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MushyMatt
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Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one..
#22195080 - 09/05/15 11:20 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195088 - 09/05/15 11:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
Cuz life you beautiful. Every moment is an utter miracle. seeing that even for a few moments has kept me going through the darkest of times
Remember; no matter how deep your suffering is, it WILL end. Just be patient. I pulled myself through a slump myself. It gets hard, but it will end
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195089 - 09/05/15 11:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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"Don't worry about a thing 'cause every little thing is gonna be alright."
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195095 - 09/05/15 11:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
LET THE PAIN MOTIVATE YOU!
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195102 - 09/05/15 11:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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take up smoking hella dank mixed with tobacco.
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Amanita Ridehome
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195105 - 09/05/15 11:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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1. Boobs (even if you're gay, you still need them when you're a baby, right?)
2. Sunsets (if you weren't around, what would be the point of such beauty?)
3. Weed (makes food taste better, life funnier, friends friendlier, cures cancer...)

There, I gave you three.
You owe me.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: topdog82]
#22195107 - 09/05/15 11:26 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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But it will keep going too..
You can't get away from these people, and this shit they have lined up for you.. it's a fucking joke, and only the dipshits are satisfied in what their pulling off because they cant see it..
1 in a million lives that life, where they get by it.. they, 'slip through the cracks'.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195114 - 09/05/15 11:28 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Everyone in this bitch would take that proverbial 'lottery ticket'... you know why? Because they're slaves, and they've tasted that shit enough to not want it... welcome to paradise.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195116 - 09/05/15 11:28 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
well for one life is an opportunity to do whatever you want . Love , inspiration and the desire to live and leave your footprint on this earth before you're imperfect body gives to the stress of this imperfect world. Life is what you make it my friend and you can do what whatever you want and the only thing stopping you is yourself . Give the world good energy and you shall receive it back . Do good and the same will happen to you. Every life on this earth is special and we all come from the same beginning is just our minds are trapped in our ego. You deserve your chance at life and you shouldnt rob yourself of that of when you have a future ahead of you friend.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195118 - 09/05/15 11:28 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lol does this have to do with your favor asking thread? What's up man?
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt] 1
#22195122 - 09/05/15 11:30 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Once it's gone bro, it's gone.
No matter how shitty things are -- try to enjoy it as much as you can.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: mrbart4444] 1
#22195131 - 09/05/15 11:32 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195136 - 09/05/15 11:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Boooooooo
What is this guy even rambling about?
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#22195165 - 09/05/15 11:44 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you have to be given a reason to live, you're never going to accept it as a reason to live. Find your own reason.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195179 - 09/05/15 11:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Not if think like that. Im sure your pride isnt going to give depth to your understanding though. Im just telling you what life is. What you do with it is your fault.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195189 - 09/05/15 11:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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if you can make It through the night, there's a brighter day- Tupac Shakur
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195196 - 09/05/15 11:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
Because you only live once and this is the only time you will ever exist and it will be nothingness for the next zillion zillion zillion years.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86] 1
#22195211 - 09/05/15 11:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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impatientguy said: Lol does this have to do with your favor asking thread? What's up man?
No my mom really needs herb.. I'm visiting in new mexico and have no one to find for it.
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Fuck you dude, you even know who I am, you would know I have tried to not kill myield for the past 6 years. Some people say I'm lucky for failing Everytime, but I look at it as I need to just try harder..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: mrbart4444]
#22195216 - 09/05/15 11:59 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Not if think like that. Im sure your pride isnt going to give depth to your understanding though. Im just telling you what life is. What you do with it is your fault.
You're telling me what life is huh? You must be like a MXE expert.. Dont waste your time talking to me, go pump out your 14 kids jesus fish..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195219 - 09/06/15 12:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said:
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Not if think like that. Im sure your pride isnt going to give depth to your understanding though. Im just telling you what life is. What you do with it is your fault.
You're telling me what life is huh? You must be like a MXE expert.. Dont waste your time talking to me, go pump out your 14 kids jesus fish..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195222 - 09/06/15 12:01 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Oh goodness.. here's your pat on the back.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt] 1
#22195230 - 09/06/15 12:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Cuz death is Gonna be wayy more painful than life?..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195234 - 09/06/15 12:04 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said:
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Not if think like that. Im sure your pride isnt going to give depth to your understanding though. Im just telling you what life is. What you do with it is your fault.
You're telling me what life is huh? You must be like a MXE expert.. Dont waste your time talking to me, go pump out your 14 kids jesus fish..
You know its people who love making a negative environments is whats wrong with the world . I dont believe Christianity but i do believe being a good person.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: mrbart4444] 1
#22195246 - 09/06/15 12:09 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Congratulations.. I find acknowledgment of reality to be a better tool than bullshit fairy tail optimistic ideals..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195266 - 09/06/15 12:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bro being negative ain't any better
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mrbart4444
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86] 1
#22195283 - 09/06/15 12:16 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: Congratulations.. I find acknowledgment of reality to be a better tool than bullshit fairy tail optimistic ideals..
Yea you're reality and understanding can be way different than anothers. I get it there is problems like finding resources or employment. If you want something bad enough you can probably get it . The weak will of a person is what stops you. If you want something you might have to put in effort but just like making a path through a thick jungle its easy once its cut .
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195293 - 09/06/15 12:18 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
I'm not going to bullshit you about things getting better, and I have no idea how bad things might be for you or what might be going on. I respect that you are probably going through a lot, but I know that even if I attempted to relate I would probably be unable to empathize, so it is my self-centered nature not to ask.
Despite that, you taking the time to post your distress gave me a catharatic pause to stop and reflect on my own reasons to keep living, despite years of suicidal tendencies and a prolonged history of self mutilation.
I cannot give you a solid reason to keep on living, but please at least take a moment to note that I would appreciate if you continue to do so. Things could feel really low right now, but the fact that you are living through it and are able to convey even something as otherwise small as distress over things was able to touch a part of me that needs reminders to keep me going.
Please keep yourself going. The world needs people with the will to survive, even if you may not be able to always interpret the why.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Tantrika]
#22195297 - 09/06/15 12:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Things go up and down and stuff gets better and worse and there are valleys and peaks and dips and bends so you gotta ride the ride.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86] 1
#22195381 - 09/06/15 12:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: Congratulations.. I find acknowledgment of reality to be a better tool than bullshit fairy tail optimistic ideals..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195385 - 09/06/15 12:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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OP stay strong!
The answer to your question could be right around the corner. Just don't turn away from the love when it finds you.
You deserve it!
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Bitter Cactus] 1
#22195386 - 09/06/15 12:56 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Not if think like that. Im sure your pride isnt going to give depth to your understanding though. Im just telling you what life is. What you do with it is your fault.
You're telling me what life is huh? You must be like a MXE expert.. Dont waste your time talking to me, go pump out your 14 kids jesus fish..

lol
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Cowb0yNeal00] 1
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22195397 - 09/06/15 01:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bitter Cactus said: Things go up and down and stuff gets better and worse and there are valleys and peaks and dips and bends so you gotta ride the ride.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195410 - 09/06/15 01:09 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bitter Cactus said: Things go up and down and stuff gets better and worse and there are valleys and peaks and dips and bends so you gotta ride the ride.



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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195414 - 09/06/15 01:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bitter Cactus said: Things go up and down and stuff gets better and worse and there are valleys and peaks and dips and bends so you gotta ride the ride.


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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: zZZz]
#22195434 - 09/06/15 01:22 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hate to break your guys' volley  but I have words.
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zZZz said: Bro being negative ain't any better 
It's all subjective. Negativity has its purpose as well. It's not about what's right; it's about what works.
When you become so tired that death seems a worthy release, you need to learn how to harness your negativity and use it to make you stronger. Look deep in the face of your inadequacies and laugh. The world is fucking disgusting, but it is that way to make us seek outside of ourselves and grow stronger. I'd bet all the negativity/entropy is why there is evolution and net positive growth from life.
Avoiding negativity works too, but I find fighting depressive tendencies with cynicism and humor far more successful. That's just my cup of tea. Yin and Yang.
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Edited by Giftofdeprivation (09/06/15 01:23 AM)
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MushyMatt
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I've decided once I take my daughter to disneyworld for her 4th birthday, I'm going to tell my family I moved to another state when in the long run I will move to my past life. I love you all, but it's inevitable. I am okay with that. One thing that has always stuck with me from a 9g mushroom ego death, is that one should not be afraid of death, as for death is not the end of life, but the beginning of your next.
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zZZz
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there's a difference tho between harnessing ur own negative energy as oppose to just dumping ur own negativity on someone else, let alone someone who's trying to be positive
there's a limit
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MushyMatt
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: zZZz]
#22195453 - 09/06/15 01:29 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I refuse to be negative toward people, I only want to bring happiness to people. It's hard to do when you can't even capture just a tenth of that happiness for yourself..
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Giftofdeprivation
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195454 - 09/06/15 01:30 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lol, if you were a real man, you'd look your daughter right in the eyes and tell her the complete truth.
Ever see this movie?
My favorite is the entire family that are reunited in purgatory from suicide
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: zZZz]
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Not sure where you're going with that.
There's a difference between dumping and providing a healthy example of how to deal. If you've had suicidal thoughts, you'd know that the you have to laugh and accept even that kind of negativity to move forward.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt] 1
#22195465 - 09/06/15 01:36 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: I refuse to be negative toward people, I only want to bring happiness to people.
if u do what u say u're going to do i guarantee u u're only going to be doing the opposite of that
it's like ur saying "i cant take this pain no more; here, u take it instead"
and guess who's gonna be taking it?, anyone who's ever loved and cared about u.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195474 - 09/06/15 01:41 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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u're better off just being open and expressing what it is that is bothering you and why it is that u feel the way you do
whats wrong?..
pm me if you'd like, im all ears
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#22195490 - 09/06/15 01:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: I've decided once I take my daughter to disneyworld for her 4th birthday
there's your reason. not just for her birthday but for her life
dont leave that little girl without her father and stop worrying about anyone else's happiness but her's, it's your obligation as a father
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt] 3
#22195493 - 09/06/15 01:49 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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How in the fuck are you going to bail on your 3 year old daughter? That shit just doesn't make sense to me.. you just dont act that way. That's not how this works..
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195524 - 09/06/15 02:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, he dropped that one pretty nonchalantly. Maybe I've just been in the romp too much, because I'm seeing trolls everywhere. Who reaches out on a drug forum?
I have a psych degree, have suffered some pretty profound depression, and have talked to many people who are ruminating on thoughts of death. While provocative, I think if OP is even remotely serious, he needs to focus on FIGHTING and seek help from people trained to do so. Not here. That's not what this forum is about. You'll get support and love, but that's not what you need to hear. You need to hear shit that's going to motivate you to get out of bed. Actually take a shower and pretend you give a shit. Choke down one fucking meal today...
No, depression is no joke. You become numb to everything and you need someone to yell at you to get through. Fall in line, eyes forward, and find some fucking motivation.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195658 - 09/06/15 03:33 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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There isn't one, life sucks.
Discipline is better then motivation anyday.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Amanita86]
#22195714 - 09/06/15 04:17 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: You cant do anything you want.. stop talking that bullshit motivational calendar talk..
Who says?
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Also, how shitty of a dad are you that you're gonna make that little girl grow up fatherless?
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: topdog82]
#22195812 - 09/06/15 05:53 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
Cuz life you beautiful. Every moment is an utter miracle. seeing that even for a few moments has kept me going through the darkest of times
Remember; no matter how deep your suffering is, it WILL end. Just be patient. I pulled myself through a slump myself. It gets hard, but it will end
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: SunnyD]
#22195940 - 09/06/15 07:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You gotta take the bad with the good OP. Don't focus on the terrible or depressing shit in your life, you have to look at what makes you happy.
Whether the happiness comes in the smallest form of just talking to someone, or the happiness of being there for your daughter. Life isn't always gonna be easy, and it's not always gonna be happy, but trust me when I say it. There always will be a better tomorrow.
The sadness and depression you feel is all you. There's a point where you just have to realize what's the point of sulking and making yourself feel terrible. It doesn't help anything and only makes your life harder.
Even if you still can't find it in your heart to live, don't do it for yourself. Do it for your daughter. I hope it all works out for you man
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22195981 - 09/06/15 07:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
So many people have hard lives and every single one of them has some reason. Trust us, and more importantly trust yourself because you want to have a good life. If you had given up you would have never felt all the other beautiful moments you've felt - even if you forget them. I watch my son grow every day, he is lucky enough to not know the things that make us sad. Life is unadulterated. He lives in the moment, and he is happy. Somewhere along the line we stop being who we are, and start trying to be who we were, or worse, who we expect ourselves to be. Stop being so hard on yourself, because every soul is beautiful and is allowed to make mistakes, faulter, feel abused or even unlucky. What makes every moment different for each of us is what makes life beautiful for us all and it takes the strength of us all - the trust in life it is - to hold us up when we fall or are misled by those differences. Embrace who you are.. by no cosmic definition do I say that is your destiny. Your purpose is in your heart. If you listen closely it will speak and you will feel loved.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt] 1
#22196096 - 09/06/15 08:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey Matt, I don't know if you remember me, but we used to bump into each other in chat way back when. We never talked much, but I saw you around. 
I'm gonna spare the bullshit and jump right into this for you.
The clock is always ticking, everything is always changing. One of the most magnificent things about human beings is for better or worse from a proposed to a set state of affairs, our uncanny ability to adjust and change with time and circumstance. Our feelings and thoughts, our perspectives and behaviors roll, crash, form and glide like an ocean's waves under the ever changing weather, influences on every scale and that which we have have no control over. From rain to storms, to sun and steady, mellow winds and all possible variation of condition in between. Under the right forecast and conditions, we are all able to be willing enough to realize ourselves and exercise our potential for purposes from our own satisfaction to even a good greater than ourselves. More so yet, after even a momentary glimpse at what we might be capable of and the notion of that which remains unknown, unseen and undone.
Stubbornness is only acceptable at the end of a fact, and it can sometimes be difficult to truly see or discern such absolutes, there may be rain, there may be storms, there may be an asteroid, and there is no definite foreseeable limit to our accomplishment. But when a gap in the clouds reveals a piece of blue, or when the sun gleams over clear skies, when we may bask in the majesty of existence, our hearts may grow ever full with earnest wonder and perhaps we might (even unconsciously) be reminded by ourselves that such stubbornness is indeed justified. Yes, we can be righteously stubborn enough (even after our blind and unreasonable stubbornness has led us through the depths of the deepest trenches of our struggles and doubts), that we can and must endeavor. In all considerable respects.
A side note, something I personally hold dear to me, an excerpt you might be familiar with from the works of Carl Sagan;

"Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there--on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.
The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds.
Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.
The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand. It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."
- Carl Sagan, Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space, 1994
In times of trouble and doubt, bear in mind, that as every moment is fleeting, every storm comes to an end. The marvel and strive of our existence, the majesty of the cosmos and the inner workings of the mysterious conscious mind are beyond doubt, the greatest emergent phenomenon to be experienced, treasured and explored.
Eventually, in some way or another, we all come to pass and before that day reaches us our time is of the essence.

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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Into The Woods]
#22196129 - 09/06/15 08:25 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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My life is a lot more fucked than most peoples'. A lot. One thing I've found out is that everything always works itself out. Might not be how you expected but things work out.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Into The Woods]
#22196154 - 09/06/15 08:38 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You gotta find what makes you happy and drives you You gotta get on the motivation train to happyville
I have at times before this year and sometimes earlier this year. Where I was utterly hopeless. Thought i would never get a grip, or grow.up. I thought I would of just been a drug addict who.had no drive til i did something stupid and die or OD
And now.i couldnt be happier, sure some days can be a bummer. but at the end of the day im in love with it all
I started exercising and eating healthy, and that helps me to stay motivated. and feeling alot better physically and mentally
Keys to life to me is Positivity Love Good food good sex good drugs good friends and lovers Good healthy physical activities Oh and good music 
I have a feeling youlle find your personal bliss.that benifits you
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22196179 - 09/06/15 08:43 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: I've decided once I take my daughter to disneyworld for her 4th birthday
there's your reason. not just for her birthday but for her life
dont leave that little girl without her father and stop worrying about anyone else's happiness but her's, it's your obligation as a father
This can't be overstated or considered enough, Matt.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22196262 - 09/06/15 09:10 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Life is amazing, it's the system that's fucked. Go out in nature more & realize you're here for a blink of a blink of a blink times infinity. Make the best of every single heart wrenching moment & you'll find bits of joy that make it worthwhile.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#22196321 - 09/06/15 09:30 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: if you can make It through the night, there's a brighter day- Tupac Shakur
Ignore system engaged.
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Mr. Material]
#22196364 - 09/06/15 09:40 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
LET THE PAIN MOTIVATE YOU!
Pain can be a great motivator.
And to answer your question, love. There is love all around you, and its the most beautiful thing on this earth
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: danielx]
#22196495 - 09/06/15 10:11 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You have a daughter. Plus, do you know the number of crazy cosmic events that had to happen for you to even exist? Shit will get better dude keep on truckin
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22196504 - 09/06/15 10:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bro dont kill urself
There is a lot to live for, you just got 2 search
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22196516 - 09/06/15 10:17 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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336 said: Yo this nigga said he isn't going to kill himself till next year... My guess is he'll get over it. Planning to kill yourself in a year is crazy talk. You'd have to be like the most committed person on earth.
This topic is fin in my opinion. OP is depressed; we've all been there, he's considering suicide; many of us have been there; but he's going to wait a year so he can take his kid to disneyland for her birthday, so basically he's good for now.
Come back next year and we'll talk you off the ledge then.
no, he's not good for now, it's clearly an ongoing problem that he needs to seek help for, clearly he's still in distress and we are that first step in helping him
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: luvdemboomers] 1
#22197789 - 09/06/15 03:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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luvdemboomers said: My life is a lot more fucked than most peoples'. A lot..
Aww poor you. Want a cookie?
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Listen, I doubt you will take my advice, but PLEASE hear me out
A couple things I could offer you: -Try looking into some religions of the east. Hinduism, buddhism, and Jainism all deliver profound insight into finding happiness in life -A spinoff of the first point. Try meditation. It pulled me out of suicidal depression that I had on and off for 5ish years. Seriously. Meditation has changed my life in a month. It also helped me get way more sober too -Try ketamine. Supposedly it reverses depression? MXE is available as well. I am not sure it has the same effect
Also, you have a daughter. Thats amazing. Stick around for her
Overall, stick to a routine. Stop using drugs, and try waking up before 9am, going for a walk etc. Routines do wonders
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Re: Can anyone give me one good reason.. just one.. [Re: MushyMatt]
#22197942 - 09/06/15 03:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: One damn reason to give me that living is eve worth seeing the next day :'(
Put the gun down bro, life is worth it, trust me.
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