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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: Adolin] 1
#22171146 - 08/31/15 08:34 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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The proof is definitely in the pudding.
I can't believe I wasted 4 minutes watching that
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: Detached]
#22171154 - 08/31/15 08:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Detached said: The proof is definitely in the pudding.
I can't believe I wasted 4 minutes watching that 
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: Detached]
#22171159 - 08/31/15 08:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Gang stalkers * I'm sure you're no one in high authority so why would they want to stalk you . Alot of people talk about each other . The feelings will go away . I've had them to . I think it was just my insecurity that triggered it. good luck man hope you feel better its not fun I know exactly you're feeling.
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: TEAMSESH]
#22171163 - 08/31/15 08:39 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're one of them, only trying to gain my trust and confidence that you're not so I don't notice when you're peeking in thru my blinds.
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: Detached]
#22171205 - 08/31/15 08:49 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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When you take a shit I'll be watching from bellow. Via fiber optics in that ass.
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: TEAMSESH]
#22171239 - 08/31/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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TEAMSESH said: When you take a shit I'll be watching from bellow. Via fiber optics in that ass.
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xbloodwhipx said: Im always paranoid. I hear a laugh, i assume its about me. Someone looks at me, i feel like im acting strange, or doing something that isnt right.
I hear sirens i assume they are coming for me.
All kinds of other shit i cant think of atm makes me paranoid.
Could i have some kind of mental disorder? I dont think im schitzo... But who knows.
nothing wrong with thinking highly of yourself, and that people might actually be interested in you. i would be flattered if only paranoid thoughts i might have are actually true.
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xbloodwhipx said: Im always paranoid. I hear a laugh, i assume its about me. Someone looks at me, i feel like im acting strange, or doing something that isnt right.
I hear sirens i assume they are coming for me.
All kinds of other shit i cant think of atm makes me paranoid.
Could i have some kind of mental disorder? I dont think im schitzo... But who knows.
I used to be paranoid like that from drug use. Minus the sirens thing tho. I no longer use any illegal substances but I still hand roll my cigs with no filters. During the day I smoke them in my front yard. When people drive by or sit at a near by stop sign it makes me feel annoyed or awkward/ a lil paranoid as if I was smoking weed even tho I'm no longer breaking the law! because im self conscious about it. Pretty stupid huh?
Same thing with this guy, he walks down my road every day. Some time stopping out of no where staring into the sky. Seriously. The entire blocks has talked to him before. He has a skin condition and carries a umbrella. He means no harm. Just some old guy. Makes me nervous tho.
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This thread is making me paranoid.
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If you do any types of stimulants, this is usually one of the first side effect. I remember sitting in my window at night in pitch black watching "them" watching me,,, and everybody was in on it.
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Perhaps some manifestation of personal anxieties sir - I suggest you try some meditation - getting out of your body will distance you from that ego-pulling nonsense. You have to remember to observe outside yourself. If it was you laughing would you be making fun of someone else or would it be something else? Even if it was pointed at you does it truly matter ?
Just chill meng - the universe is full of things and people who are going to be strange - just flow.
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Re: Anyone else paranoid [Re: classyfox]
#22174676 - 09/01/15 04:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ive developed pretty bad social anxiety since my amph addiction.
Which leads me to this. I was SEVERELY addicted to amphetamines for around a year. 120mg adderall/210-230mg vyvanse at the worst part. Could i be experiencing some sort of damage i did to my mind? I know i have never felt all the way "here" since my addiction. Like it did something to my brain...
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Chuckfinely
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Ive been exactly like that my entire life besides very early childhood. I suffer from near crippling social anxiety though, like avoid every non-manditory social situation cause if im around even one other person that isnt immediate family ill get super quiet and sweat through 3 shirts 
I was taking fairly large doses of benzos daily for 10 years which helped as long as i was fucked up, but i was recently put on hardcore probation and they wont let me take benzos even with scripts and notes from 3 doctors, so the past few months have been pretty shitty for me
I got a script for this beta blocker that is supposed to like shut off your fight or flight response and isnt anything addictive or recreational. Its helped a little, i can last around people for like 10 mins before i wanna gtfo as if they all wanna kill me might be something worth looking into
Other then that idk what to tell you other then i feel your pain i constantly feel like im acting so different then everyone else and that everyone has noticed and is thinking/talking about how odd i look/am acting/etc. Shits straight exhausting isnt it?
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Op, sounds like a form of anxiety or low self esteem.
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