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OfflineMisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199798 - 09/06/15 10:02 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Sold it for like $500 and spent all of that on dope:(


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman] * 1
    #22199810 - 09/06/15 10:05 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

You're life sounds really awesome :thumb:

Keep up the good work


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199821 - 09/06/15 10:06 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

and you still dont think dope is your major problems?

dude, you need help not some half assed excuse of using only once a week.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: rackem]
    #22199830 - 09/06/15 10:09 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Dude but what would I have to "really" look forward to if I quit opiates....it's like oooooo I get to be a sober square gsaaaayyyyyy isn't there a middle ground?


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199837 - 09/06/15 10:12 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

it doesnt seem like you have the ability to have a middle ground.

more to life than the opiates man..


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22199846 - 09/06/15 10:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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Malcolm_Xtasy said:
You're life sounds really awesome :thumb:

Keep up the good work




:lol:


Seriously OP, you sound like a hardcore opiate addict. Seek help before the drugs end your life.

Good luck and clean up your act man. This is tough love brotha.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: rackem]
    #22199878 - 09/06/15 10:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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rackem said:
more to life than the opiates man..




You're probably right....maybe...yeah but fuck other shit is complicated


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199885 - 09/06/15 10:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Your title is heroin enthusiast and you say you are not addicted to herion.

If this is really a life or death situation p.m. me and I can get you started on kratom and help you get the good stuff.

Just stop fucking up your life  bud.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199933 - 09/06/15 10:32 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I hope you turn this around. Even if you think your letting go and don't give a fuck it can turn into a living nightmare.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22199943 - 09/06/15 10:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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These last few weeks have been a doozy.....I had no idea that life could go down hill so fast....

Well to sum it up last night I spent about $300 on enough morphine to kill a horse....it's hard to explain because I didn't "really" want to overdose but my thought process was " if I do ehhh fuck it".....well I guess I didn't  because I just woke up and I'm still extremely high....and all my morphine is gone...last thing I remember was my buddy dragging me out of a restraunt and putting me in his car.......I have a lot of angry texts from various people

Anyway...my life's looking fucked....I Might be facing some felony charges for some things that happened while I was on a week long Xanax bender earlier....

I lost my job....probably because of my drug use....my car broke down....my rent is coming up but I won't be able pay it so I'm thinking I just spend what money I do have on morphine and hope for the best....

Im so fucked.....shit.....ah fuck...I hate myself





so wait... is this something that you are proud of or ashamed of?


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #22199970 - 09/06/15 10:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Oh very ashamed for the most part....but at the same time I did a seriously epic amount of morphine and didn't die.....400mg ish orally and the rest I snorted so like another 100 that's some epic shit


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #22199971 - 09/06/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

You can go to Church's and ask for help. My neighbors were not able to pay their electric bill, they went to our local church, they paid the bill.
You could even ask to specifically speak to the ministers. Explain your situation. How your broke, bills are coming up, messed up with drugs.

They might help you out. The worse that can happen is they say no.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22200180 - 09/07/15 12:14 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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MisterSandman said:
Oh very ashamed for the most part....but at the same time I did a seriously epic amount of morphine and didn't die.....400mg ish orally and the rest I snorted so like another 100 that's some epic shit





I'm just trying to establish whether you're simply bragging or actually remorseful


it certainly does look like the latter


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #22200250 - 09/07/15 12:51 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

close to death, knocking, asking for it...
but you were given life, and that is a miracle in itself.  live to experience the overcoming of pain, to be prepared for future pain, you suffer because you must, but is your strength worthy to endure the suffering, triumph?
Probably, but it is up to you.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman] * 3
    #22200279 - 09/07/15 01:05 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

What's it like to be a homeless low bottom dope fiend?
IDK I never went that far with it but it sounds like you might be headed for that iceberg my friend.
Saying you'll use once a week is a bargaining method, and with whom or what are you bargaining?  If you stepped back and looked at things from saaaayyyy... the last 6 years of your life up until right this very second, would you say your drug use has worked well for you as a whole?  It sounds to me like you're at a net loss overall in life and it revolves around drugs so how do you say it's not a problem?
You know you have things in your life that need to be fixed, and every step you aren't taking to better yourself is another step wasted.  I've been at some low points too and words like I just typed really don't mean much at those times (really, not much does) but at some point you'll ask yourself versions of these questions and more and whatever you do with the answers I guess will determine your character and can make you stronger, and maybe even strong enough to do what you think is impossible, or you'll just continue numbing it away but I hope not.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: abltsandwich]
    #22200283 - 09/07/15 01:06 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

The guy is a heroin enthusiast and tried to OD on drugs and sells stuff for heroin and his life is in shambles. OP please check into a rehab clinic tomorrow morning.


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22200499 - 09/07/15 02:45 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

"Quiting opiates is like not an option really....everything else is fine"

"I'm thinking I skip rehab....I'll just only do opiates once a week starting now"

Exactly something an addict would say. What is it going to take for you to kick this habit that is destroying your life? I'll answer that myself, nothing. With the mentality that you have now your rock bottom is death. I don't understand why you made this thread. For sympathy? What? You clearly don't want to get clean. DUDE, WAKE UP AND SMELL THE FUCKING COFFEE. You are going to die if you don't stop. Holy shit. Are you that dense?

Don't say no one ever tried helping you. :shrug:


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
    #22200558 - 09/07/15 03:43 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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336 said:
If this topic was a picture; this is what it would look like in my mind.






this is probably closer



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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #22200646 - 09/07/15 05:41 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

that guy has such nice blue eyes


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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: makaveli8x8] * 1
    #22201001 - 09/07/15 08:42 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Great thread I love these epic cautionary tales of blind self destruction and inviolable self delusion .

Selling that gun and having it found loaded in someone else's car will very likely land you in jail. You should go to rehab now so I can you at least won't have to withdraw in jail.


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