 hours is where I closed my eyes and left my body - I was now little boy (someone else) that had lost his mother. I started to get really scared. A few minutes later I was an pregnant alien female and was experiencing how her body felt and her emotions. The last thing I remember from this mini trip was being a piece of wood that was about to get carved. I remember asking myself "what do I do when I'm a piece of wood" and something told me "nothing - people do things with you - i.e. make stuff from you)". I started to snap out of it because I felt like I hadn't been human in so long that I went over to my gf and tried to wake her up. I started to see snakes when I closed my eyes and was worried I wouldn't be able to find my body again - that was a dark time but short lived.
About 5 hours into the trip I peaked. I left my body, and had a conversation with God. He showed me how everything in the universe is infinite and based on fractals. Lessons I learnt:
1) God is not a person - it is an intelligence that is in everything: trees, mammals, rocks etc (sense of one-ness) 2) God is not bothered by what individuals do any more than we are concerned about what any individual cell in our body is doing as long as the overall system is working 3) Everyone/thing is important but at the same time insignificant at a universal level (would it make a difference if a cell in your body died? Probably not but it would if they all did!) 4) Humans are such a small piece of the universe. We all over estimate our importance but God views us not as individuals but the ideas that we attach ourselves to (truth, peace, love). 5) Everything in the universe is inherently self-organizing even when it seems there is disorder, it is in the nature of the universe to implement means to minimize disorder (think of antibodies, law enforcement etc). 6) Ideas (truth, peace, love etc) are more 'alive' to God than individuals. That is, if you were to zoom out and look at our world one level higher than human life, you would look at the ideas that it generated. That is: microscopic cells > simple organisms > complex organisms (humans/animals etc) > ideas@the planet level 7) On the topic of death: you have existed before your human form, and you will exist after you leave your human body but the experience will be different - there are personalities that are very human like at all levels of existence
This lasted for 5 real minutes, but felt like at least an hour. It was extremely peaceful. When I came out of this experience I was almost completely sober and the affects of the mushrooms had almost worn off completely.
If I told this to anyone that hasn't had a trip before I'm certain they'd think I was crazy! Anyways, I hope some of you can enjoy this and maybe relate or share similar experiences?
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Man I hope my next trip is as enlightening as yours was sounds amazing
-------------------- Trade List I won't bow to something that I've never seen, Can't believe in something that doesn't believe in me, I'm not blood of your blood, I'm no son of your god, I have no faith in your faith, Still I find salvation.
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