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Aik said: Because all I see in trip reports is some meaningless hallucinations
My first trip report (not posted on Shroomery yet):
My first time I was scared because it was my first extraction and I wasn't sure if I really made pure DMT or if I messed up somewhere along the way. I was in the backseat of a parked car with 3 other friends who had no idea what DMT was until I told them about it. They all said they didn't want to try it, they just wanted to see how my trip was. It was night time and I started smoking the DMT, not knowing what to expect at all. The feeling at first was what I would expect if you were taking off to space in a space shuttle; it had that feeling of something pushing on my chest. I looked over at a fence and it started making these cool colors and became a little distorted which turned into sacred geometry patterns. After a little while of staring at the fence and having fun with it, I had this strong urge to look up, almost as if someone had called my name but there was no sound to go with it. When I looked up I saw the stars....They were so close to me, they didn't seem far at all. They were much bigger and brighter than I had ever seen them before. I didn't just see them, I felt them. I shared my energy with the stars and they shared their energy with me. It sounds crazy but I knew they were my family. Like you have your human family on Earth but this was different, it was a more powerful feeling, they were my 'real' family. I started getting this overwhelming sense of love and compassion. Somehow I knew 'they' wanted me to know I was loved and cared for and that everything was going to be alright and that they were watching over me and I knew I was going much farther than this life when I'm gone and that they would be waiting for me with open arms. After my trip, I felt rejuvenated, refreshed, clear headed, awake, and happy. I was going through chronic depression (which I had been struggling with ever since I was 12) so to feel truly happy was something I wasn't use to and it was nice to have this feeling of empowerment brought back to me. I felt complete and powerful. Not powerful in a controlling, destructive kind of way but powerful in a way that made me realize I had the power to change the world for the greater good. I learned a lot about who I was. At that time in my life I constantly put myself down and beat myself up about everything, but for the first time that I could remember, I actually loved myself. And the 3 friends that said they weren't going to try it? All 3 of them tried it after they saw how my trip went.
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