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Moonshoe
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: mollymadman]
#22215506 - 09/10/15 04:44 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Work out hard every day and meditate every day and write your dreams down in detail every morning, and if you can smoke DMT once a month or so. Also go hiking in the forest on weekends.
Life is great.
Being unemployed sucks really bad. The key is gratitude for what you have and appreciating every single good thing in your life. "Thank god for this hot shower fuck this is so nice" "Thank you so much universe for this delicious hot oatmeal fuck yes" "How nice to be young and healthy and feel the sun on my face"
Think positive thoughts be grateful for what you have and use positive self talk, and get those fucking workout endorphins into you.
Also take kratom. Its amazing for work and cures the blahs like nothing else.
Its the bees knees.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Moonshoe]
#22215522 - 09/10/15 04:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I heard Kratom is highly addictive though
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: hayabuser]
#22215526 - 09/10/15 04:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Far from "highly" addictive. Of all the addictive substances its easily one of the least/most mildly addictive.
Its more addictive then weed, and similarly addictive to coffee, maybe slightly more, but far less addictive then alcohol, benzos, cocaine, cigarettes, nicotine, sugar, ghb, opiates, antidepressants, meth or stimulants.
If you dont want to get addicted just dont dose every day. If you dose a few times a week you will be fine and addiction wont become a problem, and its not hard to do that.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Moonshoe]
#22215539 - 09/10/15 05:05 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Interesting, will have a look on that then. I've experimented with kratom a few times and also found it great for anxiety ,depression and Motivation.
DMT also a big  If you can manage to do so, save the DMT (better yet changa) for hiking adventures.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: hayabuser] 1
#22215545 - 09/10/15 05:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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It is extremely easy to not become addicted to kratom if you have even the slightest self control. It is no harder then drinking coffee occasionally without becoming someone who drinks a pot a day and has migraines and cant function without coffee.
Its easier then enjoying the occasional glass of wine with dinner or beer after work and not becoming an alcoholic, much easier.
In terms of raw addiction potential it really is quite close to coffee and not even close to as addictive as beer or wine.
Just limit yourself to once every two days and youll never get any withdrawal. Even limiting yourself to one dose a day of moderate-small size you will have such slight withdrawals if any at all.
But just dont use daily and no problem. Shit is priceless.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Moonshoe]
#22215729 - 09/10/15 07:19 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I made that mistake and now I'm trying to undo it
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Moonshoe
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The mistake of using daily? Yeah me too, but for me its worth it.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: mollymadman]
#22216181 - 09/10/15 09:56 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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How often are you taking molly?
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: nicechrisman]
#22216260 - 09/10/15 10:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: The mistake of using daily? Yeah me too, but for me its worth it.
Yup. Kratom just makes me an overall better person so it's hard to stop  Quote:
nicechrisman said: How often are you taking molly?
Not sure if this is directed towards me but I've only used it maybe 10-12 times this year. My reckless days are slowly passing me by......thankfully
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No it was for OP. His handle bing Mollymadman gives me the impression he may be over using MDMA which can definitely lead to depressive states and dissatisfaction with life.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: nicechrisman]
#22216272 - 09/10/15 10:29 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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He said weekly but I don't see how anyone can keep that up
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If you take molly weekly, you're gonna have a bad time
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: nicechrisman]
#22216284 - 09/10/15 10:31 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: If you take molly weekly, you're gonna have a bad time
I felt drained for 2daysafter my only mdma roll
Weekly sounds like a horrible time tha will do nothing but demotivate you in D long run
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: SunnyD]
#22216291 - 09/10/15 10:33 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think a few times a year would be best. Everything in moderation
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: mollymadman] 1
#22216307 - 09/10/15 10:36 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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So I'm stuck in a job that's boring as fuck and I work there 40 hours a week. Gotta stay positive tho. At least I have money coming in. It's so fucking boring though I just sit there on a phone all day for 12.50 an hour, the price of a soul I suppose. It's only temporary until I get a car and then I can do the things I like with the money. I'm trying to stay away from drugs for a while and that's making it even worse. There is very little I'm my life that is exciting right now, I gotta get my guitar fixed and start jamming again, that's one of the few things that are really fun. Also I gotta get back on the weed train. Weed makes shittimess tolerable. I usually try and be as positive as possible so I'll end by just repeating my mantra: its only temporary and the payoffs are huge. Lol I should just drop some m and meditate on it.
You guys are great though always good vibes! Keep the love flowing. I just felt like ranting.
You actually have a really healthy attitude. "Yeah things suck but they will get better." Very mature.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: mollymadman]
#22216373 - 09/10/15 11:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Like you said Molly, at least you got a job.
Could be a lot worse.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: mollymadman] 1
#22216385 - 09/10/15 11:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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mollymadman said:

So I'm stuck in a job that's boring as fuck and I work there 40 hours a week. Gotta stay positive tho. At least I have money coming in. It's so fucking boring though I just sit there on a phone all day for 12.50 an hour, the price of a soul I suppose. It's only temporary until I get a car and then I can do the things I like with the money. I'm trying to stay away from drugs for a while and that's making it even worse. There is very little I'm my life that is exciting right now, I gotta get my guitar fixed and start jamming again, that's one of the few things that are really fun. Also I gotta get back on the weed train. Weed makes shittimess tolerable. I usually try and be as positive as possible so I'll end by just repeating my mantra: its only temporary and the payoffs are huge. Lol I should just drop some m and meditate on it.
You guys are great though always good vibes! Keep the love flowing. I just felt like ranting.
you got work you got money fuck you
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Beanhead]
#22216404 - 09/10/15 11:06 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Beanhead said:
you got work you got money fuck you
I lol'd
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Niffla]
#22216651 - 09/10/15 12:14 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Workout indeed. If nothing else OP then at least make sure the body gets those endorphins. If you can't do it every day, do one active day and one rest day. A satisfied body comes before sex, drugs, and happiness. A satisfied body changes that whole outlook...
Hang on, love, Hanz.
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Re: Just realized life kinda sucks for now [Re: Hanz]
#22216677 - 09/10/15 12:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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dude I hated my job, so I made a plan to save up as much as possible then just quit. The only plans I made was to backpack in Peru for a month with my gf and her son. It was life-giving. Been unemployed and luckily had enough self-control, and luck, to save up enough money to be this way for a year. But I tell you, even when you say, break away from your sucky job and life, and maybe find freedom...life will suck for you in a different way. 'life is suffering'...I'm sure you all know that phrase...well it's true.
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