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mollymadman
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Life loophole, avoid making lunch.
#22238686 - 09/14/15 09:15 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I figured it out today. The trick is to microdose "mdma" throughout the day at work. The thing here is that you aren't hungry at lunch and don't need to make it. Sure its not sustainable, but in a pinch it works wonders. It's amazing how not hungry I am after this I could go days with nothing but molls and wine and maybe some triscuits. Makes life easy. Also makes time go by faster and helps with the soul crushing realization that your life is boring.
I think microdosing is the way to go. No comedown, no crash, just good vibes and then tiredness. And if I start to feel shitty I just drink wine and pass out. Lol its a real good way to live I suggest it to everyone. Just don't try and get fucked up, microdosing isn't about that. It's just enhancement. I don't see a problem continuing this indefinitely
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238781 - 09/14/15 09:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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This is possibly the worst idea you could ever have.
The real trick is to dose a solid dose of MDMA once a month at the very most, ideally 3-4 times per year. And don't re-dose beyond the 90 minute mark.
You are setting yourself up for some serious depression and ruining the MDMA exprience.
I've been there, done that, not worth it. Methylone was a beast as well since it had less residual come-down in the days after. It sounds like you just like uppers. Try to fake some ADD and get a script for Adderall, Vyvanse, even Ritalin.
Anything but doing MDMA daily. Even "micro-dosing." I once met a girl that told me she "prescribed herself 100mg of MDMA a day" and she was literally one of the most burnt people I've ever met. You could hear in her voice how burnt out she was. I didn't ask if she took the 100 mg at once or if she "micro-dosed" throughout the day, but either way FUCK THAT. If you value you're ability to make coherent sentences/speak without slurring and being able to remember words, stay away from MDMA every day.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: MrBlueYoMind]
#22238792 - 09/14/15 09:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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how can you afford to high on mdma all day everyday? what kind of work do you do?
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mollymadman
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: MrBlueYoMind]
#22238797 - 09/14/15 09:41 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I dunno man I usually gotta learn lessons the hard way. I only have 2 and a half caps left so I shouldn't go too crazy with it. It feels really good tho. Like I don't see a problem . depression is all in your mind. If you have nothing to be depressed about then life is good.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238819 - 09/14/15 09:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're gonna have something to be depressed about when you have no more seretonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine. Trust me. It's science. Stop doing what you're doing, it will only end in misery. Garunteed. By science. And neurochemistry.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238822 - 09/14/15 09:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Kinko said: how can you afford to high on mdma all day everyday? what kind of work do you do?
Jesus this doesn't wanna work for me...
OK try number 3.
Microdosing is cheap, a gram of m is 60 dollars and that's enough for like a week. It's really not that expensive. Plus it makes my head right. Makes me focus on the positives.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman] 1
#22238829 - 09/14/15 09:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're just frying your brain dude. Mdma doesn't work like that.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: FractalMind]
#22238830 - 09/14/15 09:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
FractalMind said: You're gonna have something to be depressed about when you have no more seretonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine. Trust me. It's science. Stop doing what you're doing, it will only end in misery. Garunteed. By science. And neurochemistry.
Fuck science I can overcome that with mindpower and lsd. There's a drug for every ailment, just gotta know how to use em'
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238844 - 09/14/15 09:52 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm curious to see how this turns out for you. Please keep us posted
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238849 - 09/14/15 09:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You enjoy the feeling but if you abuse it, it will lose it's magic.
And depression isn't just simple sadness. It also comes with lack of motivation, lethargy, mental fog, irrational sensitivity.
And yes, life is good.
However, if you feel like you want or desire to do a serotonin releasing drug daily then you probably have some form of depression.
Consider what you wrote: "The soul-crushing realization that your life is boring." "Time goes by faster..." These words don't sound like someone who believes life is good. "If I start to feel shitty I just drink wine and pass out." "I don't even have to eat..."
You're going to do what you want to do. I have some of the same problems, but I wouldn't ever go back to attempting to medicate them with MDMA on any sort of daily basis. Once a week is still excessive and will really show it's side effects and lose it's magic after a while. Some really good memories tho (the ones I can remember). The early days of rolling were absolutely astonishing. Now it's just another buzz. I still love it tho!
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: FractalMind]
#22238850 - 09/14/15 09:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lol oh I will. I'll run out of molls before it becomes a problem tho. Sorry for the disappointment.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: MrBlueYoMind]
#22238858 - 09/14/15 09:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MrBlueYoMind said: You enjoy the feeling but if you abuse it, it will lose it's magic.
And depression isn't just simple sadness. It also comes with lack of motivation, lethargy, mental fog, irrational sensitivity.
And yes, life is good.
However, if you feel like you want or desire to do a serotonin releasing drug daily then you probably have some form of depression.
Consider what you wrote: "The soul-crushing realization that your life is boring." "Time goes by faster..." These words don't sound like someone who believes life is good. "If I start to feel shitty I just drink wine and pass out." "I don't even have to eat..."
You're going to do what you want to do. I have some of the same problems, but I wouldn't ever go back to attempting to medicate them with MDMA on any sort of daily basis. Once a week is still excessive and will really show it's side effects and lose it's magic after a while. Some really good memories tho (the ones I can remember). The early days of rolling were absolutely astonishing. Now it's just another buzz.
Shit man I know that you're right. But for now it's working out well. I've been abusing it for like 6 mths and I'm still feeling the magic. Maybe I'm different.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238872 - 09/14/15 09:58 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm sorry if I came off as an asshole, I am concerned for you because I went through a phase of doing moll for weeks at a time and I almost killed myself because of the depression. Do yourself a favor and stop taking more, find a hobby, spend some time outside, go see a show, those are the beautiful things in life, not abusing mdma. It is a great tool, but it can be a horrible drug.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: mollymadman]
#22238940 - 09/14/15 10:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I stopped for a year or two because it wasn't having the same "OMG!!!" effect. It still doesn't have the "OMG!!!!" effect. I get empathy from it and a nice body high, but the novelty is no longer there. I rarely get nystagmus either, and the MDMA I get is goooooood. Also lights don't halo like they used to. Then again I dose more reasonably than I used to, I try to keep it under 300 mg in a night and don't try to turn the 4-5 hour high that is MDMA into an 9-12 hour high like I used to either. Makes the week after much more manageable.
With MDMA, less is more. If you insist on chemically altering your reality, I'd try subbing 2c-B on the weekend so you can space out the MDMA and still get the phenethylamine body high and some empathic effects. And if you truly feel like using daily then anti-depressants might be a good tool, but they will have an effect on MDMA and psychedelics.
I personally don't like the idea of needing to do a drug every day to get through the day so I find other ways to cope with life like going on walks, picking up litter, talking to friends, listening to music, writing lyrics, and reading on the SHROOMERY. Life IS beautiful. Just look at the sky, the trees, breathe in the air and feel the wind on your skin. It's fucking amazing.
The most important part of a drug experience other than set/setting is to integrate the experience into your life. When you're sober just imitate the way MDMA makes you feel and think. Do your best to remember the revelations you have and then put them into practice. Life is truly what you make it.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: MrBlueYoMind]
#22239053 - 09/14/15 10:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm going to skip the whole thread and just say, why don't you make yourself a healthy lunch you can take with you?
Meal plan and go grocery shopping. It isn't hard, and if you do it right it isn't really all that expensive either.
MDMA, even in microdose amounts would surely be more expensive, also why would you want to do that to yourself?
MDMA IMO is not going to be very beneficial at all after a day or two of microdosing. At that point you also may be tempted to up your dose for more effects, ultimately costing more money and making me totally misunderstand what the point of this is.
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Re: Life loophole, avoid making lunch. [Re: sh4d0ws]
#22239240 - 09/14/15 11:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bro we already told you that MDMA you have is meth. You're hooked now bro.
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