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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance]
#27954647 - 09/17/22 02:01 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Hell yeah mate! Let us know if you also revisited your own birth, like I did the last time I did a gram of Bisporus.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Adas]
#27955442 - 09/17/22 10:54 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Hey there panheads!! Happy Sunday! I hope everyone is having a great weekend. I see a couple small pins on agar so I hope it grows!! Just a little tiny white dot! If I get this going I'd really like to make some LC to keep around for a while. What's the best recipe? If this agar don't rip what's your personal recipe for agar? I'm hoping this works though soooooo hurry up and wait. I feel giddy!!!! It sure doesn't take much to make me happy!!! Cheers friends and neighbors!!! Peace and chicken grease!! πβοΈ
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: V.L]
#27955446 - 09/17/22 11:01 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Thank you very much for the welcome.
I got close to hundred pasty plates today, there thinner than they used to be. That upsets me.
I hope those an the slant tubes survived the pc cycle.
I will doe.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: V.L]
#27955452 - 09/17/22 11:08 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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V.L said: Bender Welcome! Iβve grown cinctulus few times, it was even the first Pan specie I grown before trading for more exotic & potent ones... Let us know and see how it turns you will see relatively fast if itβs cinctulus myc during colonization : )

Pan cinctulus (indoor) 2017
Indoor cinctulus
Vast218 to me cinctulus are really common in the grass.
Those are nice guy!! Very well done! There's so much knowledge here!!! Love it!! I've asked this to someone else but just for conversation sake I'll ask you (or anybody else who feels like chiming in) What would be your hardest/easiest pan to grow for you and why? Enquiring minds wanna know!! Happy Sunday brother!! πβοΈ
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Adas] 6
#27955528 - 09/18/22 01:57 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Adas said: Hell yeah mate! Let us know if you also revisited your own birth, like I did the last time I did a gram of Bisporus. 
Well I'm back, this was a lvl 5 without a doubt. It felt as if I took 2 grams, my ride on 2,5gr pan cyan was not much different. The trip came on lightning fast.. after 10min of ingestion I was feeling it, took me off guard as and it lasted much longer, was building so fast I forgot to prep stuff but you can't run round when the rocket is taking off, so I made my way to the bed and 'buckled up'. Took 6,5 hours instead of 5. I felt good, trip started off ok, at the peak the music seemed to fade away and I felt like dying again, like a piece of music going silent. However this time a voice somehow suggested to take off the headphone and observe, you don't argue and so I did. Felt a bit clear so I thought I was descending, checked phone 21:40 (2 hours and 15min passed) .. didn't get time, so I assumed it was coming to an end (send a 1 word reply to someone so I know what time it was)
From that moment onward things went south.. I thought this was it, coming down, it's just a gram. Big mistake a second tsunami was coming, it became insanely crushing intense, dark, twisted. Without music it felt like someone played a record backwards in snake-like and twisting stuff patterns and tunnels.. felt like I was going through mental surgery without anesthesia.. it was terrifying and this paralysed me from grabbing the headphone.. didn't prep water, nor lemonbalm tea. At some point I was congratulated on my courage to go this deep and it felt as if I was let in on some secret, I can't speak off. I was gasping for air, fortunately I reminded myself on taking a drug and that I've at least faced this without music. I don't know what happened during surgery, I can't remember.
I do remember staring at the abyss and sensing a presence, so I asked 'who are you?' no reply, but as I took a breath it gave me this insight of being in the air I breathed, water, rock, all organic matter, "me", this hit me like an unshakeable truth.. nevertheless I felt drained mentally, empty, reduced to nothing.. feeling worthless.. and so I waited in agony for this storm inside to pass by. Still paralysed, I should have grabbed the headphone, but I just couldn't do it.. I can't explain this.
Despite this challenging trip, I will not give up, some day I will have a good trip.
Edited by 0t0lerance (09/18/22 02:05 AM)
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance] 1
#27955556 - 09/18/22 03:18 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like you need to do a lot of integrating mate. Possibly therapy (this would be a good idea in any case, everybody needs therapy at some point). Take a break for several months, meditate and take good care of yourself and try to integrate all this.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Adas] 2
#27955611 - 09/18/22 06:06 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Adas said: Sounds like you need to do a lot of integrating mate. Possibly therapy (this would be a good idea in any case, everybody needs therapy at some point). Take a break for several months, meditate and take good care of yourself and try to integrate all this.
It's ok, I feel quiet and calm at the moment.. bit scrambled, but I'll be fine
 Wil take it easy, next trip will absolutely be months apart. For now I'll focus on growing subtropicalis and trying to germinate zaps. Probably aim for a light trip next time.. was aiming for a light trip with bisporus.. but these fuckers were potent.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance] 1
#27955774 - 09/18/22 09:30 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like one heck of a journey, glad you made it back safely! For heavy dosing, i need the forest, rivers and open sky to be comfortable.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: YoshiTrainer] 1
#27955857 - 09/18/22 10:44 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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YoshiTrainer said: Sounds like one heck of a journey, glad you made it back safely! For heavy dosing, i need the forest, rivers and open sky to be comfortable.
Yes would love to do that too, unfortunately I don't live near nature. But, I always listen to Kilindi Iyi.. and think to myself it wasn't that bad haha. Being challenged builds your courage.. that is what we all need when we push the envelope.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance] 2
#27957536 - 09/19/22 02:45 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Anyone who says growing pans is easy please feel free to punch yourself in the face
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance] 4
#27957714 - 09/19/22 04:53 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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0t0lerance said: Despite this challenging trip, I will not give up, some day I will have a good trip.
All my initial big pan trips were dark af. If there's anything you're running from (shit you may not even know), pans will bring it out for sure. But after, it's glorious. Pure divinity. No better trip. After you bust through to the good ones, try dialing back to 1g. You might be be surprised.
Hang in there man.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Asura] 3
#27957766 - 09/19/22 05:18 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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0t0lerance said: Despite this challenging trip, I will not give up, some day I will have a good trip.
All my initial big pan trips were dark af. If there's anything you're running from (shit you may not even know), pans will bring it out for sure. But after, it's glorious. Pure divinity. No better trip. After you bust through to the good ones, try dialing back to 1g. You might be be surprised.
Hang in there man.
Thanks to both of you for sharing. Very inspirational.
The dark trips can be more conducive to personal growth. It is all part of the mushroom medicine experience. They help identify what slowly and silently eats at you on an unconscious, daily basis. Once you know it's there, you can deal with it. Have to go through it to get over it.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Benderr]
#27958159 - 09/19/22 09:04 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Benderr said: Thank you very much for the welcome.
I got close to hundred pasty plates today, there thinner than they used to be. That upsets me.
I hope those an the slant tubes survived the pc cycle.
I will doe.
Hey there homeskillet!!! Welcome here. Lots of great information here and better people! I'm new to the panhead club but trying. Good luck to you!!! Happy Monday!! πβοΈ
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance]
#27958179 - 09/19/22 09:14 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Benderr said: Thank you very much for the welcome.
I got close to hundred pasty plates today, there thinner than they used to be. That upsets me.
I hope those an the slant tubes survived the pc cycle.
I will doe.
Hey there homeskillet!!! Welcome here. Lots of great information here and better people! I'm new to the panhead club but trying. Good luck to you!!! Happy Monday!! πβοΈQuote:
0t0lerance said:
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Adas said: Hell yeah mate! Let us know if you also revisited your own birth, like I did the last time I did a gram of Bisporus. 
Well I'm back, this was a lvl 5 without a doubt. It felt as if I took 2 grams, my ride on 2,5gr pan cyan was not much different. The trip came on lightning fast.. after 10min of ingestion I was feeling it, took me off guard as and it lasted much longer, was building so fast I forgot to prep stuff but you can't run round when the rocket is taking off, so I made my way to the bed and 'buckled up'. Took 6,5 hours instead of 5. I felt good, trip started off ok, at the peak the music seemed to fade away and I felt like dying again, like a piece of music going silent. However this time a voice somehow suggested to take off the headphone and observe, you don't argue and so I did. Felt a bit clear so I thought I was descending, checked phone 21:40 (2 hours and 15min passed) .. didn't get time, so I assumed it was coming to an end (send a 1 word reply to someone so I know what time it was)
From that moment onward things went south.. I thought this was it, coming down, it's just a gram. Big mistake a second tsunami was coming, it became insanely crushing intense, dark, twisted. Without music it felt like someone played a record backwards in snake-like and twisting stuff patterns and tunnels.. felt like I was going through mental surgery without anesthesia.. it was terrifying and this paralysed me from grabbing the headphone.. didn't prep water, nor lemonbalm tea. At some point I was congratulated on my courage to go this deep and it felt as if I was let in on some secret, I can't speak off. I was gasping for air, fortunately I reminded myself on taking a drug and that I've at least faced this without music. I don't know what happened during surgery, I can't remember.
I do remember staring at the abyss and sensing a presence, so I asked 'who are you?' no reply, but as I took a breath it gave me this insight of being in the air I breathed, water, rock, all organic matter, "me", this hit me like an unshakeable truth.. nevertheless I felt drained mentally, empty, reduced to nothing.. feeling worthless.. and so I waited in agony for this storm inside to pass by. Still paralysed, I should have grabbed the headphone, but I just couldn't do it.. I can't explain this.
Despite this challenging trip, I will not give up, some day I will have a good trip.
Holy shittima my friend!!!! You talked to the universe didn't you!?!? As a young buck about 15ish I ate a few mushrooms I suspect were pan cyan. Very small. We didn't weigh... We grabbed what we wanted and ate it and I lost everything for I dunno how long but it was not responsible shroomin for sure. Even though it was terrifying, the next few days after those fuckin mushrooms STILL talked to me like my conscience! Great and bad all at the same time. I'm glad you're ok. Might feel this one for a minute!! Peace and chicken grease!! πβοΈ
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Scotay] 7
#27958519 - 09/20/22 04:43 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Bisporus in cut off bags still keeps going. Not much at all but a few fruits every other day.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: Scotay]
#27958526 - 09/20/22 05:02 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Scotay said: Holy shittima my friend!!!! You talked to the universe didn't you!?!? As a young buck about 15ish I ate a few mushrooms I suspect were pan cyan. Very small. We didn't weigh... We grabbed what we wanted and ate it and I lost everything for I dunno how long but it was not responsible shroomin for sure. Even though it was terrifying, the next few days after those fuckin mushrooms STILL talked to me like my conscience! Great and bad all at the same time. I'm glad you're ok. Might feel this one for a minute!! Peace and chicken grease!! πβοΈ
Well, I realized I've been going up too fast and need to stop, start low and work my way up step by step. Received some advice here, as I got challenging trips every single time.. although my trip on 2,5gr was less challenging than this 1gr  https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/27862155
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#27958530 - 09/20/22 05:10 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Tweeq said: Bisporus in cut off bags still keeps going. Not much at all but a few fruits every other day.

Nice! Well, it's much more than what is growing outdoors here.. some very tiny bisporus. Letting these fruits grow and drop their spores.
 Hope the'll fruit a bit more for you!
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#27958765 - 09/20/22 10:02 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Scotay, for me harder to fruit indoor were cinctulus, bispo and Pan mystery South Africa easier indoor were cyan, cambo & tropicalis but outdoor bispo and cinctulus were easier in temperate climate than cyan and other more tropicals Pan...
0t0lerance yes bispo are strong even at 1gr sometimes dark trip are the more medicinal/beneficial ones!
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: V.L] 2
#27959473 - 09/20/22 06:50 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Got two Bunnell tubs colonizing, one conventional and one fruited@spawn. The fruited @spawn tub is less fluffy and seems to be on the verge of forming knots but hasn't so far so I'm thinking of casing both at the same time and see if there will be a difference in performance.
I am not sure if those are ready to case yet though. They are looking very different to the Cambos I grew before which would colonize the surface in 5-8 days with a thick cloudy creamy layer. These tubs are 14 days now since spawn and have just finished covering the surface with wispy mycelium. The low temperatures are probably playing a role as well. I have seen photos that looked like that here on the forum but since this is my first time with cyans I want to ask you guys if this is ready. The plan is to let them go for another 2-3 days and then case.
First tub is the conventional spawned tub and second the fruited@spawn tub.

Nec-D is still way behind but the Wild Coast I spawned 5 days ago is going fast.
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Re: Official Copelandia/Panaeolus Thread [Re: 0t0lerance]
#27959779 - 09/20/22 09:12 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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That emptiness you feel after one like that I believe is to make you feel your mortality to realize whatβs important and needs your energy.
Iβve never had any pan. vacations but thatβs how a lot of cubes feel to me after.
Iβve been good this year, what pan species do you guys, gals an teapots recommend thatβs best for a pan n00b to give a swing at?
Iβll patron one of the vendors the site offers.
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