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Asante
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Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits
#22205801 - 09/08/15 05:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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In my last trips I have witnessed firsthand the appearance of spirits in several abstract guises.
Firstly, on one level with closed eyes, spirits manifest as black stripes, typically vertical, that have a blackness emitting center. They are blacker than the black of closed eye darkness, making them stand out. They move. When they take possession of you the blackness engulfs your field of vision and you feel your body being slipped on like a glove by a second consciousness. The blackness is not indicative of spiritual alignment or nature, its a general form. Alternatively they can look like (swarms of) black tadpoles.
On another level, with closed eyes or open eyes, spirits can manifest as tiny brightly colored dots of light. These dots can occur alone or in flocks and move independently through space. When they come very close to you they often disappear as dots of light but instead manifest as blobs of colored light, wgich you can see and feel travelling over your skin and clothes.
These colored dots of light ARE indicative of spiritual alignment and nature: Red lights are further from the Light than you are and therefore, more evil. Green lights are about the same distance from the light as you and thus, equally good or evil or somewhat more good. Blue lights are closer to the Light than you and therefore are more Good/benevolent. White lights finally are spirits in their Angel form, which is independent of their goodness or evilness dut simply a guise a spirit can take. These colored dots and black blots and tadpoles are abstractions, collapsed forms of the spirits, they can take on more guises if you are better tuned into them and reveal themselves more.
When they take possession of you you see this color engulf you and feel your body be slipped into by a second consciousness.
Some ways a spirit can enter your body are:
Via the eyes (will be a predominantly visual event)
Via the ear(s) (causes a kind of tinnitus)
Via the nose (you will smell an out of place scent)
Via the tongue (you will sense a satrange taste)
Via the lungs (a kind of choking, smokelike feel passing through the throat and getting hold of the lungs)
Via the urethra (causing a genital sensation of entry that can be orgasmic or painful)
Getting taken hold of can be pleasant or unpleasant and on some level always requires your consent, be it deliberate opening up to them, or an unwitting inability to fight the possession successfully.
Once a spirit takes hold (possesses you) it will induce a trance of the affected organs (most notably the brain though other organs like the heart and genitals can be entranced as well, "feeling/acting strange") and from there exert their influence.
My spirit guides and me practiced a round of what they jokingly called "spirit hopping" where they took turns leaping in and out of me via various ways to train my ability to be open, abolish my fear and show me what it is like and feels like. Itwas beautiful, and I feel I recognize it now if it should happen.
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Asante]
#22205825 - 09/08/15 06:12 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah that is, tripping balls if ever I heard it
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Asante
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Laughingcowwa]
#22205830 - 09/08/15 06:15 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Oh I have it happening while sober, when meditating and when sleeping too. I work with spirits.
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Asante]
#22205843 - 09/08/15 06:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I will say I've had some really fucked up experiences with particularly hostile entities during bouts of sleep paralysis.
When I'm half awake and half asleep, I am capable of very easily seeing if any multidimensional beings are in the room.
There are lots of both benevolent and malevolent beings out there. You gotta watch out for the bad ones, they will try to drain your energy, confuse you, implant negative thoughts into your mind, make you have bad dreams, make you angry or sad, etc.
A couple of nights ago, I had a dark being enter the room while I was half awake and half asleep. He slunk right up next to me and started trying to punch me in the face. I used my "spirit arms" to punch back (my physical arms weren't actually moving, because I was paralyzed, but I could still see my perceived arms punch back.) He retreated and walked away. As he was walking away I flipped him off.
Once you are aware of what they are, their attacks become a lot less potent.
There was another time when I was attacked a long time ago and posted about it here on the shroomery. This is the thread:
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/12626331
In this particular case, the hostile entity impersonated my sister during my half awake/half asleep phase and then literally bit into my neck. I could actually *feel* the sensation of my spiritual energy draining through my ear/neck. And let me tell you it is not a good feeling.
I also had numerous physical symptoms afterwards.. couldn't think straight, felt very scatterbrained, and just generally felt uneasy, plus a throbbing headache.
But anyway, stuff like that doesn't happen anymore. Truth is, we're a lot more powerful than any of these negative entities.
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Asante]
#22205872 - 09/08/15 06:41 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow, I had my share of Incubus/Succubus, Chest sitters, ghost children, creepy crawlies, demons and the like but never had the displeasure of encountering an actual vampire like you have during sleep paralysis. 
That mustve been a shocking experience.
That unkind punching being, good defense, using your spirit arms to fend him off. I hope you figuratively kicked his ass after you astral projected out for your dream.
You got to realize that these creeps are smaller than you are, spiriutually, no matter how menacing they appear they are usually tiny and no match for you, thats why hey try to get you inbetween waking and dreaming, when you are vulnerable. Few would have the balls to do it when fully in or out your body.
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Asante]
#22212904 - 09/09/15 03:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Asante said: In my last trips I have witnessed firsthand the appearance of spirits in several abstract guises.
and you were using what substance(s) and at what dosage(s)?
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Re: Dots of colored light: The Manifestation of Spirits [Re: Asante]
#22214748 - 09/09/15 10:43 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've seen these dots. About the size of a pencil's eraser nub held out a couple feet from your face?
Saw them as a kid nightly for a few months. Same colours as described here, can't remember if any were particularly prominent though at times they were all one colour or another, would even align into abstract shapes like a connect the dots picture. I don't remember being particularly frightened by them, perhaps even calmed by it though I don't remember. I do recall that when it happened I had a more difficult time falling asleep (probably because I was interested in watching the colourful orbs dance and make shapes for me!)
Haven't seen anything like that since then. In the past I've always attributed it to brain development or the side effects of some severe flu's I went through as a kid. I've tried looking it up online and only found stuff about ghostly orbs or auras that don't really match, couple discussions where it talked about bang on identical descriptions, parents inquiring as there children saw them, couple adults responding saying they had seen them as well and that it went away over time as it had for me.
Nowadays? Harder for me to dismiss phenomena like that. Maya seems to be smacking me in the face at times.
edit: sleep paralysis
Ah this is fun too. I have this occasionally, definitely get a creepy vibe from the presences that one feels. Without fail, an "angry presence" enters the picture and seemingly "scares" the creepy vibes/presence away and I fall back to sleep.
Edited by withoutlabel (09/09/15 10:46 PM)
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