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Faustoid
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22171509 - 08/31/15 09:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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cosmicg said: I have read a decent amount of responses now, and I still cannot fathom killing myself just because I am sad. I also cannot fathom killing myself by purposefully overdosing on drugs.
What in the hell is wrong with you people? If you have love that is all you need. If you feel as though you do not have love, you do, you are just looking in all of the wrong places.
Look guys another song I listen to while sad.
I have more.
[url=http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Clxtg2pFTQM]http:///url]
Truly you do miss the point. Depression is like a tick after you pull the tick off, you can feel it like an itch, it is always there, but you can't itch it. You feel it creep into every thought. Sadness isn't the syndrome, it's a symptom. When I was caught in depressive states I was a mass of curled up flesh on the floor, not a human fighting a disease. I was a worm slave to the thought. The thought of worthlessness, the thought of failure, the thought of freedom of thoughtlessness. Yes love saves, however when your own mind attacks you from within it has a terrible ability to turn every loved one into a prying eye that judges.
Do not pass judgment on the depressed or grieving my friend, not lest you feel like being smashed by a gavel when you meet them and hear their stories.
"Just because I am sad." 
Sorry if I misinterpreted you, however, I feel I needed to say that.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Faustoid]
#22171516 - 08/31/15 09:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would take one of those suicide vacations over in Mexico and drink the water
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SARAtonin
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Faustoid]
#22171521 - 08/31/15 09:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Someway unobtrusive.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SARAtonin]
#22171535 - 08/31/15 09:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'd probably create some contraption on a timer that would cut me down after hanging myself.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#22171551 - 08/31/15 10:00 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would choose to be ripped apart by Great White sharks.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22171599 - 08/31/15 10:09 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am sorry Shroomery.
I suppose it's just that I feel what you are feeling but have no answer other then to just deal with it.
Trust me, it is a struggle just to get out of bed due to my recent decline in health, mentally I mean, and I apologize if I offended you because I know the struggle.
That's why I am talking in this forum m8.
We are in this together.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg] 1
#22171750 - 08/31/15 10:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm resolved to never commit suicide and this month has been one the most painful depressing months of my life. Even just day to day now,I've been so shocked but I feel I can't let life win. It's a challenge for sure but hopefully one day soon ill have some of the happiest things in my life. It's all up to me.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#22172108 - 09/01/15 12:08 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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SirShroomsAlott
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22172611 - 09/01/15 06:06 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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cosmicg said: I am sorry Shroomery.
I suppose it's just that I feel what you are feeling but have no answer other then to just deal with it.
No need to be sorry, we all interpret things differently.
What would you tell someone who doesn't feel anything, fakes every emotion in every interaction solely because it's easier, who doesnt remember ever being happy before or ever feeling different from the way they do, someone who has been dealing with it for life on a daily basis that made them apathetic and not see a point in anything that turned into a vicious mental loop that makes every train of thought revolve back to "what's the point in any of this"
Just out of curiosity, in a hypothetical like this one, would you tell them someone who has always been dealing with it just to deal with it? Tell them they need to get up or they won't have a home, money, or girlfriend when they spend all day knowing there isn't a point to any of it and have had all those things but there still wasn't a difference. No right or wrong answer, but what would you say to a person like that to make them want to keep going or bother anymore.
You still never answered the OP btw all forms of dieing seem awful but if you were given the choice in how you would die, whether it be by your hand or something else, what would you pick as the least awful? What is the least worst way to die. Edit: fuck I'm retarded lately, didn't see you actually did, why great whites lol I feel th at woud be slow and painful.
If I could, I'd just pick a sniper from a distance where it would hit before I heard the sound and from behind at a time I didn't specify. Seems quick and painless.
Edited by SirShroomsAlott (09/01/15 06:13 AM)
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