for me deja vu is normally a fleeting moment, recently i had a long one in an airport. it could be a crazy coincidence, the mescaline, or.
before we left for santiago my father had the fine idea of brewing up some tea of leftover pulp from the saturday ceremony
the ceremony was powerful without many colors but a rainbow wasnt necessary
i was able to put mescaline shaped pieces of clouds together like a puzzle while blotches of blackish blue light would randomly appear rapidly pulsating, make the stars dance every which way, felt like i was creating stars, seeing what looks like a star materialize i never felt so powerful.
amazingly i could clearly see the circling condor and hawks shadows on the clouds, it was so small and responsive to every movement, couldnt believe how easily my eyes saw every detail, laughed in my astoundment. i saw the snake again but in the form of a cloud this time not colored energy, a baby grasping the sky, and many other fleeting images.
a Buddhalike face but with no eyes stuck out, staring into it was powerful, there was an instinctual reaction to look away but i held the gaze until one of my companions snapped me out of it , the feeling of something all powerful all knowing was unshakable
i saw the starlike object again, only saw it before during cactus for the first time. it looks exactly like a star but starts at one extreme of the sky and moves slowly and steadily to the other into the black
my father says its a satellite but i dont believe that, anyone know if satellites can be seen with the naked eye? and if so how could it produce as much light as a star while moving across the sky
i got to the airport 5 hours early because my father had a meeting, by then i was feeling nicely in tune with the mescaline vibration.
a large mug of the tea was just enough where if i focus hard enough interesting things can happen but otherwise can carry on like a normal person
the ticket counter wasnt open until 3 hours before the flight
while pushing my luggage cart outside a flatbrim wearing short skinny bearded white guy says something quick in spanish obviously asking for my cart, i say ahh no.
right away i get deja vu, a clear memory being put on replay, it feels alot stranger when other people are involved
after that the entire trip felt deja vuey, somethings do stand out
i proceeded to waste time on shroomery, the one thing i remember was reading asantes thread about the 4 snake entities
Quote:
THE SERPENT WITH ONE HEAD AND ONE TAIL. (Oneness that begets Oneness, smaller Om) This is the smaller Goodness. It is the Goodness that exists within the Oneness (collapsed) state of the Universe, benevolent stagnance.
THE SERPENT WITH TWO HEADS AND ONE TAIL (Duality that begets Oneness, greater Om) This is the Greater Goodness. It is the Goodness that exists in the Duality that unifies Dualities into Oneness. It is Benevolent action.
THE SERPENT WITH TWO HEADS AND TWO TAILS (Duality that begets Duality) This is the smaller Evil. It is an Evil that exists in the Duality (expanded universe) that brings dualities close (enernerating desire) but does not unify them. It is malevolent stagnance.
THE SERPENT WITH ONE HEAD AND TWO TAILS (Oneness that begets Duality) This is the Greater Evil. It is an Evil that exists in the Oneness that splits it into Duality.
thought about how much id like to meet the two headed snake of duality
not thinking that maybe i had just met it for the 100 somethingth time while walking by that guy
maybe the evil snakes are just more active on our physical plane, it makes sense a more hands on approach is necessary for pushing back, it might be harder to be bad
the line was massive, multiple families of skiers were leaving as well, one family of loud talking tall whites stood out, one had a painful looking sunburn covering his face.
2 of them were flying on my airline and got in line 4 people back. they proceeded to talk about dumb shit.
soon enough a fox appears in the crowd, some tall white girl with dyed red hair, really foxlike features, a shirt saying fox, and a thin unzippered hoody
i had seen her before wearing the exact same clothes from the same angle
this is all starting to feel a bit eerie especially with a little mescaline
by the time i entered the fence maze the 2 loud white dudes had somehow managed to get right behind me still talking about inane bullshit
up until now this beautiful blonde had been eyeing our direction
she looks over one more time and the 2 next to me finally notice her, almost immediately they start talking about some 9 million dollar deal.
one mentions their companies stockprice being 302.50
2 and 3 are important to clubs like skull and bones who also only take 5 members every year, they also have rooms inside the temple with these numbers, since those are the only numbers present maybe this is a coded message to probe the area for anyone awake
one mentions some vote by the international brotherhood
he mentions the 3262 club(23 again)and being in his 5th year which is supposed to be a big deal.
at this point cant help but smile and chuckle under my breath
This entire sequence had happened before..down to what seemed like every detail
are we experiencing everything that might have happened and might happen simultaneously? only being able to occasionally tap in, maybe this is a skill that can be trained. maybe mastering the skills of the two headed snake is true time travel
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