This is the story of my first ever psychedelic experience, being on 4 grams of p cubensis mushrooms. Keep note I'm very lightweight (110 lbs aprox) and it was a hefty dose for me
It started with me eating the mushrooms that weigh out to exactly 4.2 grams. They tasted like sunflower seeds with something else, odd texture but not all that bad. After eating, I laid a sheet of paper and a sharpie on my desk incase I needed to write anything down. I also turned off all my lights and left my computer be the only source of light in the room.
After about roughly 30-45 minutes of relaxing and watching a movie (Mac and Devin Go to Highschool, really dumb but great for a trip) I noticed my hands looked odd. They didn't look my hands at all and they looked really foreign. I knew it was the mushrooms taking effect so I went straight to my music and put on Chance the Rapper's Acid Rap mixtape.
Time starts to get a bit fuzzy for the rest of the trip, but I can differentiate when what happened in order. Everything started to get overlayed with this woven-like texture, and most patterns started getting a wave to it. I looked at my hands again and these foreign things started to warp in and out. I was so interested in how my fingers were moving. I thought for sure this would be the peak of my trip and it'd be smooth sailing
My trip went sort of in levels. Meaning each level i'd get a new layer of trip almost. My next level was color swapping. I remember everything just changing hues right in front of me from red to blue to yellow to red and so on. I also started to witness some really cool visuals in my hands, blanket, and chair.
The trip kept getting weirder, and this level was my melting phase with insane thought loops, probably the peak of it all. My rooms roof kept melting into the walls, like it was just one big wall connected together and I was looking at the backdrop to a play. They were breathing heavily, and I could use my fingers to smear visuals right in front of me (the coolest part of the whole thing)
Next I went into the bathroom, which was insanely foreign. During urination, I witnessed my stream changing from teal to clear and back again, really cool. Looking in the mirror was probably the most introspective part. I looked deep into my reflection and I didn't even recognize myself. I looked into m eyes and saw myself in my eyes and I actually dove into the reflection, then into thhe reflections reflection for about 3 times until I pushed myself out of the bathroom
At this point I forget why my computer is shut off, and a lot of confusion starts taking place. I remember the closed eye visuals were astonishing at this point. I closed my eyes while listening to Jimi Hendrix's Hey Joe Solo, and remember climbing through windows in my room just entering new rooms each time while having my field of view thrown 90 degress each entry, hard to explain
I started crying while listening to some meaningful music, and at this stage things were actually moving, not just morphing. I was looking at my phone trying to change the song and every letter on the screen was beating and breathing, dancing around the screen. Here I go and get up to write this down, when the tracer stage comes in
I pick up this yellow sharpie and see streaks of yellow flying from if, absolutely amazed. not to mention with everything else breathing around me. This was right about when I started to come down.
Overlall this was an amazing experience and I'm so glad I went with 4 grams. I will definitely be doing psilocybin mushrooms again.
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