Hi all, I'm quite new to the forums, but i saw this board and thought i could contribute a bit I'm going to share with you my first trip ever which was with LSD, about 600 µg i would guess. I'm sure it's not against the rules to post something like this but if I've overlooked a rule let me know.
The first time i ever encountered LSD was at a house party just after i had turned 18. Now i knew there would be a dealer at the party so beforehand i researched the drug online (Youtube Videos, wiki pages, trip reports e.t.c.) But all that did not prepare me for what i was going to experience. The guy i bought it from sold me two double dropped tabs for a small price, i immediately sat down with a beer and inspected what i had just bought. What he had given me where small sherbet lollies that are called Life Savers in Australia. I took one and waited for a bit, i knew that taking it all at once probably wasn't a good idea.
About 10 minutes after sucking on this candy, i heard a knock at the door, someone said the cops had arrived and i started freaking out. I looked out the window and a police van pulls up and several police jump out and start running towards the house. Now this definitely put me in a state of panic, i immediately took out the other lolly and swallowed it, as well as the one i had in my mouth. Well didn't i feel dumb when i saw the cops actually walk to the other house opposite the one i was in and pull out a few guys, turns out the cops at the door where asking for information and then they proceeded with a drug bust at the opposite end of the street. Well this was the least of my problems as about 30 minutes later the LSD started to settle in.
The first thing i started to notice was the hunger, i didn't see any of this in anyone else trip reports so i just thought it was a normal thing that was happening, anyway about 10 minutes later i had gone through 5 chip sandwiches, or so I'm told. Now the laughter started to settle in, i don't think i stopped laughing for about 20 minutes, i had actually managed to find myself in someones bedroom at this point, although no one seemed to care as almost everyone was drunk. I think it was around this time i realized the LSD was settling in, and i was starting a journey. The first really weird thing i found was that whenever i closed my eyes everything would go silent and I'd see these people turn their heads and all stare at me, this definitely freaked me out, but interested me, so i did this for a bit. At about 40 minutes into the trip i had managed to put a leg warmer on my head and hide in a closet, this seemed like a great idea at the time. I decided i should probably leave the closet and i got up to exit, although when i got out i was greeted by two people having sex on a bed, this didn't really seem to phase me and i apparently told them that they were doing a great job. After that i exited the bedroom.
Right now it's been about 1 hour into my trip and it's starting it's peak. The house music that was playing was starting to annoy me so i found my headphones and played some of my own. I sat down listening to music and watching people dance, some people started to manifest into different shapes, nothing major, just small differences. For example they were eerily reminiscent of characters from Skyrim, although one girl was really getting into the music and reminded me of a snake.
About 1 hour and 15 minutes in i felt it necessary to close my eyes and try to focus, what followed was the most spiritual experience of my life. What i remember was walking into a station, but the station had my name on it. I boarded the next train and it was full of copies of me, one of them stood up and started talking. What he said exactly i can't remember, although i do remember it sounding a little like this, "Today we are all going on a tour, we will examine the body of this young man and explore all of his faults and successes and determine what our next choice will be", a bit weird right? But at this point i was astounded and went with it.
The first stop we made was at my legs (The train i was on was riding on a track through my nervous system). The tour guide made a few comments about how my legs were great and have taken me to many great places. The next stop we made were my arms, here he talked a bit about some of the more traumatic experiences in my life, including my episode of depression. The tour went on throughout my body, although i don't remember the rest i do remember the end. The last stop was at my brain, here i walked into a giant room, the tour group i was with was already sitting down, with thousands of other me's. They all stared at me and then pointed to the massive stage up front, there was another me, also staring at me. He told me to come up and asked me a few questions (How was it? What did you think? Any comments? e.t.c.) all mostly about the tour itself. He then told me he would show me a presentation on what i should do after this was over. From here he showed me and the thousand other me's a few slides on my experiences in life, these included from my lowest times to my highest times and what the future held. He showed me how i should combat some of my biggest life problems at that time and what should be done about my future.
After this all i opened my eyes, i had been sitting there for 3 hours with my eyes closed. This temporarily shocked me but i was more interested in what had just happened, i tried to do it again but all i could manage was to fly through the roof and explore my town. This wasn't very exciting but i still did it anyway. I was able to fly into the city and eat, then fly home and interact with my pets, i felt as if i had been away for hours, in reality i had just closed my eyes for a full minute. I realized this once i actually opened my eyes.
What followed after all this wasn't as exciting and really only included not being able to see eyes (everyone's eyes were blurred out) watching two people have sex on a floor, walking around and eating more chip sandwiches and of course just generally tripping.
Well that was my first trip ever, definitely something I'll never forget. I did take into action what i was told in my brain and i did actually improve my life in many ways. Hopefully you've all had a giggle reading this or at the very least found it interesting.
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