So I just smoked DMT while on LSD and some potent edibles What happen is what always happens. I the consciousnesses and the outside world merged. Every click, beep, whriable, buzz, humm sound I became and it became me When I first did DMT this frightened me to no end because I did not understand. I thought I was disappearing or something but actually it seems like the ocean was being unveiled for the wave to see(me being the wave which is also the ocean) This last breakthrough I had no fear or no desire to escape the experience. It's like I can handle the intensity now. It's amazing I was fully preset for the experience. DMT showed me how to be as in just "being". While I was merged I fully understood why I and why anything exists. The same consciousnesses that you and I have spawned the world. Anyone who has seen the organic clockwork knows what I'm talking about and holy shit once you know what it is you can face it and find what you're made of. How did I miss it for so long?
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this great world is a mirror ov my small self: striving for infinity, shall I remain?
as dethroned so enthroned, attracted... rejected... in this totality is perfection ov Me in Thee freedom ov Nature, delight ov Existence so intoxicate me as I intoxicateth thee slay me as I created thee when reality is nothing more than quantum vortex deep sleep make it lucid dream or hallucinate if you please in exaltations ov All, One, None there Is No Difference we are the First and we are the Last Io Pan!

I was fully lucid while merged. Basically the universe instructed me to breath very deeply but it wasn't we words I just did it. I watched as I became the world and the world became me while breathing very deeply until we were separate entities again. I did not have one bit of anxiety while this happened in fact it was like total extreme existential bliss of being. A year ago I wouldn't of even thought that was possible.
Basically turtles all the way down dammit! Image this but with DNA, atoms, and molecules and it's farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr more complex than this. If I learn how to draw or use Photoshop I may be able to show you one day





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It all sounds pretty strange yet familiar. The Halls of Amenti



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Deep in Earth's heart lie the Halls of Amenti, far 'neath the islands of sunken Atlantis, Halls of the Dead and halls of the living, bathed in the fire of the infinite ALL.
Far in a past time, lost in the space time, the Children of Light looked down on the world. Seeing the children of men in their bondage, bound by the force that came from beyond. Knew they that only by freedom from bondage could man ever rise from the Earth to the Sun.
Down they descended and created bodies, taking the semblance of men as their own. The Masters of everything said after their forming:
"We are they who were formed from the space-dust, partaking of life from the infinite ALL; living in the world as children of men, like and yet unlike the children of men."
Then for a dwelling place, far 'neath the earth crust, blasted great spaces they by their power, spaces apart from the children of men. Surrounded them by forces and power, shielded from harm they the Halls of the Dead.
Side by side then, placed they other spaces, filled them with Life and with Light from above. Builded they then the Halls of Amenti, that they might dwell eternally there, living with life to eternity's end.
Thirty and two were there of the children, sons of Lights who had come among men, seeking to free from the bondage of darkness those who were bound by the force from beyond.
Deep in the Halls of Life grew a flower, flaming, expanding, driving backward the night.
Placed in the center, a ray of great potence, Life giving, Light giving, filling with power all who came near it. Placed they around it thrones, two and thirty, places for each of the Children of Light, placed so that they were bathed in the radiance, filled with the Life from the eternal Light.
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So grows the soul of man ever upward, quenched yet unquenched by the darkness of night.
I, Death, come, and yet I remain not, for life eternal exists in the ALL; only an obstacle, I in the pathway, quick to be conquered by the infinite light.
Awaken, O flame that burns ever inward, flame forth and conquer the veil of the night."
Then in the midst of the flames in the darkness grew there one that drove forth the night, flaming, expanding, ever brighter, until at last was nothing but Light.
In my foolishness I had taken form of a mortal man And entered time to live amongst humanity, born of my tears But now they have turned against me and my descendants They overthrow the temples and curse my name
No, I return to the city of the sun There enthroned gouge out my eye Terrible is m pain, horrifying are my cries Dreadful is my towering rage
All my fierce passions cause my torn eye To take shape as a fearsome lioness With teeth and claws that ache to rend flesh Heedless of the blood that courses down my cheek Sekhmet, the might I name nee And Nesert who is a burning flame
Then the terrible roar of Sekhmet sounds forth Flee from me humanity though it availeth thee not Hide in the deserts and the mountains Let fear grow in your hearts For I am vengeance and bloody death
With terrible wrath Shall I now go forth out into the two lands To slay the gathered armies of man Not one shall stand alive where I have been
Hide in the deserts and the mountains Let fear grow in your hearts For I am vengeance and bloody death As I rend the very flesh from their bones
I will wade in human blood and drink my fill For the joy of killing gladdens my heart
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