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MisterSandman
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I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face.....
#22199596 - 09/06/15 09:18 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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These last few weeks have been a doozy.....I had no idea that life could go down hill so fast....
Well to sum it up last night I spent about $300 on enough morphine to kill a horse....it's hard to explain because I didn't "really" want to overdose but my thought process was " if I do ehhh fuck it".....well I guess I didn't because I just woke up and I'm still extremely high....and all my morphine is gone...last thing I remember was my buddy dragging me out of a restraunt and putting me in his car.......I have a lot of angry texts from various people
Anyway...my life's looking fucked....I Might be facing some felony charges for some things that happened while I was on a week long Xanax bender earlier....
I lost my job....probably because of my drug use....my car broke down....my rent is coming up but I won't be able pay it so I'm thinking I just spend what money I do have on morphine and hope for the best....
Im so fucked.....shit.....ah fuck...I hate myself
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman] 2
#22199645 - 09/06/15 09:30 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Go to rehab brotha.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22199660 - 09/06/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Bitter Cactus said: Go to rehab brotha.
what he said
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22199665 - 09/06/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I can't afford no rehab, plus I don't think the drugs are the main problem....
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xbloodwhipx

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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Cowb0yNeal00]
#22199670 - 09/06/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Great job using drugs responsibly.
Ive been on plenty of xanax binges and havent commited a single felony during them. Maybe rehab is the place for you
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199675 - 09/06/15 09:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quiting opiates is like not an option really....everything else is fine
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199686 - 09/06/15 09:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Of course it is an option. Just not one you are choosing.
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman] 1
#22199689 - 09/06/15 09:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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the drugs are the main problem.
think of rehab like filling bankruptcy.. gives you a chance to sort things out.
by the sound of it, you could benefit from that opportunity.
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#22199692 - 09/06/15 09:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: Great job using drugs responsibly.
Ive been on plenty of xanax binges and havent commited a single felony during them. Maybe rehab is the place for you 
There's no such thing as responsible Xanax use. And hold your horses.....it wasn't really a felony...I mean it's up in the air, I haven't been charged...just "under investigation".....and I made everything right karmakly speaking after the fact but police reports were filed....
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199704 - 09/06/15 09:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sure you can use xanax responsibly. I never claimed to 
Stay at home and dont go on any binges. Only take a bar or two. Maybe do it with a friend whos not on zans.
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: rackem]
#22199707 - 09/06/15 09:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
rackem said: the drugs are the main problem.
think of rehab like filling bankruptcy.. gives you a chance to sort things out.
by the sound of it, you could benefit from that opportunity.
I'm thinking I skip rehab....I'll just only do opiates once a week starting now
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#22199715 - 09/06/15 09:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: Sure you can use xanax responsibly. I never claimed to 
Stay at home and dont go on any binges. Only take a bar or two. Maybe do it with a friend whos not on zans.
I had a gram of alpraz powder so I was eyeballing since I didn't want to wait for my propylene glycol in the mail
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199718 - 09/06/15 09:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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passages malibu
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Niffla



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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199728 - 09/06/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've always liked you, Sandman. I hope you pull through this. I've hit low points at certain times in my life that are in the same neighborhood as this one.
It's an uphill climb, but it's doable. Hang in there (I know it sounds gay & cliché but I'm serious).
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22199745 - 09/06/15 09:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Niffla



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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Cowb0yNeal00] 3
#22199751 - 09/06/15 09:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: Niffla]
#22199757 - 09/06/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Awwwww thanks niffla......yeah it's just one of those times.....if I just had a time machine...last summer was perfect, absolutely perfect.
But yeah I do really appreciate it man....I
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199768 - 09/06/15 09:52 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Oh yeah I just remembered I also have a credit card I maxed out for $2000 in less than 2 weeks of getting it....fucking kill me now
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199787 - 09/06/15 09:58 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Get this though.....I had this impulse to buy a gun a few weeks back and so I'm like I have this fancy new credit card perfect....so I go to buy a gun and I'm like "I vow not to spend more than $300.."........but this fucking spinster at the gun store sells me on this nice smith and Wesson AR.....they ended up denying me so I had my friend go in and buy it....,$1200 nice gun
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MisterSandman
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Re: I've about burned every bridge and shit in everyone's face..... [Re: MisterSandman]
#22199795 - 09/06/15 10:00 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Then I unofficially sold it to another friend after I shot it a few times, he ended up getting pulled over on Xanax and he just had it sitting in the backseat loaded.....lul
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