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I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something * 2
    #22229547 - 09/12/15 11:46 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, or maybe it was doing LSD a bunch of times throughout the past few years. Somewhere along the lines I kinda just "snapped out of it."

I used to be like really odd and have trouble fitting in and just generally stick out as an elephant in the room. I was "that weird kid" like the majority of the time in social situations nd shit. Just a couple years ago even. I think I was seriously on the verge of losing my mind for a while actually when I was around 18.

Now I seem to fit in really well socially, although I can be semi-awkward meeting people sometimes but that's about it. I freely share love and humor with people, I don't get anxious when I think people are criticizing me. I'm fun to be around.


Basically i'm a pretty normal guy for the most part these days besides being a party animal.


So, like,

Does anybody else here feel this way? That their personality or ways of thinking have drastically changed throughout time?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229554 - 09/12/15 11:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

i find that the more weed i smoke, the more antisocial and "weird" i get.
the more caffeine and booze i do, the more "normal" and sociable i get.

it's crazy how drugs affect my personality like that.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: resonant111] * 1
    #22229559 - 09/12/15 11:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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resonant111 said:
i find that the more weed i smoke, the more antisocial and "weird" i get.
the more caffeine and booze i do, the more "normal" and sociable i get.

it's crazy how drugs affect my personality like that.



Yeah man, weed in specific has a way of making people act dumb as shit compared to other drugs. It robs people of their confidence and leaves them as a baked second-guessing mess of anxiety sometimes.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle] * 4
    #22229571 - 09/12/15 11:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

yeah, i use to be a kid too :shrug:


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229573 - 09/12/15 11:58 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

YES! I thought I had aspergers as well (not high spectrum autism) but I've never been diagnosed with it. I never really asked to go see a doctor about it because I'm sure I'd turn down any medications they gave me but I feel as though my experiences with DMT, LSA, and Amanita Muscaria mushrooms have given me a better acceptance of who I am and the world around me. It's much easier for me to accept what I do not know and taught me to love myself which has given me a major confidence boost and has allowed me to do the things I really love without worrying as much about the judgement of others. I'm still working on getting over this but I seem to have made a LOT of progress over the last 2 years.
I still have huge issues with keeping a conversation with most people unless they're really down to earth and can talk about hippie shit with me..things that matter in the world, psychedelics, corruption in the world, or really just anyone with an intelligent, free, and open mind.
I wouldn't say I'm normal though or that I really got over it (If that is what I have) but I have learned to use whatever is going on in my brain to work to my advantage.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Kush_Zombie]
    #22229604 - 09/13/15 12:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Weed helped me outgrow that.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Shining Cosmos] * 1
    #22229613 - 09/13/15 12:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Weed helped me outgrow that.




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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229620 - 09/13/15 12:24 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

:popcorn:


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229625 - 09/13/15 12:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I couldn't tell you what I am.. this is all just some lucid dream inside a dream I can't figure how to wake up from


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229662 - 09/13/15 12:39 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

the last doctor i saw diagnosed me as asperger's but i too feel like tripping has helped me. mdma is being looked into for therapeutic value in autistic adults with social anxiety... might have to go for some free therapy funded by MAPS


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404] * 4
    #22229677 - 09/13/15 12:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Why does everyone here think tripping is the cure to literally every illness?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus] * 1
    #22229689 - 09/13/15 12:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

did i say it did? no.

mdma has potential therapeutic values because of it's effect on the amygdala and hippocampus, and a few other regions... so it can be used in problems relating to anxiety. i don't get how you don't understand that these drugs cause new neural growth that can be exploited to alleviate a variety of symptoms.

most psychedelics have a lot of therapeutic and medicinal values


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404]
    #22229693 - 09/13/15 12:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

i think i might have assburgers too.

it gets really difficult for me to communicate sometimes, it;s like my mind is moving at a million miles per hour and my words have trouble catching up to it and they end going all over the place.

i was really social as a kid up until like the 5grade after i moved to a new school things started getting weird, i think it was just that the friends i had from the other school were more tolerant of my bs, but like after i changed schools, different city n shit, it was never the same after that.

drugs definitely helped me loosen up a bit, specifically weed and psychedelics like mushrooms and cactus juice. they didnt really fix me persay, buy rather showed me who i really was and helped me become comfortable with that fact.

i am still a social mess per se, but the only difference now is i could care less about it. i understand it's just the way i am.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: zZZz]
    #22229696 - 09/13/15 12:57 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

MDMA is not good for someone with an anxiety disorder long term.

Maybe while the drug is active, but MDMA is neurotoxic as fuck and long term probably causes more depression/ anxiety in social situations.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus] * 2
    #22229714 - 09/13/15 01:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

that's not true at all. PTSD is very much anxiety related. mdma is not 'neurotoxic as fuck' and is probably safe when used in moderation, and can help alleviate the problem in psychedelic-assisted therapy by allowing the person to revisit traumatic experiences, reprocess them and store them as non-threatening in the mind. any damage incurred is probably not permanent either considering how the brain repairs itself. you know what is neurotoxic? alcohol. you recover from that too.

your anti-drug attitude sucks when it comes to stuff like this.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404]
    #22229717 - 09/13/15 01:04 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I love MDMA but it is neurotoxic as hell. :lol:

It destroys the serotonin axons too btw.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle] * 2
    #22229725 - 09/13/15 01:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

You still have Aspergers, trust me.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus]
    #22229728 - 09/13/15 01:11 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

no. mdma is safe in moderate and low doses.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle] * 1
    #22229731 - 09/13/15 01:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

im glad you've grown out of your autism, sheekle

i was always rooting for you


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404]
    #22229737 - 09/13/15 01:14 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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404 said:
no. mdma is safe in moderate and low doses.




MDMA is neurotixc at all doses.

It is probably the most neurotoxic recreational drug besides high doses of meth, but even then dopamine recovers much faster then serotonin.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus] * 2
    #22229751 - 09/13/15 01:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

these posts are neurotoxic


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What is G2G? (Grain-to-Grain)
Damion5050's Coir Tek (I use 5.5 - 6 quarts of water instead of 4. Also ignore step 13 and ignore the monotub completely. The only purpose of this tek is to show you how to make a simple substrate. I also add gypsum to it but not necessary)
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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle] * 2
    #22229782 - 09/13/15 01:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

it's always about you shekele, isn't it... you you you

when are ya going to make a thread about me huh?

also you are by no means "normal", sheekle...


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Envix]
    #22229783 - 09/13/15 01:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I dont think sheekle is capable of comprehending anything beyond his own reflection.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22229787 - 09/13/15 01:57 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Yep, you don't aspergers,
you just growing up, little dude!
When I was your age
I was was different than when I was 16 or even 18
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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #22229790 - 09/13/15 01:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Was there some sort of massive barmitsvah between 21 and 31 that came to totally define who you are?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #22229799 - 09/13/15 02:06 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

might have something to do with the fact that the frontal lobe is still developing through that period?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Envix]
    #22229919 - 09/13/15 03:58 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Envix said:
it's always about you shekele, isn't it... you you you

when are ya going to make a thread about me huh?

also you are by no means "normal", sheekle...




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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #22229937 - 09/13/15 04:25 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Bodhi of Ankou said:
Was there some sort of massive barmitsvah between 21 and 31 that came to totally define who you are?




I began to mellow out.
A lot of things I would have been for or against when I was 21
I just don't give a shit about at 31. I am also better at everything I never stopped doing (Art, languages, music, human interaction)
Getting better at things also changes your perspective because
you can understand more about the world around you,
which can lead to different attitudes. At 31 I am way more comfortable appearing a bit effeminate in terms of clothing than I was at 21.

Although my expectations from other people are lower, my expectations from myself are a bit higher. I just think ROUGHLY every 7 years you become a fraction of a new, different person. 11 is way dif than 17, 17 is way dif than 24 and 31 is pretty diff than 24.

The only time this isn't AS true is when you never leave your home town.
I think people who never change their place they live or friends they have change waaaaaay slower than someone who is constantly learning, traveling and practicing.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #22229980 - 09/13/15 05:11 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Apollyphelion said:
Quote:

Bodhi of Ankou said:
Was there some sort of massive barmitsvah between 21 and 31 that came to totally define who you are?




I began to mellow out.
A lot of things I would have been for or against when I was 21
I just don't give a shit about at 31. I am also better at everything I never stopped doing (Art, languages, music, human interaction)
Getting better at things also changes your perspective because
you can understand more about the world around you,
which can lead to different attitudes. At 31 I am way more comfortable appearing a bit effeminate in terms of clothing than I was at 21.

Although my expectations from other people are lower, my expectations from myself are a bit higher. I just think ROUGHLY every 7 years you become a fraction of a new, different person. 11 is way dif than 17, 17 is way dif than 24 and 31 is pretty diff than 24.

The only time this isn't AS true is when you never leave your home town.
I think people who never change their place they live or friends they have change waaaaaay slower than someone who is constantly learning, traveling and practicing.



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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: pineapple3]
    #22230229 - 09/13/15 07:41 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I've noticed that men tend to get shyer as they age and women tend to get more outgoing. There are many exceptions, of course, but it's the general trend. Men start to get shy in their late teens to early 20s. Women start to get more outgoing when they have kids.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22230308 - 09/13/15 08:04 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Yeah, or maybe it was doing LSD a bunch of times throughout the past few years. Somewhere along the lines I kinda just "snapped out of it."

I used to be like really odd and have trouble fitting in and just generally stick out as an elephant in the room. I was "that weird kid" like the majority of the time in social situations nd shit. Just a couple years ago even. I think I was seriously on the verge of losing my mind for a while actually when I was around 18.

Now I seem to fit in really well socially, although I can be semi-awkward meeting people sometimes but that's about it. I freely share love and humor with people, I don't get anxious when I think people are criticizing me. I'm fun to be around.


Basically i'm a pretty normal guy for the most part these days besides being a party animal.


So, like,

Does anybody else here feel this way? That their personality or ways of thinking have drastically changed throughout time?




I was similar


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22230366 - 09/13/15 08:15 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I have Asperger's.

When I was a kid it was pretty bad

But as I grew up I learned how to pick up on social cues and how to really function in society in general.

It hasn't gone away for me, it's more like I have some kind of mastery over it, although occasionally it will seemingly pop up out of nowhere.

I think weed has helped a lot with this, although these days it's very unhelpful.

LSD seems to totally knock those barriers down while I'm peaking.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle] * 1
    #22230399 - 09/13/15 08:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I used to think I had assburgers, but then I took an online quiz and found out I was cool.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: shadyy] * 1
    #22230479 - 09/13/15 08:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

sorry bud, you dont grow out of that shit, you still have it. we still love you tho


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22230838 - 09/13/15 10:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Sheekle said:That their personality or ways of thinking have drastically changed throughout time?





I think everyone changes things about themselves as they age, it's part of getting older and growing up.  As you get older you realize there are some things you should hold on to, and others you can do without, usually the things you can do without are childish in nature, or just not worth holding onto and making a permanent part of who you're going to be in your adult life.

It blows my mind how much change I have seen in myself from the year 2009 up until now.  In 2009 I had a mushroom trip which changed my whole outlook on life, made me realize what I needed to do in order to grow up some more, drop some immature ways of thinking I had been holding onto. 

I am in my early 30's now, I still have ways of thinking which I shall never change, and some I know I should change in order to continue to grow.  I think we are forever growing, learning, maturing.  This is wonderful I think, I hope I never get old and stuck in my ways.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Capers]
    #22231005 - 09/13/15 10:44 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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I've noticed that men tend to get shyer as they age and women tend to get more outgoing. There are many exceptions, of course, but it's the general trend. Men start to get shy in their late teens to early 20s. Women start to get more outgoing when they have kids.



maybe i'm secretly trans nd dont know it yet cuz im hella social these days


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22231024 - 09/13/15 10:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: pineapple3]
    #22231125 - 09/13/15 11:09 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I think a lot of psychiatric diagnosis' are a load of crap. All they do is put a label on why someone isn't the same as everyone else. Hell I'm weird. Weird but normal. I could have probably been diagnosed with aspergers when kid too. I've grown out of it for the most part.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Lucis]
    #22231388 - 09/13/15 12:07 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Change is only evident through the accumulation of experience over time.

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: shadyy]
    #22231438 - 09/13/15 12:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Back in the day (hidden in psychological research) some smart team of people trued to use LSD to treat autism symptoms. Now, since the release of the new DSM IV (diagnostic & statistical manual) autism now includes aspergers under its spectrum. So, would one treat autism with LSD? Possibly. There are a lot of people who claim it has helped alleviate their symptoms. Movements in psychedelic studies are pushing towards testing such things on adults because the child population is too fragile. Have you looked into MDMA studies with autism adults? Have you done MDMA?
Aspergers is treated with behavioral therapy and it is possible you have adapted to your environment and have learned through time was is "appropriate" for social behavior. That, or you stopped giving a shit.
Autism is not something that goes away with time.


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    #22231479 - 09/13/15 12:29 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I still don't know what's appropriate. I don't care. I love it. Icona Pop. Livin' with my bitches, hashtag live.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: shadyy]
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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22238973 - 09/14/15 10:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

being social is overrated. living in virtual environments is where it's at!


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    #22238987 - 09/14/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

see i just carried on a conversation that ended a day ago. fuck social cues they dont exist here


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22239170 - 09/14/15 11:14 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I'm like, the opposite
I used to be the most cheerful outgoing nice albeit ,,, willful kid

now people would be much more likely to think me autistic, though I think mostly I just seem like an antisocial dick


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Ezuma]
    #22239230 - 09/14/15 11:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm like, the opposite
I used to be the most cheerful outgoing nice albeit ,,, willful kid

now people would be much more likely to think me autistic, though I think mostly I just seem like an antisocial dick




Same here honestly.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus]
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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Amanita86]
    #22239457 - 09/15/15 12:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I didn't fit in and was socially awkward as a teenager.

Then I did psychedelics and always had bad trips where I'd cry or "be" everything I was experiencing

And now, I still don't fit in and I'm a socially awkward 20-something.


Any strides I've made in my confidence or social skills, I don't attribute to psychedelics.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: tito123]
    #22258779 - 09/19/15 01:44 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

i used to get social anxiety a lot. since taking psyches that doesnt happen anymore. still awkward tho which is just contributed by a lack of social skills due to lack of social experience

but i dont get anxieties anymore which is all that mattrs rlly


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Envix]
    #22258834 - 09/19/15 02:22 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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still awkward tho which is just contributed by a lack of social skills due to lack of social experience






do you mean to say that your quality of life suffers from poor or sub-par interaction with people ?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404]
    #22258931 - 09/19/15 03:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

That is an annoying catch all disease like ADHD. People need to recognise natural variability and how rigid the world people created is. Western mental healthcare, fuck it. Strangers analyze you. Got to figure yourself out
We are all just growing. Well, not all. Being social swith some people is far easier then others. High school was the worst. Just not alot of friendly people, and noone wants to be there, nokne has any clue who they are yet


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: specialpeopleclub]
    #22259142 - 09/19/15 06:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

i remember parents criticizing me for not looking to people's faces . that was when 5-7 years old


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: kenan]
    #22259166 - 09/19/15 06:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

We arent even supposed to make eye contact. It is agressive in all primate species, and wenall avert our gaze except in retarded cultures


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: 404]
    #22259953 - 09/19/15 12:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

my quality of life suffers in lotsa ways but social interaction isnt one of them..

like i stated a bunch in this thread i dont really deal with it much. and it doesnt bother me so why should it?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: kenan]
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Yea my dad was always super about eye contact


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: The Moose]
    #22260626 - 09/19/15 03:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

my old boss had aspergers

she was literally painful to be around

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: thelanzii]
    #22260674 - 09/19/15 03:17 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

there is a scale , you get x point you have it , you get down one point you are prone


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: kenan]
    #22265180 - 09/20/15 02:16 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

so basically the more normal you are, the less abnormal you are... but if youre even just a little bit abnormal, then you are prone to being completely abnormal

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: kenan]
    #22265437 - 09/20/15 03:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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i remember parents criticizing me for not looking to people's faces . that was when 5-7 years old



yeah my parents did similar shit, constantly saying stand up straight dont be a hunchback and shit like that when I was like real fuckin young

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: luvdemboomers]
    #22265479 - 09/20/15 03:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.


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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.




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    #22265540 - 09/20/15 03:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.




so fucking true




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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: D4M2T]
    #22265555 - 09/20/15 03:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.



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    #22265570 - 09/20/15 03:41 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I could see a lack of confidence equating into a lack of self worth and depression stemming from that.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: luvdemboomers]
    #22265575 - 09/20/15 03:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Correlation does not equal causation, but there is defs a relationship between the two in most cases that is very significant.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: thelanzii]
    #22265599 - 09/20/15 03:46 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.



how is depression a lack of confidence





Depression comes from not having the Confidence to get out there and solve your problems, and free yourself.

Drug companies want you to think its a lack of serotonin or dopamine, just so they can sell you some bullshit antidepressant which makes you not care about your problems as much.


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    #22265724 - 09/20/15 04:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.



how is depression a lack of confidence





Depression comes from not having the Confidence to get out there and solve your problems, and free yourself.




What if it is out of your control and there is nothing you can do to fix your problems?


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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.



how is depression a lack of confidence





Depression comes from not having the Confidence to get out there and solve your problems, and free yourself.




What if it is out of your control and there is nothing you can do to fix your problems?




Unless you or someone else is mentally retarded or physically disabled, there is always a way to fix your problems.

most depressed people want a reason to be depressed, like a mental disorder, but the fact is that 99% of the time, its not a disorder, its a lack of something in their life that is causing their depression. You gotta have the strength to act.

In fact, mentally retarded people dont usually have the capacity to be depressed, and most physically disabled people eventually find a way to be happy.


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    #22267398 - 09/20/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Maybe you just matured. I don't really get the diagnosis for aspergers. It seems like anyone who is shy can be labeled this. I do know some kids growing up that were seriously weird. It came to the point where they were legit outcasted because they almost fueled it themselves. Many of these diagnosis are pretty strange imo. It always does seem like when someone has a problem they look to doctors to ask wtf is wrong with me.

I know for a fact that almost all medication is fucking bullshit. the only medication I can even perceive to be almost purely beneficial would be antibiotics or vaccines.

Anti-depressants are absolutely trash and seem lobotimize the mind. Not to mention the many links they have with increased weirdness. ever try amitriptaline that shit is absolute trash.

Benzos are good for a week then you just become a slave to them and can't function without them because you will get an anxiety attack 20 fold what you had without medication.

opiates are good and all but for long term pain management they just become a crutch and then you become super addicted.

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    #22267572 - 09/20/15 11:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.




Not really..


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    #22267600 - 09/20/15 11:31 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I have many times thought I've had a certain mental disorder through seeing symptoms and thinking of instances where they've really stood out. However, aspergers seems like one of the most plausible disorders that I could of had and I too feel like I've grown out of it but some of the symptoms are still there. My mom was even told by a psychologist or some mentor dude for my brother who had really bad ADHD and behavior problems that I was going to have some mental problems later on. At the time I was 4 when he said this, so my mom stopped me from starting school until I was 6 which I do think was a really smart move on her part.

I had always been the weird kid growing up and most common sayings didn't make a lot of sense to me and still sometimes never do. I am always the one to get a joke a little slower than everyone else but I've recently been able to be way more comfortable with socializing with everyone. To say I feel better because of MDMA, LSD, or K is out of my boundaries of knowing, and honestly I feel like it's out of everyone's boundaries unless they were part of a research project. I like to think that they have helped me do things a bit differently but like I said, I won't say that they cured me.

The only thing that makes me doubt the idea of aspergers is that I do have good balance and reflexes. I can't remember if reflexes have anything to do with it but I do remember learning that balance/coordination is a big problem for people with aspergers.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: PsychedelicGinge]
    #22267683 - 09/20/15 11:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

When I was 18-19 and going off to college, I basically had a mental break down and lost all self-esteem and confidence. I don't really know what caused this. I think it was a combination of leaving all of my best friends back home and heading off to a new place where I knew absolutely no one, on top of having an MDMA comedown that was indescribably depressing and horrible. I actually think whatever happened there may have permanently damaged me, but I've come a long way since then. I still have some social-anxiety and awkwardness, its not always easy for me to look people in the eye as soon as I walk in a store or something. But overall I've regained quite a bit of the confidence I lost. I've also been able to go back to smoking weed which is nice. Doesn't seem to make me nearly as anxious as it used too. Although I have noticed that if I get high enough, I experienced some relatively intense depersonalize where I begin to criticize myself and the way I act. But I usually wake up feeling kinda refreshed from the whole thing.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: OliverJames]
    #22267686 - 09/20/15 11:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

That's why I've never taken MDMA before, everybody talks about these harsh come-downs.

And yeah, weed makes someone self-critical really easily


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    #22267690 - 09/21/15 12:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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    #22267744 - 09/21/15 12:17 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

N/m..


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    #22267746 - 09/21/15 12:17 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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    #22267760 - 09/21/15 12:23 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

That episode was pretty funny.

The statement about how almost all anxiety/depression is from a lack of self confidence does have some truth to it. Then again you also have to look at people who naturally have anxiety disorders or panic attacks. Those can stem from anything really.

I've had times where I've lost my confidence from fucking trivial dumb shit.

I feel like aspergers can describe a few kids I knew in school growing up. Then again it can also just describe someone who is fucking weird. Lets not be ridiculous now, out of a few hundred kids a few are going to be naturally fucking awkward.


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    #22267771 - 09/21/15 12:27 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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out of a few hundred kids a few are going to be naturally fucking awkward.



According to who..?


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    #22267775 - 09/21/15 12:28 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Statistics and genetics and stuff


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    #22268052 - 09/21/15 03:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Everybody is fuckin weird, especially kids.


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    #22269217 - 09/21/15 12:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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We got a doctor in the house!

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yo yo what I said wasn't any medical shit yo, just some  philosephiphizing ya kno?


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: D4M2T]
    #22269338 - 09/21/15 01:08 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

True. I hear you. My apologies man. Didn't mean to come off as a smart ass. Once again, I'm sincerely sorry man.

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Bitter Cactus]
    #22270789 - 09/21/15 06:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Everything simplifies down to Confidence. All anxiety and depression is just a lack of confidence in some way or another.




so fucking true



True as a fucking fuck
True as fuck.





True ass fucking fuck!

Its a sign to improve yourself!

My social anxiety has melted away with exercise and drug trips :P
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    #22272164 - 09/21/15 11:32 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

who are the people in charge of declaring which people are weird and which people are normal?


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    #22272172 - 09/21/15 11:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

People who think normal is actually a thing.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Sheekle]
    #22272309 - 09/22/15 12:39 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

My story is so similar to yours sheek, its crazy.

My whole life ive been socially awkard especially grade school to mid high school. Didnt really know how to interact with people.

Then i started going to concerts. Got more sociable. Then went to my first rave and took my first hit of Acid.

I felt kinda normal. I was by myself but could interact with people waaaay better. The Lsd helped me socialize better.

But it can be still awkard sometimes even on Acid. Thats just me i guess.

Glad u snapped out of it Sheekle, you are one cool dude =D

i see Lsd as a social lubricant that smooths over new and different social encounters. XTC does the same thing.

Its done wonders on me thats for sure.

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #22272389 - 09/22/15 01:43 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

It's quite normal or "widespread" if you will.  Remember back, to long forgotten days, when each one of us showed up naked, and not in our best shape not knowing how to clothe, feed, walk, talk, juggle..etc.

It's only natural in a situation like this, interaction falls into the same category of things needed to have been learned.  And like all things in that category, some of us pick it up fast, some slow, and the rest of us at an average pace.

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    #22272398 - 09/22/15 01:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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who are the people in charge of declaring which people are weird and which people are normal?




The stuff in the middle is "normal"



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    #22272401 - 09/22/15 01:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

In fact I'll go so far to say, since nobody is talking about their akwardness with solid food, signaling mommy with audible clues to needs etc... this interaction falls right in time with the transitions from id into ego.  Inside is satisfactory, so now the child is looking outward.. and damn if that child wasn't surprised with finding just a shitload of people out there..  it could get a little confusing.


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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: koods]
    #22272403 - 09/22/15 01:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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who are the people in charge of declaring which people are weird and which people are normal?




The stuff in the middle is "more common"





It's a percentage game..


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    #22283190 - 09/24/15 10:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Oh but ive tried taking lsd at a festival full of great people and that just made me even weirder than usual and i felt even more awkward about talking to people. Never tried mdma but i'd assume it'd be the same.

Drugs make people MORE weird, not less weird.. If you base normality off one's ability to pick up on social cues and hold conversation ..drugs will just scramble ur brain up more if it's already scrambled to begin with

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    #22283371 - 09/24/15 11:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I agree.. but there's something to be said when a certain "connection" happens.  It's amazing when it's between two people, but the magic is when a whole crew fall under that spell... unexplainable..

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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Amanita86]
    #22283414 - 09/24/15 11:36 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

LOL ME TOO!

I was a strange kid in HS and meeting new people gave me anxiety; I was just an anxious kid in general. For some reason when I started drnking/doing drugs in 10th grade that anxiety completely faded.

I was a strange and awkward kid in HS, for some reason I was quite the popular chap; not sure why, I wouldn't have been friends with someone like me.

I had the irrational fear that I was retarded or austistic or something and that the people around me were being nice and not saying anything:rofl:


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    #22283464 - 09/24/15 11:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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    #22283588 - 09/24/15 12:16 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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LOL ME TOO!

I had the irrational fear that I was retarded or austistic or something and that the people around me were being nice and not saying anything:rofl:




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Re: I feel like I used to have aspergers but I grew out of it with age or something [Re: Envix]
    #22284749 - 09/24/15 04:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Oh but ive tried taking lsd at a festival full of great people and that just made me even weirder than usual and i felt even more awkward about talking to people. Never tried mdma but i'd assume it'd be the same.

Drugs make people MORE weird, not less weird.. If you base normality off one's ability to pick up on social cues and hold conversation ..drugs will just scramble ur brain up more if it's already scrambled to begin with

Thats y i only do drugs alone




The only time I did acid, I felt like I was telepathically communicating with my friend and we were experience the exact same thing at the same moment, but it definitely did make me feel/communicate weirder than usual.

MDMA is a totally different story though.  The whole experience is complete elation and acceptance.


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