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Salomon
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waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it *DELETED*
#22209812 - 09/08/15 10:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Post deleted by SalomonReason for deletion: never mind, i got out the feels.
i don't want anyone to worry.
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Edited by Salomon (09/08/15 10:37 PM)
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Salomon
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Re: waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it [Re: Salomon]
#22209903 - 09/08/15 10:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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ya know what, i'm gonna put away the gun, and delete this thread, it feels better just to have written this.
for the few of you that read it, i'm sorry to have put you through that.
gonna go for a smoke, the waves are calming.
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Salomon
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Re: waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it [Re: Salomon]
#22210034 - 09/08/15 11:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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i got my hug. things are indeed better.. i'm not alone.
please delete this thread mods.
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Amanita86
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Re: waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it [Re: Salomon]
#22210132 - 09/08/15 11:24 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hear you. Some aspects of life can be a bit unwelcoming.. it's a drag. I dont know what the answer is. So, I continue, waiting for the Sun...
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Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..."
*Mark 15:34  Gam zeh ya’avor...
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Re: waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it [Re: Amanita86]
#22210264 - 09/08/15 11:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I tied a chain link around my neck the other day and hung off the garage door just to see if it was possible
it was and it's pretty easy having a gun around is just going to fuck with your psyche not to mention you can't pussy out if you're in sheer terror from having your brains outside your head with a hanging you just kind of have a head ache for a day or two and think what you did was dumb it's not as painful or traumatizing as it looks...
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Amanita86
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Re: waves of my brain telling me to just fucking do it [Re: Anonymous #1]
#22210303 - 09/09/15 12:07 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I dont know man.. I'll go down swinging like a madman.. fuck surrender. Sometimes that bullshit can just fuck with your mental and here's the rub..
On one side you have people saying "I dont like your attitude.. Why are you so cynical.. You need to be more open... You need to communicate more..."
And on the other side you have.." Work on your diet...try meditation... look on the bright side... things could be worse.. everything happens for a reason... try yoga..."
Some days just weren't made for getting out of bed. And the alarm clock usually screeches its slave mandations the loudest on those days..
Did I just make up a word there?
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Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..."
*Mark 15:34  Gam zeh ya’avor...
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