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Moonshoe
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22169221 - 08/31/15 01:39 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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In all seriousness, I believe that the phenomenon of veridical Near death experiences, in which people accurately describe things that happened when they were "dead" with no brain or heart activity and eyes closed, even things happening in adjacent rooms, is essentially proof that we exist independently of the body and in all likelihood survive death.
I generally suspect that the Buddhist and Hindu theories of rebirth, bardos, between death states and afterlife states is partially true, and generally suspect we do not die at death nor is our consciousness exclusively created by our bodies / brains.
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Turtletotem
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#22169223 - 08/31/15 01:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bitter Cactus said: I know, but for a religious person they think they are gonna be flying in the clouds with angels and jesus and all that. I really doubt they have kratom or weed in heaven too so it would be super lame and boring after the millionth year of giving Jesus blowjobs all day.
Jesus semen = LSD, tho, so look who's the fool now.
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cosmicg
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Turtletotem]
#22169235 - 08/31/15 01:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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If we are all truly one and infinite as most people that have experienced the psychedelic experience realize, then life does not end after death. Death is another part of life.
One consciousness experiencing itself subjectively...
Sorry Mr. Hicks, you're just so right.
Then again everything is subjective so why bother trying to even figure it out. Since we do not know for certain, it is my firm belief that we really should try to make the best out of this life because it is the only one that is actually guaranteed as far as we know.
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Jean-guy Masta
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Turtletotem]
#22169247 - 08/31/15 01:45 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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asphyxiation from a car co2 ,wasted on liquor listening to a last song will burning a last smoke
but being honest im super scared to die, drugs showed me that i honestly think about killing my self like once 2-3 year even tho i can be gloomy from time to time.
weirdly i find that there is something hella beautiful into sadness ,when im gloomy i can just listen to sad music or make music, smoke weed and enjoy ,sadness is a high itself and its fill with inspiration.
Sometime i wish i would understand the pain of the truly depressed..
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hex_enduction
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Asante]
#22169271 - 08/31/15 01:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Asante said: hex dude you have no idea how mostrous a strychnine injection is.
You convulse and cramp to death while wide awake. The Nazi swine Oskar Dirlewanger had groups of Jewish women strippped and injected with strychnine to convulse to death as an amusing spectacle for him and his friends to watch, the sick fuck. Their naked bodies would twist and contort to death in the most agonizing way imaginable.
God damn that's one of the worst things I've ever heard. That being said, it wouldn't be the first time the US government wielded that level of cruelty on its own citizens.
@Jean-Guy, it's true. Sadness and major depression are far from one in the same. This is why people who have never suffered from depression seem to find it so difficult to empathize with the depressed and why you'll hear people say things like, "Why don't you just stop being depressed?"
Edited by hex_enduction (08/31/15 01:54 PM)
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cosmicg
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Jean-guy Masta] 3
#22169289 - 08/31/15 01:57 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know what you mean masta about sadness being beautiful. That beautiful feeling of melancholy you feel within the loneliness that envelops all who are open to it. Here is a song I listen to when I am sad.
[url=http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uJ61jgFCMM]http:///url]
Edited by cosmicg (08/31/15 01:58 PM)
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hex_enduction
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22169302 - 08/31/15 02:01 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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+1 Great song
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: hex_enduction]
#22169362 - 08/31/15 02:18 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: +1 Great song
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Beanhead
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
#22169529 - 08/31/15 02:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes. Hang myself using AV charger.
Throw myself infront of car Keep laying on the traintracks Jump of a bridge Keep drinking then take GHB Keep drinking then Inject Heroin Cut wrists lay in bath
Preferably IV Barbiturate OD
Edited by Beanhead (08/31/15 02:55 PM)
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Beanhead]
#22170101 - 08/31/15 05:13 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Heroin goes straight to the brain no after life just pitch black
I've wanted to by a shotgun for the longest time but I imagine the shock and terror would be tremendous
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cosmicg
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Konyap]
#22170196 - 08/31/15 05:32 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have read a decent amount of responses now, and I still cannot fathom killing myself just because I am sad. I also cannot fathom killing myself by purposefully overdosing on drugs.
What in the hell is wrong with you people? If you have love that is all you need. If you feel as though you do not have love, you do, you are just looking in all of the wrong places.
Look guys another song I listen to while sad.
I have more.
[url=http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Clxtg2pFTQM]http:///url]
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ShroomerInTheRye
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22170231 - 08/31/15 05:38 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have to say I'm envious of you. You have no idea what depression can do to a person. I wish I never knew depression. I'd be a lot happier.
"Just snap out of it!" "Yeah, because I enjoy waking up every morning with an enormous urge to hurt or kill myself."
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SirShroomsAlott
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22170252 - 08/31/15 05:42 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's hypotheticals, say you were dying of a terminal illness and suffering bad everyday but you could pick the best way (to you) to opt out. Dieing seems to be awful no matter how you choose, what's the least awful in your opinion.
For people who do it for other reasons, it's more than just sadness
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larry.fisherman
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22170293 - 08/31/15 05:50 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah the last thing I had in mind wasn't depression when I answered. If I was terminal, or was too old to take care of myself(incontinent, confused, alzheimers) then I'd want the opportunity to end my suffering. Life is not all vagina and rainbows.
Edited by larry.fisherman (08/31/15 06:41 PM)
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cosmicg
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: ShroomerInTheRye]
#22170325 - 08/31/15 05:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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ShroomerInTheRye said: I have to say I'm envious of you. You have no idea what depression can do to a person. I wish I never knew depression. I'd be a lot happier.
"Just snap out of it!" "Yeah, because I enjoy waking up every morning with an enormous urge to hurt or kill myself."
I do though.
That is why I am posting in this thread.
Currently I am drowning in a wave of depression that has swallowed me whole, but if I lay here too long I won't have a job, girlfriend, family, etc.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22170450 - 08/31/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've thought about it but I would not say I've ever really wanted to do it.
If I did it and I had the luxury of choices I would be hanging from a nice old tree I think. I just find it romantic and I often find that I have the urge to wring my neck when I get really frustrated with myself, so it seems fitting. I'd want it to be at least a little slow so I could enjoy it.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
#22170458 - 08/31/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm sorry if I snapped. It was the "what the hell is wrong with you people" that pushed the button.
Anyways, I don't think its a lack of love. It pours out if my life like a fountain. The problem is I can't feel it no matter how hard I try.
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#22170515 - 08/31/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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falling from over 10,000 feet
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Litto
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#22170540 - 08/31/15 06:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nice to see the pub..cheery as ever
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SirShroomsAlott
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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Litto]
#22170546 - 08/31/15 06:40 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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And lacking relevant responses, you know, the usual
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