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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22201603 - 09/07/15 11:34 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you went today and got a fast food job u would have rent by the end of the month it sounds like you already fucked yourself on couch surfing options. Homeless with an addiction is going to suck worse as your income is now zero. Stop doing morphine dude
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FlyOnTheWall
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
#22201680 - 09/07/15 11:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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336 said: If this topic was a picture; this is what it would look like in my mind.

this is probably closer

Yeah, what Prisoner posted is much more accurate. I know this is cliche, but it is true- Hunter S. Thompson used drugs. MisterSandman doesn't use drugs, drugs use him.
Dude, stop using opiates. They are so shitty and lame. I never understood the appeal of the opiate high, but many, many of my friends have been through opiate addiction. I have watched so many people go down that road, and have known many good friends that died.
I can tell just from the way you talk about it that you will absolutely never be able to use opiates recreationally. Get that idea out of your head. You clearly have absolutely zero control over your addiction. You need to realize that you will never have the self control to use opiates recreationally. It is absolutely never going to happen. Get the fuck over it, stop feeling sorry for youself, and find something better to do with your life.
In my experience, there are only two types of opiate addicts-
1. People who become addicted to opiates, and then stop using them completely. These are the only people who get over opiate addiciton.
2. People who think they can use opiates "recreationally". These people always eventually end up overdosing and dying.
Just two months ago, one of my oldest friends of ~20 years ODed on heroin. He was totally clean, had just gotten out of jail, had a great paying job, and had just bought a brand new truck. It seemed like he finally had his life together. Apparently, he also thought he could use heroin "recreationally", and it killed him immediately.
I wish you the best of luck, but if using opiates "recreationally" is seriously a priority for you, you aren't going to be around much longer.
If you are so desperate that you are actually considering suicide, why not try doing something fun? You've got nothing to lose, right?
Where do you live? It is almost trim season in Northern California. Hitchhike to Arcata or Eureka, find the nearest Wal-Mart, and make a sign that says "looking for trim work". Work hard trimming weed for a couple months at some isolated grow op in Humboldt. You can make money, smoke weed all day, and you won't be able to get any opiates because you will be in the middle of fucking nowhere.
There is always a better option than just letting your addiction kill you, man. We are on this Earth for such a short period of time in the whole scheme of things. We are alive at the craziest time in history. Shit could hit the fan any minute. Don't you at least want to see what happens? That is one of my main reasons for wanting to live a long life. I'm going to die anyways, I might as well watch as much of this crazy movie as I can...
Good luck getting over your desire to use opiates recreationally!
Edited by FlyOnTheWall (09/07/15 12:29 PM)
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: FlyOnTheWall]
#22201719 - 09/07/15 11:58 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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this is a proud shroomery thread, lots of good advice and serious concern.
op is there not a methadone clinic in your area? i know the one around here you can sign up, it takes a little while but it is free.
would appear the most conscious of opinions here are you can obviously not moderate your drug use and would be advisable to at least take a nice break and get stuff functional again for your life's sake.
you have to open that door in your mind, otherwise no one can help you.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: ReposadoXochipilli]
#22201765 - 09/07/15 12:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Two thjngs can save your ass- Kratom can replace opiayes and get you off them and reduce the WD.
Ibogaine proper administered could stop your addiction in its tracks.
Research both and consider using them, you need them. It's either not both though.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22201795 - 09/07/15 12:16 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: Two thjngs can save your ass- Kratom can replace opiayes and get you off them and reduce the WD.
Ibogaine proper administered could stop your addiction in its tracks.
Research both and consider using them, you need them. It's either not both though.
Take this advice. Make changes to your life, OP.
You are at the intersection of Whiny Bitch Lane and Man Up Street, make the right decision.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: FlyOnTheWall]
#22202261 - 09/07/15 01:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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FlyOnTheWall said: You are at the intersection of Whiny Bitch Lane and Man Up Street, make the right decision.
You guys are right, and this is pretty accurate ^
I'm only 20 so I've got time to bounce back, it defiantly seems like quiting opiates would be in my best interests.....that being said I'm going to buy one more dose today....just to reward myself for making this difficult disicion.....then in quiting cold turkey...I think I can do it no problem
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22202288 - 09/07/15 01:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Buying one more dose is not a quitters mentality. You either quit, or you don't. Having been to rehab, through AA, and all that shit I've seen enough people that want to quit but just aren't ready for whatever reason. One of those big signs that says "I want to quit but I'm not ready" is bargaining. Examples of bargaining are: "I'll buy just one more pack/dose/bottle/bag then I'll quit." - why? If you want to quit, now is the time. It'll always be "now" when you decide to quit and by buying another dose you've decided to quit later. Which isn't quitting at all. or "I'll just use X amount" or "I'll just use X times a week" or whatever is also not quitting. Any time you impose certain restrictions on your drug use because it's out of control, you're actually just furthering your addiction for a myriad of reasons. The more structure you add to your problem, the stronger it will become. Quit or don't.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22202577 - 09/07/15 03:04 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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FlyOnTheWall said: You are at the intersection of Whiny Bitch Lane and Man Up Street, make the right decision.
You guys are right, and this is pretty accurate ^
I'm only 20 so I've got time to bounce back, it defiantly seems like quiting opiates would be in my best interests.....that being said I'm going to buy one more dose today....just to reward myself for making this difficult disicion.....then in quiting cold turkey...I think I can do it no problem
Probably not a good idea to reward yourself from getting clean of opiates by doing a shot of down. The heroin enthusiast title needs to go to if you are serious about this.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22202587 - 09/07/15 03:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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He's gonna beat Bill to the RIP thread.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman] 1
#22202608 - 09/07/15 03:11 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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The idea you are doing another shot to reward yourself for deciding to quit is mind bendingly profound self delusion.
That statement shows you need help to get clean because your addiction has hijacked your brain and you are not thinking clearly nor are you in control of your actions.
If you do a shot for this bogus reason you are doomed. Quit cold Turkey now, Do not take another bullshit shot for a bullshit reason.
You need rehab, preferably, if not rehab at least NA, and if that doesn't work look seriously into Kratom and if that doesn't work ibogaine.
You need help. Any time you rationalize doing more you are revealing the depth of your mental illness. There is no reason or excuse to ever use opiates again. Zero.
You are 20 you can absolutely turn your life around and have an amazing future but if you do one more shot you could easily be doomed.
Buy some Kratom (lots) and every time you get a craving take a good dose. Doing that you can probably make it a few weeks without using and then you are almost free.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: abltsandwich]
#22202613 - 09/07/15 03:11 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well realistically your problems arnt going away so you have 2 options. Fix you problems and get off opiates or become street junkie. you decided
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: kakashi68]
#22202623 - 09/07/15 03:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Moon stop recommending kratom. He needs to get off all drugs and kratom is just something that will tickle his opiate receptors and hardly to anything for withdrawal.
Get off all drugs mate.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22203560 - 09/07/15 06:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Don't tell me what to do you little 
Using Kratom to get off harder opiates is an extremely smart move that has been successfully used by numerous opiate addicts.
Kratom has been successfully used by opiate addicts to get off opiates for a long time. It can alleviate withdrawal significantly. There are many people who succeeded on getting off opiayes using Kratom who would have failed otherwise .
If he wants to get off Kratom later that's fine but the important thing now is to get off dangerous life ruining opiates and if a virtually harmless leaf can help him do it then it would be wise to try it. It certainly won't hurt anything.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22203576 - 09/07/15 06:15 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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he should quit opiates by chewing sunflower seeds.
or you know how they have those sugar pills, maybe they can do the same thing but with injects, so you mainline a sugar pill essentially. and it would get you a little sugar high too
also whats up with this auto spelling correction shit, sometimes a bro likes to spell wrong on purpose
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: makaveli8x8]
#22203597 - 09/07/15 06:19 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Kratom works extremely well for alleviating withdrawal and that makes it much easier to resist getting and using more dope and that makes it much easier to quit opiates.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22203812 - 09/07/15 06:48 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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so do sunflower seeds
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22203866 - 09/07/15 06:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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As depressing as this is to read, it's really great to hear everyone rally behind this guy. The internet was just budding when I was going through some rough teen years. It would have been pretty amazing to have such a remarkable number of intelligent and like minded people offering advice. Good luck brother! We all face serious adversity. I've left skin cells from the roof of my mouth on my front sight post more than once. Just take note of how may people here that have never met you care. I'm willing to bet you have loads of people in your life that would love to see you healthy.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22203924 - 09/07/15 07:07 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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FlyOnTheWall said: You are at the intersection of Whiny Bitch Lane and Man Up Street, make the right decision.
You guys are right, and this is pretty accurate ^
I'm only 20 so I've got time to bounce back, it defiantly seems like quiting opiates would be in my best interests.....that being said I'm going to buy one more dose today....just to reward myself for making this difficult disicion.....then in quiting cold turkey...I think I can do it no problem
I'm just gonna go out on a limb here and say
gods damn, you make some absolutely retarded decisions, then you follow them with whining about regrets and then go right back to the retarded decisions, like I said, this isnt a thread where you show your remorse, it's a thread where you brag about the stupid decisions you make... keep up the good work, we need something to laugh at.... go get your lean on
I hope you enjoy sucking dick for cash, look like that will be your profession soon
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
#22206086 - 09/08/15 08:07 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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A lot of judgemental fear mongering drug elitists here need To stop with the DARE propaganda and get off their high horse
sarcasm can't count the number of times people Have said this to me for speaking common Sense. Keep it up fellow fear mongers!
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Moonshoe]
#22206553 - 09/08/15 10:29 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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"I'm gonna reward myself for quitting opiates by doing more opiates"
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