Hi. I recently tripped on 4 grams of psilocybe cubensis mushrooms (4.2 grams to be exact) and made a trip report on it, expressing my emotions, feelings and visuals with an overall pleasant experience. I decided to go for gold and try a heroic dose of about 5.5 grams of cubensis mushrooms. This is what happened
11:00 pm : Ingested 5.5 grams, much harder to eat and get down this time and was worried of vomiting
11:30 pm : The come up was rapid and I knew I was in for it. I got the nostalgic mushroom confused head space and things started to get wavey, colors getting much brighter than last time
12:00 am : The shrooms are really kicking in now, and I decide to smoke a bit of a joint feeling confident in myself.
12:20-12:40 am : My father bursts into my room yelling at me because of his hatred for just about anything that makes me feel good. He criticizes me and slams my door with a sporadic exit. I am now peaking and on the verge of a bad trip. I was fully aware of it
12:55 am : My thoughts start to get more and more paranoid and I was sure I was going to have a horrific trip. Time was insanely slow and everything had this angry red shade to it, very freaky. All of a sudden I'm overcome with massive euphoria. My whole body was getting warmer and I started to think optimistically. This is when the mushrooms started to change me. I realized I need to stop changing and doing things for others and start doing things for me. It was a beautiful moment and the visuals are getting intense. Full on morphing and color swapping. Every 5 minutes I would get up to turn the light on/off and each walk to the switch took eternity while I knew it was only a couple steps away, very odd
Approximately 1:30 am : I'm lying in my bed with this orgasmic euphoria running over me when I go for another eternity trip to the switch, only this time was different. I had turned off the light and everything was thrown sideways. My depth perception was instantly destroyed and I stumbled to my bed to recover. I get into bed after numerous tries of getting the comforter and feet aligned (you know what I mean if you've tripped on mushrooms). I close my eyes as a one of my favorite music videos begin to play, considering it's made for shrooms pretty much. The second this video gets into the visuals my eye sight starts to fade out of focus and my body starts to go cold and hot. I knew this could be ego death and I didn't fight it, but I dove in. I was nobody and everybody all at once while being a floating member of the atmosphere. Just an entity waiting for it's next gust of wind to blow it in the right direction. This was truly beautiful and I loved it
2:30 am : After snapping out of the insane thought loops, visuals, and another ego death similar to the one described up above, things start to calm down and my thoughts begin to settle while still being witness to amazing visuals
Overall, I will not be doing psilocybin mushrooms for a while, this trip absolutely obliterated me and I'm glad I went through it. This will not be my last trip, but I will relax on the tripping for a while and let the effects of psilocybin settle in my brain. Thank you for reading
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