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JustForToday
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I beed stregnth shroomery.. 1
#22190199 - 09/04/15 08:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm so exhausted and tired. I've been up since 4 am this morning. I went to a meeting, hit the gym, and met a few of my clients over and trained them, then I went to work. And come to find out I just kick out of my place. But i'm okay. I just moved into a brand new home. I worked my ass for this. But I can never sleep anymore. I had to pack up my shit tonight and move straight away. I don't even want to hit the pillow because I just got to get back up at fucking 5 and have a really busy ass day tomorrow. Man I fucking swear I can't take much more of this..
I'm just so passionate about living a good life that i've sacrificed my social life, girlfriends, and sleep just to make it. It's very lonely and I hate this. The girl that I was just dating all of sudden posts a picture on facebook with her and her new boyfriend. And come to find out she left because I never had time for her and I Feel so fucking bad right now..
I'm just ranting. I need to get this off my chest. Thanks for listening..
P.S. The title of this thread is "I need strength shroomery." GOD DAMN I CAN'T THINK.
-------------------- Hey Shae, Are you still doing that hand thing? I heard you was doing that hand thing today. Oh God what is that?!
Edited by JustForToday (09/04/15 08:56 PM)
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4HO-DMT


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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: JustForToday] 1
#22190210 - 09/04/15 08:58 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Man that sucks JFT. If you are getting no quality out of life, then it sounds like you're not living the good life. Maybe it's time for a change? Good luck.
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Fuck that dumb bitch.
Keep your chin up!
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: Detached]
#22190224 - 09/04/15 09:01 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Pariahprose
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: 4HO-DMT]
#22190271 - 09/04/15 09:11 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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4HO-DMT said: Man that sucks JFT. If you are getting no quality out of life, then it sounds like you're not living the good life. Maybe it's time for a change? Good luck.
He is living the good life, he is clean and sober? Can you say that 4HO-DMT? I know I sure the hell can't. I quit meth and have started a new struggle with alcohol. Granted, I know it will only progress and get worse at this rate, but God Damn it, I admire you JFT.
We have talked about my struggle in the past, and your strength, the strength that you already have and gets infinitely added upon by the community here at the Shroomery is more than enough to keep you sober Just For Today, be it for an hour, minute, or second at a time, keep up the good work and try to stay positive.
We love you <3
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: JustForToday] 9
#22190467 - 09/04/15 09:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey remember that PM you sent me yesterday about how busy you were and that life was so fucking awesome? I do
You even bragged about how your gf broke up with you bc you were making so many moves and improving your life. Funny how she literally JUST broke up with you and she's already fucking another dude. He was probably plowing the shit outta her asshole while you guys were still together and you were just getting sloppy seconds.
Now tell me, how does that make you feel, JFT?
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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4HO-DMT


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Sorry man, I didn't know that was what you meant by the good life.
Pariahpose, No, I can not say that and I respect people that live clean and sober. It would be hard to do.
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ManianFH
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hey bro, this is just the rollercoaster of life. I think the best you can do is find some positive in all these bad things. They suck, but just understand that things will get better because you are a good person with a positive outlook on life. Soon enough things will be awesome, and because you know how to even enjoy the bad, you really can appreciate the good as well.
Keep you head up dude, enjoy every moment you have on this earth, just take it with a laugh and a smile.
Cheers
-------------------- notapillow said: "you are going about this endeavor all wrong. clear your mind of useless fear and concern. buy the ticket, take the ride, and all that.... " ChrisWho said: "It's all about the journey, not the destination."
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Bitter Cactus
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Hey remember that PM you sent me yesterday about how busy you were and that life was so fucking awesome? I do
You even bragged about how your gf broke up with you bc you were making so many moves and improving your life. Funny how she literally JUST broke up with you and she's already fucking another dude. He was probably plowing the shit outta her asshole while you guys were still together and you were just getting sloppy seconds.
Now tell me, how does that make you feel, JFT?
Bet she's getting right now.

No but seriously OP good luck bro keep your chin up partner. I love you brotha.
-------------------- Taking acid and thinking you are a better man is a lot different then actually becoming a better man.
Edited by Bitter Cactus (09/04/15 09:55 PM)
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: ManianFH] 10
#22190533 - 09/04/15 09:56 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just as a little background guys, JFT PMd outta nowhere yesterday basically calling me a loser because "I'm always posting on here" He went on to say how busy he was and that he was moving into his brand new house because he works his ass off. He called me a chump that probably lives with my parents with no life. When I told him I was almost done with my Neuroscience degree he told he doubted it because all I do is post on here. Then when I sent him my transcript he promptly shut the fuck up and stopped responding. I don't wanna hear any of your sob stories JFT. Man up and stop being so goddamn soft.
I'll start a goofundme so the shroomery can raise some money for a couple boxes of tissues for all your fucking whining
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
Edited by Malcolm_Xtasy (09/04/15 10:06 PM)
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Shroomslip
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If you spend all your time on here, what does that mean for me? You only joined months before I did and I have twice the posts.
I guess I'm 2 people who spend all their time on here.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
Edited by Shroomslip (09/04/15 10:00 PM)
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I'm pretty sure PMs are supposed to stay private.
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: Detached] 5
#22190566 - 09/04/15 10:00 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Not when they're hilariously ironic.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: Shroomslip] 7
#22190589 - 09/04/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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It doesn't mean anything.
JFT just has a very strange obsession with me. He tried to get me to look at his pictures in the sex men of the shroomery thread to see what a "real six pack" looks like. He seeks my approval and acceptance so badly, that he actually wants me to go check out his pictures and give him a treat and tell him "good boy"
He called me a loser for posting as soon as my ban was up. But this motherfucker sent me a PM as soon as my ban up, which insinuates that he was keeping tabs on when my ban was actually up
Its pretty fucking pathetic. JFT, do you mind posting a picture of the dartboard in your room that has my face on it?
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: Shroomslip]
#22190591 - 09/04/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: I beed stregnth shroomery.. [Re: JustForToday] 2
#22190627 - 09/04/15 10:10 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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JustForToday said: I'm so exhausted and tired. I've been up since 4 am this morning. I went to a meeting, hit the gym, and met a few of my clients over and trained them, then I went to work. And come to find out I just kick out of my place. But i'm okay. I just moved into a brand new home. I worked my ass for this. But I can never sleep anymore. I had to pack up my shit tonight and move straight away. I don't even want to hit the pillow because I just got to get back up at fucking 5 and have a really busy ass day tomorrow. Man I fucking swear I can't take much more of this..
I'm just so passionate about living a good life that i've sacrificed my social life, girlfriends, and sleep just to make it. It's very lonely and I hate this.
That's your problem. You just said you've worked so hard at living a good life you sacrificed the things that make up a good life. This is what people have been trying to tell you in a sense. I also wouldn't bother wasting any more thought over that girl either.
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Mr. Material
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Bitter Cactus said:
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Hey remember that PM you sent me yesterday about how busy you were and that life was so fucking awesome? I do
You even bragged about how your gf broke up with you bc you were making so many moves and improving your life. Funny how she literally JUST broke up with you and she's already fucking another dude. He was probably plowing the shit outta her asshole while you guys were still together and you were just getting sloppy seconds.
Now tell me, how does that make you feel, JFT?
Bet she's getting right now.
The guy has a "dadbod" too right?
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#22190753 - 09/04/15 10:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know who JFT reminds me of now!
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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That would be the ultimately irony. Like honestly, that would probably be so funny that I wouldn't even know how to react. I don't even know if I'd be able to laugh again bc I've possibly seen the funniest thing that I'll ever see in my entire existence on this planet
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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Mr. Material
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: That would be the ultimately irony. Like honestly, that would probably be so funny that I wouldn't even know how to react. I don't even know if I'd be able to laugh again bc I've possibly seen the funniest thing that I'll ever see in my entire existence on this planet
You 'member that thread?
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